"Is it really that simple..."Chen Rui frowned, a trace of doubt crossed her heart, she didn't believe it, Gu Yanyang looked at Chen Rui, nodded desperately, Chen Rui sighed: "Eh, forget it, your sister Jinjin is also an adult now, I can't control it, let her go, if she doesn't want to get through herself, it's useless for us to say anything."

Gu Yanyang nodded, expressing her agreement with Chen Rui's opinion, Chen Rui got up, turned her head to look in the direction where Mu Jinjin was, and turned around to go back to the kitchen to cook.

………

That night, when Gu Yanyang got up from the house to drink water, he found that the light in Mu Jinjin's room was still on.

She squinted her eyes and walked over, the slippers on her feet were kicking, Gu Yanyang looked at the door, and saw Mu Jinjin sitting there in a daze silently holding her own things, and couldn't help but push the door and walk in:

"Sister Jinjin, what are you doing here? It's already three o'clock in the morning, and you still haven't slept? ”

If this were the usual Mu Jinjin, he would have slept in Badaling a long time ago, why would he still be here with his eyes open.

"Huh?" Mu Jinjin turned his head to look at her, and then twisted his head back again: "It's nothing, I just feel that I can't sleep, Yanyang, you go back to sleep quickly, it's quite late." ”

"I'm not sleepy for a while." Gu Yanyang accompanied Mu Jinjin and said for a while, but she was in good spirits, she casually pulled a pillow and hugged it in her arms, sat opposite Mu Jinjin, and asked Mu Jinjin with concern: "You don't seem to like to talk very much lately, what's wrong?" ”

"It's nothing" Mu Jinjin said, taking a deep breath: "I'm just thinking about the future."

"Later?" Gu Yanyang looked at Mu Jinjin very puzzled, Mu Jinjin nodded, and said to himself: "Yes, in the future, I am thinking about what I will do in the future."

After meeting Zhang Lei with Song Xiao that day, although she looked very calm, in fact, she was always uncomfortable as if she had a thorn in her heart.

She loved Xiao Hong too thoroughly at the beginning, and handed over all her own people, although she is not as conservative as before at this time, how should she marry in the future?

The more he thought about it, the more Mu Jinjin felt uncomfortable in his heart, and from time to time he hated his blind self when he was in Shenzhen before.

Why is she so stupid?

Why is it so stupid!

Mu Jinjin couldn't help but want to cry when he thought of treating Xiao Hong like that in the past, but Xiao Hong used himself cleanly from beginning to end.

She really wanted to find someone to talk about how uncomfortable and painful she was in her heart now, but she couldn't say this kind of thing, so now, she could only grit her teeth and bear it.

Gu Yanyang looked at Mu Jinjin, and saw that although Mu Jinjin had been silent, his eyes were gradually reddening, he sighed a little distressedly, got up and walked over to hug her:

"You're still thinking about Xiao Hong, right? Brother Song Xiao also persuaded you before, and I also advised you, Uncle Mu and Aunt Mu both advised you, this matter is over, don't think about it anymore"

A lot of things, no matter how much you regret it, you can't go back.

The more I think about it in my head, the more I torture myself.

"Yeonyang, I know what you say makes sense, but I can't think about this kind of thing at all."

Mu Jinjin hugged himself, sat on the balcony and hugged his knees, and buried his head:

"It was my first time, not only emotionally, but also physically, I had already given myself to him, but he never liked me, I thought I could marry him, that's why... He was the one who said we would never be apart. ”

She believed it, she always thought that what Xiao Hong said was true, and felt that she was destined to be his bride in the future, so she gave herself to him.

But she never thought that his promise was not worth anything at all, everyone knew that he was playing with her, everyone was watching this good show, only she confessed it and lost everything.

"Give it, give it" Gu Yanyang looked at Mu Jinjin: "The day hasn't fallen yet, it's just a trivial matter!" A small thing can't be smaller! It's not as serious as you think."

"But I'm not worth much" Mu Jinjin covered his face: "I don't dare to think about how disappointed my parents will be when they find out, I feel that I will never have a chance to be with the person I like in the future, who would like a second-hand product?" No one will like me anymore, what will my in-laws think of me in the future? ”

The more Mu Jinjin thought about it, the more sad she became, and the more sad she became, even she didn't realize that she was already digging into the horns.

Gu Yanyang frowned slightly, planning to rescue her in a different way:

"Listening to you say this, I think it's quite tangled, when you were with the object before, you didn't even say a word and lived together without permission, I thought you were quite avant-garde at the time, and now I see you crying like this, I think you are more conservative than our parents."

As Gu Yanyang spoke, she reached out and dragged a chair to sit there, supporting her chin with one hand:

"And, if you have to dwell on this matter, then I'll give you an opinion, Sister Jinjin, you did everything at the beginning, and it was useless for anyone to persuade you, then now this consequence is inevitable, it's not strange at all, you should have thought of it before you did it, so crying now can't solve the problem, and besides, who told you that the first time is worthless, it's dirty? If you've started to look down on yourself, who can help you? ”

Mu Jinjin raised his head, looked at Gu Yanyang with two big red eyes, and after a few seconds, lowered his head slightly:

"You don't understand."

"Why don't I understand?" Gu Yanyang was a little puzzled, and Mu Jinjin sniffed: "You haven't had such a thing happen to me, how can you understand my feelings?" ”

"Why does this have to happen to understand you?" Gu Yanyang shrugged: "You can't drill the horns like this, you refuse everyone's help to you, where can a person feel sorry for himself, after a long time, you are really ruined"

Gu Yanyang looked at Mu Jinjin, but she didn't expect her to listen to all these words, but at least she should let Mu Jinjin wake up.

She can't keep repeating and being sad about this one thing, because the facts are doomed, nothing can be changed, everything in this world is fake, and only her own life is true when it gets better and better.

After Mu Jinjin heard Gu Yanyang say such a lot of words, his mood opened up a little, although he still cared about this matter very much, but at least he was willing to agree to sleep.

………

The day after that, Mu Jinjin recovered a little and accompanied Gu Yanyang and Mu Chen to the wedding dress shop to choose a wedding dress.

For the wedding dress, Gu Yanyang originally wanted to design and make it by herself, but Chen Rui said that there is only one time in her life to get married, and the bride only needs to be beautiful, and don't do anything else, Gu Yanyang thought about it and felt that it made sense, so she didn't insist on designing her own wedding dress, but went out with Mu Chen and Mu Jinjin to rent a wedding dress to find a makeup girl, and take wedding photos.

In the wedding dress shop, Mu Chenzhen was waiting for Gu Yanyang to change his wedding dress outside, and in the changing room inside, Mu Jinjin was helping Gu Yanyang change clothes.

………

Because it was autumn, Gu Yanyang didn't wear too much, but it was still a little cold in an off-the-shoulder wedding dress.

Mu Jinjin was helping Gu Yanyang with her hair with the makeup artist in the back, and when she tilted her head and saw Gu Yanyang covering herself with a red face, she couldn't help grabbing her hand away: "This wedding dress is puffy sleeves, and there is no place to show it, at most it is a collarbone, something else, hurry up and let go of your hand." So that the makeup artist can see the effect. ”

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