Chapter 441: Desperate Love
It's really ridiculous, but this kind of thing can happen?
Shi Mulin wants to marry Gu Zihan?!
Xia Mu was a little confused, and he couldn't speak for a long time.
Shi Mulin came out to say her little thoughts and loneliness.
"Actually, I don't know if I really like Zihan, but from the moment I woke up, I felt empty in my heart, and I couldn't find any sustenance at all, as if I was hollowed out before I fell into a coma."
Hearing these descriptions, Xia Mu understood.
It turns out that amnesia can only erase people's memories, but it can't erase the feelings in people's hearts at all.
The so-called hollowed out may be that the airport learned that Mimi was pregnant with Xia Mu's child, and realized that he might lose Xia Mu forever.
These feelings were left behind, so that Shi Mulin wanted to find a sustenance as soon as she woke up, so that she would no longer be lonely and sad.
Xia Mu understands that this is karma, he used the child in Mimi's belly to hurt Shi Mulin deeply, and Shi Mulin should hurt herself by marrying someone else.
And she is in the case of these amnesias.
Xia Mu could only smile bitterly and couldn't say a word.
"So when I saw Zihan, I felt that it should be a sustenance, even if it was wrong, the first thing I saw was him, so there seems to be nothing wrong with marrying him."
"Besides, I seem to feel very tired after waking up, and I really want to find someone to live a stable life!"
After speaking, a smile on his face.
It can be seen that this is the only decision Shi Mulin made after waking up, and it is also a sober decision.
Xia Mu thought that this decision was understandable, and Shi Mulin was not to blame, but Gu Zihan ......
This object is a bit uncomfortable, it is the person who hurt Shi Mulin to achieve his goal, and he has already hurt Shi Mulin once in his college life, can he really be sincere to her this time?
This is what Xia Mu is most worried about now, so no matter how difficult it is to say at this time, he has to ask clearly.
After Shi Mulin finished speaking, she asked:
"Have you really decided to marry Gu Zihan?"
"yes, what's wrong?"
The point of Xia Mu's question was not that he was married, but that Gu Zihan was concerned.
emphasized: "Do you know Gu Zihan? ”
Shi Mulin looked dazed, for a person with amnesia, who still knew her?
Shaking his head, he smiled cutely.
"I don't understand. But what can I do, he's not my boyfriend, and since I chose him before, it must be what I like. ”
It's a bit insincere, for Shi Mulin, everything now can only go by feeling.
It's like Xia Mu, who thinks she likes it, so what, it seems that the whole world is against her liking this man.
"I think you should still find out, after all, marriage is a lifelong event."
"What's the use of understanding...... I think I like you now, but you're just my brother, so it's useless to understand, right? Staring at Xia Mu carefully, he suddenly asked mischievously: "Do you want to ...... Marry me, hee-hee! ”
A sentence that caught him off guard, like Shi Mulin, who lived together at that time, came out to tease Xia Mu without warning.
But this time, it didn't look like a joke after amnesia, but more like a temptation with feelings.
Xia Mu's face turned frightened, and he immediately stopped:
"What nonsense!"
"yes, I know what to do, but I can't change everything. So now, I'm satisfied with someone who wants to be with me. ”
Shi Mulin's words were full of hints, but Xia Mu was a mess at all.
Sometimes I think she doesn't have amnesia, and sometimes I think she has so much amnesia that she doesn't know anything.
These words are like gambling with Xia Mu, if you Xia Mu don't marry me, then why do you want to stop me from marrying someone else.
It's an embarrassing situation that can't be stopped.
Xia Mu didn't know what to say, Shi Mulin's words were reasonable and decent, and there was no flaw at all.
But that man is Gu Zihan, even if it is someone else, Xia Mu has nothing to say.
Very anxious, so anxious that he almost burned his eyebrows.
"Mu Lin, can you think about it again, there are still others to choose."
"Mu Lin?"
"Well, what's wrong?"
Shi Mulin was called Mu Lin by Xia Mu, and suddenly frowned, as if she had been stung.
Xia Mu also wondered, could it be that he said something wrong?
For a long time, Shi Mulin looked at Xia Mu with strange eyes and said, "No, why am I very excited when others call me Mu Lin, but I don't have any disgust when you call me?" ”
Shi Mulin didn't understand what it was like, and felt that this man was a little weird.
Xia Mu was stunned there, and he didn't know until now that the title of Mu Lin was the title that Shi Mu Lin used to give herself.
She shook her head stupidly, but Shi Mulin seemed to have seen something, her face changed, and her smile became stiff.
"Do you have anything special to do with me?"
"No, no!"
"Then why are you saying these words, and why are you calling me Mu Lin!"
"I ...... I do not know. ”
Xia Mu was questioned, and he was nervous, could it be that he was going to stimulate Shi Mulin?
Frightened, he quickly got up and explained again and again.
Fortunately, Shi Mulin didn't dwell too much and immediately regained her composure.
In fact, there is probably a result in my heart, knowing that Xia Mu, a man, is extraordinary to him.
But I don't want to delve into it, and now Shi Mulin just wants to be at peace with what happens.
Laughing again, he asked:
"Since you don't want to marry me, and you want to stop me from being with Zihan, why?"
Xia Mu confessed honestly.
"I just want you to think about it and decide whether to marry him or not."
"It's as simple as that?"
"It's that simple!"
"Do you think Zihan is a person who can't be trusted for life?"
This sentence is what Xia Mu has always wanted to say. But he couldn't say it directly, thinking in his heart, not only can't he be entrusted with his life, but he can't even be entrusted with a day.
"I don't know about this, I just want you to see it clearly and make a decision."
The ambiguous answer, in the end, still failed to say what he thought in his heart.
Shi Mulin smiled and said helplessly:
"Okay, it's so vague that I don't even know what you're talking about."
"You are all so mysterious, he said you are a villain, you said he can't be entrusted for life, I can't figure out who to listen to."
Shi Mulin was very painful, she just lost her memory, and she met these people who refused to tell the truth, and she didn't understand what they wanted to do.
Then he was ruthless and said:
"Forget it, I don't want to listen to your unreliable words, I'll make my own decisions in the future."
"Then you ......"
"It doesn't matter if you're the person I like, whether he's a fake boyfriend or not, since I opened my eyes and arranged it like this, then I have no regrets."
"Mu Lin, but it's ......"
"Okay, Brother Xia Mu, I thank you for your kindness, but now I don't want to listen to this kind of meaningless care, I just want someone to love me desperately, it's as simple as that!"
smiled, and a sentence pierced Xia Mu's heart, and also summed up the state of Xia Mu and Shi Mulin together.
Desperate......
Xia Mu loved desperately, but unfortunately he couldn't face it desperately, and he is still cowardly.
Shi Mulin is right, what she needs is desperate love, not submissiveness like Xia Mu.
In the last sentence, I said to Xia Mu:
"Okay, I'm tired and want to sleep."
Turned over and lay down, and gave the order to evict the guest.
When Xia Mu wanted to leave, he said weakly:
"When I get married, remember to come to my wedding!"
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