Li Chenlan shook her head regretfully, "Our days are for ourselves, not for others." ”

"Before you were with me, you didn't think about taking the test to show off your talents and raise people. When I thought of being with me, I wanted to take the test and raise people. Since you only have this idea for me, why can't you give it what I really want? ”

"If you want to show off your talents and raise people in your heart, then I will take a different path from what you want to take."

"You have your talents, you have people to take the exam, and I also have my small fishing village that I want to stay in forever."

"I never thought about leaving the small fishing village in my life, and I knew that I would lose a lot of great opportunities because of this. For example, a husband like you who is likely to soar in the future. ”

"But I know better that a prosperous life is not what I want."

"Xiao Linzi, in this case, you just don't say anything today, I'm leaving."

Li Linfeng looked at Li Chenlan's back as she turned around and left without hesitation, as if she had suddenly confessed to herself. came suddenly, and went suddenly, as if she confessed not because she liked him to the point of desperation.

And she didn't leave because she didn't like him anymore.

It's just because she thinks he and she can go the same way in the future, and it just so happens that she has a little affection for him, so she chooses to be close to him.

And now, she realizes that the two sides may have different paths, so she leaves without any love.

Li Linfeng felt very hurt.

Everything he did was for Li Chenlan.

Why can't she understand him, and she has to give up the imperial examination to be with him?

What's even more sad is that this thought was indeed because of Li Chenlan. But now that he wants him to give up this for Li Chenlan, it is difficult for him to accept it for a while.

The last words of Li Chenlan echoed in his mind, and the more Li Linfeng thought about it, the more entangled he became.

After a while, I felt that what Li Chenlan said was right, he liked her, and he had the idea of scientific research for her. Now that I know that Li Chenlan doesn't like it, I should give up the scientific expedition for her.

But soon another thought came to him, and it was forcefully overturned.

If he really did what Li Chenlan said, he would definitely die of shame in the future, right?

Facing the girl he likes every day, he can't give her a little bit, but he needs her to support himself every day. It was because he liked her that he couldn't stand that kind of life. Forget it, Sister Orchid must have thought badly for a while.

She soon understood that the reason why he had to get ahead was precisely because he liked her.

I don't think there is a girl's family, and I don't care how much my future husband likes her. Instead, he cared about other strange things, things he couldn't even understand. Despite the panic in his heart, Li Linfeng still told himself again and again.

Until the conviction is gradually strengthened, well, yes, yes!

As long as he is really admitted to Xiucai and goes to ask for marriage, Sister Orchid will definitely be able to forgive him.

……

Li Chenlan was in a bad mood.

She had been thinking about the little cabbage for so long, and there would be such a fork in the road that she didn't expect.

A good young man in a fishing village, can't he obediently follow the road of counterattack in his small fishing village? Even if he wants to do a small business after getting married in the future, it's good to toss something by himself!

She's not the cautious woman who just wants to tie her man to her belt.

As long as the man is done with his work, he still knows how to go home, and he doesn't mess around outside, she doesn't mind that the man has his own career, but the road of the imperial examination is not good.

Once he thinks about it, his future home will definitely not be settled in a small fishing village.

Although Li Chenlan does not have rich historical knowledge, she has a brother who is about to embark on this road. Under Li Chenbai's "popular science" day after day, he also has a good understanding of this.

If a scholar is selected in the examination, and then he is qualified to be an official.

Once you start being an official, it means running around.

Today I will go out to this county, and tomorrow I will go to that state capital, and I will not be able to call home when I am running around.

A small county magistrate usually serves for three years, and it is impossible for her to let her husband stay alone for three years without restraint, nor can she give up the life of a small fishing village and accompany him to become an official.

To put it bluntly, the road of the imperial examination is to clash with her life.

If she is willing to give up her life for Li Linfeng, then what is it for her to resist Zhou Ziyu's offensive so hard? also can't keep the life he wants, at least he has so many years of friendship with Zhou Ziyu.

Zhou Ziyu knows her very well and respects her.

He may not always fully understand what she thinks, but he at least knows how to listen.

Zhou Ziyu's biggest attraction to her is precisely this. A man who knows how to listen usually makes a woman's heart break and live a comfortable and pleasant life.

It's just that, it seems that her marriage has not yet arrived, and this kind of thing can't be rushed.

Li Chenlan, who has figured it out, is a little more considerate of Li Linfeng's choice.

This incident itself is no one's fault, from Li Linfeng's point of view, he just chose to defend his dignity. For a man, eating soft rice is good to say after all.

And the teenager who has not had the opportunity to contact other successful paths, the only thing he can think of is probably the imperial examination.

From this point of view, Li Linfeng has backbone and discipline, and he is a rare young man, and Li Chenlan still admires him. It's a pity that appreciation is one thing, and it's another thing for two people to be together.

She can't choose to be with a man just because she admires him.

For Li Chenlan, the most important thing for two people to be together is mutual respect. It is precisely because of respecting Li Linfeng's idea that if she is really with Li Linfeng, she will not stop him from taking the road of the imperial examination, and will support him wholeheartedly.

If Li Linfeng's qualifications are limited, at most he will be able to show off his talents, then it doesn't matter.

But with Li Linfeng's qualifications, Li Chenlan has a feeling that sooner or later he will be admitted to the examination and even be released to be an official.

At that time, whether she chose to run around with Li Linfeng, or chose to live separately from him and continue to settle in a small fishing village, it was far from the future she wanted.

That being the case, it is better to give up this possibility now and choose a suitable man again.

Li Chenlan thought of this and sighed leisurely.

Sure enough, she knew that her emotional path would not be so smooth.

was reborn, and he not only got the shark bead space, but also got the affection of Li Erzhu's family. Especially Li Chenbai, the third brother, knew that she was an unknown ghost, but he still accepted her as a sister sincerely.

If you have gains, you will inevitably lose.

What she has lost is a kind of confidence that she can do whatever she wants and leave as she wants. Now that she is rooted in a small fishing village, she has a very deep affection for "Matsuyamaju", and it is impossible to leave casually......