Chapter 32: The Enemy
Now.
Li Chongzhao on the opposite side had already seen her, and beckoned motionally: "I'm here." The voice was neither loud nor small, she could hear it clearly, but she couldn't take a step.
Xiao Li looked at Li Chongzhao, who was dressed in black, he had never worn black clothes, this was the first time he had worn it like this.
His whole body was in the night, and there was no sunken wood around him.
The clothes were so good-looking that he looked good, and they were also unreal.
Xiao Li wanted to run towards him, but she couldn't get her feet out.
saw Li Chongzhao walking towards him step by step.
Li Chongzhao took off the black cloak on his body and wrapped Xiao Pear in one hand: "Why don't you wear more clothes?"
Xiaoli came back to her senses a little: "It's okay, I'm not cold."
Li Chongzhao smiled, took her hand, and frowned: "Your hands are so cold, you can't say it's cold."
After saying that, he led her to the horse, Xiaoli lowered her head the whole time, and Li Chongzhao felt her strangeness and stopped. Xiao Li was blocked by him like this, and the whole person was caught off guard and stuck to his back.
She rubbed her nose, but Li Chongzhao hugged her.
He was so tall that she had to tiptoe to reach his head, and he held her in his arms, bent over, in a laborious position.
He buried his head in the socket of her neck, his soft hair pressed against his face, and he heard his own calm voice: "You are hesitating."
Xiao Li subconsciously said: "I don't have ......" but she stopped, is there really not?
Hundreds of years of life, the fate of being alone, a lowly background, and an older brother who lost contact early...... Isn't all this a source of her concerns?
She has nothing of her own, so when she can grasp something, what she thinks about is not how to grasp it, but what to do if she loses it?
She loves Li Chongzhao, but she can't let go of her wandering self in the past. Give your life, your life, your life's beliefs to another person who doesn't even fully understand yourself.
This appearance made her lose her mind.
It is often said in excerpts that shemales have different paths.
Even if Li Chongzhao almost took her life, she couldn't really love a human being wholeheartedly and a fate that didn't know the way forward.
She once thought that she was wholeheartedly, but in the end, she saw that she was not pure in her feelings.
Therefore, Meng Yu's gentle and clever words in front of her were enough to make her messy.
Is this kind of self really not despicable?
She pressed her face to his arms, a wave of warmth and the aroma of herbs enveloping her. She said slowly: "Actually, I don't love you that much."
When she said this, she felt that a big stone in her heart had fallen, and she had let go of something, but there was something else on her back.
After a long time, Li Chongzhao smiled gently: "I don't dare to say that I have completely paid my sincerity." But Pear, aren't we all working hard for each other? ”
She looked at him blankly.
His silhouette softened: "I met you and fell in love with you, which is luck in itself, so I don't want to let go." His breath was close to his ears, "I have been in a cage all my life, glamorous and beautiful, but just a stone to pave the way." When I'm with you, I don't have to think about it so much, as if you're by my side, it's fine, it's enough. Pear, do you understand? ”
She was silent, but the corners of her eyes were moist. Such words sounded so like sweet words in the play, but she felt that her heart was melted by these words.
Seeking benevolence, lovers in this world, do you have to dig out your hearts, weigh a few pounds and taels, look at the numbers and then announce to each other whose affection is deeper?
Perhaps this in itself is an imperfect story, like the countless peaches on Minghua Mountain. In that case, why do you think about so many things that bind you?
In her life, she has no worries, except for Yinxiang and her brother, there is no one else. And the person in front of her, unconsciously, walked to her heart, tore out a small hole there, and occupied one acre and three points of land, and from then on, it could not be erased.
Xiaoli tasted the tears at the corners of her mouth, salty, and she said: "Out of the imperial city, we will go to the mountains, build a bamboo house, plant a lot of flowers, and you will be a youth league in the house for a lifetime."
Li Chongzhao touched her hair, and there was a thick smile in his eyes: "Okay, I'll be a Youth League for you for a lifetime."
The two of them worked together, and their figures gradually turned into a small black spot in the imperial city.
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On the other side, in the prince's mansion, it is brightly lit.
The servants and guards were in a circle, but outside the palace, there was already a sea of iron armor.
At the head of the sea of people was Li Chengbian in military uniform.
He looked at the closed door coldly and said with a smile: "Second brother, is this playing hide and seek in the mansion behind closed doors?"
The voice was loud, and it was completely infirm and sickly.
While everyone was holding their breath and concentrating, the door of the palace opened a crack, and Li Chengbian narrowed his eyes. The person who came was Meng Yu.
Li Chengyan's face changed slightly: "Miss Meng doesn't stay in her house late at night, I'm afraid it will damage your reputation."
Meng Yu was dressed in plain clothes, but it was like a beautiful scenery, a fairy that no one dared to mess with, I was afraid that if she blew a breath, she took off and left.
She smiled and said: "The fourth prince with so many soldiers, besieging the prince's mansion at night, isn't it also detrimental to the reputation?"
Li Chengbian stared at her fiercely, but he couldn't really hate her no matter what. The person in front of him, he has hidden in his heart for twenty years, afraid of forgetting, and afraid of remembering. Since she was a child, she has liked Li Chongzhao, they are childhood sweethearts, the two have no guesses, and he has always been the outsider.
Young and frivolous, he tried hard to catch the rabbit, and carefully picked the jade cage, even if other princes rushed to ask for it, he silently protected the rabbit, and would rather be beaten himself.
That's what she likes.
The first time he saw her, it was a little rabbit with a broken foot in his arms, such a kind woman that he could never forget.
But the rabbit didn't give it away. On the day she died, she received something better. Although Li Chongzhao did not come, he sent a one-person-high jade screen. Her face was full of gentle smiles, and the whole house was full of applause.
He stood alone outside the house, the ignorant rabbit in his hand looking at him with round eyes. He still had bruises in the corners of his eyes, but he couldn't walk to her anymore.
That turn was a turning point in his fate.
Until today, he sat on the steed and appeared in front of her in a dignified manner, and at that moment, his heart was not proud, but sad.
Why didn't she like him, but she always looked at him with such a smile, which made him have delusions and forced herself to go to the abyss step by step.
He pursed his lips: "I am not an enemy of your Meng Mansion."