Chapter 47: Shen Zhou
The sea is cold, and the top of the head seems to be full of ink, and the ink is dripping down in the threads...... Suddenly the ink collapsed and wrapped us, and in the darkness, I held Chunqiu's hand tightly...... He leaned close to me, forehead against mine, and he whispered to me, "In the dark, it's good for listening to stories." ”
"The stories you've told me are all fake......"
Chunqiu leaned close to me and continued: "Without a heart, the stories I tell are all true......"
"What did you say?" His silver eyes slowly closed, and I was forced back into a memory......
I saw a girl, a girl who had never been treated squarely, a useless person in the eyes of the world, a person who had no effect at all. She can't practice any spells, and she can't learn anything, she thought that it would be good for such a useless person to be invisible in a corner, but others intentionally or unintentionally spoke ill of her, using spells that were painstakingly refined to hurt a person who couldn't practice spells, and satisfying her vanity with her painful begging for mercy, as if it hurt her, which proved their success...... Eventually, she began to hurt herself, refining herself into a spell, that is, refining herself into an unconscious person, so that she could not distinguish between pain and non-pain, good and evil...... Even she learns to hurt others the way they hurt her, although she can't beat anyone, although she gets beaten every time...... Bullying the weak is always a pastime for people who think they are strong, and this pastime is called bullying when it is small, and war when it is big.
The girl never thought that one day she would suddenly be treated kindly by the patriarch of the Heavenly and Human Clans, the Golden Palace and Jade Palace, and the brocade clothes and jade food. And she never felt abnormal, because she couldn't distinguish between good and bad, and the good and evil words of the people around her were all the same sounds in her ears, and she couldn't tell the good and evil carried in this voice. She couldn't even remember everyone's face, and in her eyes, everyone looked the same...... It wasn't until she was sent to the Arctic Sea that she woke up......
On that day, she was dressed up in flowers, sat in the most noble sedan chair, and was escorted to the Arctic Sea by thousands of Heavenly and Human troops..... She still didn't know anything until she was thrown into the ocean......
When the cold and biting sea water soaked her brocade clothes, she suddenly woke up, it turned out that the patriarch of the Heavenly Human Race, Yan, was just using her as a stand-in for his sister Bai Yu, and asked her to sacrifice to the King of Shenzhou instead of Bai Yu......
The patriarch of the Celestial Race, who had compassion for the world, still felt that useless things were not worth protecting, or even worth living......
The hatred in the girl's heart was aroused...... She struggled desperately to get out of the Arctic sea, but the cold water had swallowed her, and the more she struggled, the deeper she sank 🈷, and the black ink enveloped her...... She was unwilling and ran desperately, her soul escaped from her body and rushed out of the Arctic sea, determined to kill Bai Yu, but when she approached Bai Yu, she knew that she was weak and could not break through Bai Yu's protective barrier, and she became a lonely ghost wandering between heaven and earth. When the earth was cold, she fell into the body of a girl who froze to death, but she caught up with the celestial race and fell into the ruins and became a Hongling...... The Hung Spirit will be a sacrifice to the Lord of Shenzhou...... The girl was happy because she saw Yan's retribution. But Bai Yu is still alive and well......
She suddenly forgot everything in her self-doubt and bitter hatred...... Forgot why she wanted to live, forgot who she wanted to die the most......
Later, when Mo Lian's prison opened, she became a sacrifice again, and this time, someone came to save her before she was destroyed during the hanging heaven sacrifice...... A man named Chunqiu put on the skin of white jade, and the real white jade put on her skin, and she used a pair of skins to send the real white jade to ashes...... And at this moment, she has long forgotten everything, and the pleasure of revenge is naturally not enjoyable......
But fate didn't let her go, when her soul was taken away from the ruins by the Spring and Autumn Period, she was injured by Chuan Xiao's mana, her soul was broken, and she could only cultivate in Hongchuan for a thousand years..... It was the continent that Spring and Autumn had carved for her...... After she was reborn, she thought that she would forget everything and start over, but Tatsuno destroyed the Fountain of Life and Death, Hongchuan was destroyed, and she was once again involved in the entanglement of heaven and man...... They still didn't let go of this sacrifice, Bai Yu is Yan's relative, how could Yan let her go......
I never thought that I would be such a useless and cowardly person before, but when I think about it, I am so useless and so cowardly, and I am very brave to live.
I slowly opened my eyes, the spring and autumn were gone, I was lying on a hard bed, the red veil covered my vision, I raised my arm, moved my fingers in front of my eyes, and then pinched my arm hard, swelling and hot...... I'm still alive, Spring and Autumn.....
I sat up, ripped off the red veil and jumped out of bed, a black curtain hung from the beam in front of the bed, I looked up, the roof was very high, it was pitch black, there was a lamp lit on the table, white flames......
I cautiously lifted the black curtain, saw the light on the table flickering slightly, and I looked around, as if no one else was here.
The room was wide and simple, and there was not a single speck of dust to be seen, so I began to look down at myself, who put on my red robe? Why does this red robe still have a black jade pendant...... Just as I was wondering, the door of the room was pushed open, and I nervously retreated behind the black gauze curtain and secretly observed the visitors...... At this time, in the crack of the door, a small head poked in, and she looked left and right, and finally her eyes locked on me behind the black curtain......
"You're awake!" She ran to me excitedly......
I ducked back vigilantly, but she ran over and grabbed the hem of my clothes and pulled me out...... This three-foot figure has a silver dragon helmet on her head, silver saber teeth hanging down on both sides of the helmet, from her temples to her chin, wearing a short white skirt and small silver boots. This girl looks like a Peugeot, like a cute doll.
"Who are you?" I asked warily.
"I'm Xiaoxiao, I've been with you for 10,000 years, why don't you know me? That's right, you've slept for 10,000 years, and naturally you haven't seen me. Saying that, she let go of her hand, looked up at me and said with a smile: "You were sacrificed to Shenzhou ten thousand years ago, and when Lord Guizong saw you, he knew that the Heavenly Race had deceived him. So he sent a cold calamity upon the earth! Revenge for your innocent man. You are also stubborn enough, obviously you have no ability to take revenge, and your soul has to wander outside the body for 10,000 years, and finally you returned to the Celestial Race, and you also made a spirit and a sacrifice. Speaking of this, the little doll actually laughed, "You say, are you very close to Lord Guizong?" ”
"Guizong-sama ......"
"In order to find your soul, Lord Guizong carefully drew a puppet to go to the earth to find you. No, Lord Guizong painted every puppet very carefully. It's a pity that the people of the world are ignorant and don't know the true intention of the cold calamity...... Although in the end, the Celestial Race knelt down and begged for mercy, Lord Guizong still fell them into the ruins! ”
"Return to the Ruins...... Guixu is related to Lord Guizong? Didn't the Celestials voluntarily fall to the ruins? ”
"Not really! Gui Ruins is a prison set up by Lord Guizong between heaven and earth! The people of the world are greedy, they don't know how to introspect, and they dare to attack Shenzhou guarding the dragon and phoenix ghost Jiao! Lord Guizong let them stay in prison is cheaper for them! There are also the three clans of the earth, none of them can run, what are the green dragon veins, and in the end they can't get anything! They all have to run to prison and sacrifice to the sect one by one! The little doll said excitedly, and gritted her teeth from time to time......
"You..... How do you know everything? I asked the little doll in amazement.
She was proud, and her eyes lit up and said, "Lord Guizong is omnipotent. Heaven and earth are nothing, let alone the parasitic ants in them? She grabbed me by the sleeve and said, "Let's go." Go find Guizong-sama! ”
This little doll has a lot of strength, and I was dragged by her to trot all the way to find the so-called Lord Guizong.