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Chapter 1023 Selfishness Once Without Regrets in a Life

Si Xueli followed Queen into the room, she lay on the bed without any sleep, staring at the ceiling in a daze.

I couldn't help but think of many things that Johnson had done to her, and the more I thought about it, the more guilty I felt in my heart.

No wonder the ancients always liked to say that the dilemma of loyalty and righteousness was in the past, and although her current situation cannot be called loyalty, the dilemma is true.

Even when Dabao Xiaobao came to look for her halfway, she had to let Queen go out to send her away, saying that she was asleep.

"Aunt," Si Xueli choked up in her voice and asked sideways, "I feel very sorry for him, what should I do." ”

All the roads have always been on her own, and Si Xueli is not very used to asking for other people's opinions, but this time, she really has no choice.

Johnson is a person who is very serious about his feelings, and will never bluff people with emotional matters.

At that time, Johnson knew her soon and said that he wanted her to be Mrs. Zhuang, and she thought he was joking, but now that she thinks about it, he has always been very serious.

So when he says to break up, he really wants to break up.

This time, she wounded him too thoroughly.

Queen didn't answer and asked: "I'll just ask you, if you go back in time, you know that it is the result of now, will you definitely choose to leave without nostalgia, regardless of Zhuang Yunxiao's life or death?" ”

Si Xueli was silent.

Will she?

No.

She won't.

Anyway, it was a human life, how could she give up because of her own private affairs.

When people live, there are countless possibilities, and things may take a turn for the better.

But when a person dies, he really dies, and there is no skill to return to heaven, and it is useless to work hard.

Queen read her answer in Sydney's silence: "You just have a clear conscience, and the result will be natural." ”

Si Xueli was confused and painful.

"If you are with SC Johnson and you are asked to cover up your true nature, you will not be saved when you die, and you will live in guilt and self-blame for the rest of your life, will you feel happy?" Queen asked.

"No, it won't." Si Xueli replied.

So at that time, she held Zhuang Yunxiao's hand and didn't let go, although she didn't know that those few minutes were exchanged for her by Zhuang Chen's life.

"But Johnson saved me with his life, but I don't cherish ......" Si Xueli's throat was hoarse and painful.

"It's his choice to save you, it's your choice if she can go but not to go." Queen touched Si Sydney's forehead, and her eyes were full of pity and understanding: "Love is like this many times, it is one-sided, and you can't ask for both parties. ”

If it weren't for Johnson to get the opportunity, Si Xueli must see death without a conscience and not save people.

Queen believes that even if Sydney knew that the opportunity was won by Johnson at that time, she would choose to stay and save people in the end.

Because this is what she is, kind, merciful, seeing that she has to work hard to let people die in front of her.

SC Johnson should understand what kind of woman he is with.

Si Xueli sobbed.

She meditated on what Queen had said.

It seems that as Johnson said, she doesn't feel that she is wrong, she just feels very sorry for him.

"There's a saying," Queen struggled to recall, "You have to be selfish once to have no regrets for the rest of your life, you know." ”

Queen dared to say that even if Si Sydney did not save Zhuang Yunxiao but chose to come back immediately, the two would still break up in the end.

Because this matter will become an unbreakable knot between the two.

Two people who have knots in their hearts cannot be together.

"Auntie, what you say makes sense." Si Xueli suddenly brightened.

Yes, in fact, she was also glad that she remembered Zhuang Yunxiao before getting in the car, otherwise when she got in the car, Zhang Lei would definitely not let her get out of the car.

When the time comes, it will be a lifetime of regret.

It's amazing, Zhuang Yunxiao, a god or a ghost, made her rather abandoned by her lover to save him.

What a strange feeling.

When Queen saw that Si Sydney finally came out, her heart was slightly relieved: "You don't change yourself for anyone, kindness is not wrong." ”

If it weren't for Si Xueli's soft and soft nature, it would be impossible for them to talk, let alone investigate deeply to know the truth.

Queen is also angry about Sydney's actions, but she is more receptive, who let this be her daughter.

"It's him, if you can accept it, you can accept it, and if you can't, forget it." Queen was afraid that Si Xueli would cry again when she remembered Johnson's stubble, and reached out to turn off the light: "It's late, go to sleep, now that you have children, it is important to get enough sleep." ”

Following.

Si Xueli deliberately got up early in the morning.

After getting up, she went into the kitchen to make breakfast, and it took her more than an hour to make a daily breakfast.

The wonton is wrapped in a small and delicate one, with a thin skin and a lot of filling, and then boiled in a pot.

The buns are made into piglets and have the shape of a little white rabbit, although there are not many varieties, but they are definitely full of heart.

Xiaobao saw two kinds of cute buns, and his face was surprised: "Mommy, is this what you made?" ”

Because she's never seen a bun like this!

Can't wait to reach out and grab it.

"Well, the piglet is a meat bun, and the white rabbit is a vegetable bun." Si Xueli is also divided into two kinds.

"Wow." Xiaobao took a bite, and sure enough, the piglet bag was full of meat, and the smell of meat and soup burst out together, and she shook her little head: "It's delicious." ”

Zhuang Ting was not as anxious as his sister, he looked at Mommy's emotions quietly, even if he couldn't see anything abnormal on the outside, but listening to the traces left by his voice, he estimated that he had cried bitterly.

Seeing that Dabao was slow to move, Si Xueli raised her chopsticks: "Dabao, why are you stunned, eat vegetable buns or meat buns." ”

Zhuang Ting pointed to the little white rabbit.

Si Xueli put one in a bowl for him, then put down the chopsticks, and continued to look back at the staircase.

She's waiting for Johnson to come down.

Queen was right, to give him time, she freaked him out, and should have given him a few days to relax.

In the past few days, she has worked hard to make some good food, and he loves to eat the meals she cooks, so she cooks three meals a day.

"Wonton is delicious, too." Xiaobao sighed while eating, with a happy face: "Brother, you also want to taste the pork buns, the meat is so fragrant." ”

"Okay." Zhuang Ting responded.

He hoped that Johnson would stop his nerves quickly, and he didn't want his sister to be sad again.

Si Xueli looked at it for a while, and finally saw Johnson coming down from the second floor.

He tied his tie while going downstairs, and after putting on the suit, the whole person was extremely tall and his temperament was exposed.

Si Xueli hurriedly stood up and spoke: "Johnson, come over for breakfast, I made it." ”

She stood a little restrained, after all, she was so stiff last night, and the relationship could not be repaired all at once.

"Daddy, Mommy's buns and little wontons are delicious, come and eat them." Xiaobao calls Mommy.

Johnson walked up to Xiaobao, lowered his head and kissed her on the head: "Don't eat, I want to have a meeting." ”

After speaking, he didn't even give Yu Guang to Si Xueli, who was the first to speak, and left.

"......" Si Xueli felt fierce.