Forty-Two Sugar: Come back
After hanging up the phone, Tong Xin sat on the bed in a daze, and Su Wenqing, who had been sitting in front of the dresser and smearing, turned to look at her, "You asked, why didn't you listen to him?" ”
"Childlike, what are you afraid of?"
What are you afraid of? It's not that she doesn't have confidence in Zheng Yunzhi, she doesn't have confidence in herself! There are so many excellent people around him, he shouldn't be ranked first, right? I'm afraid that he will be sad if he says that he is a waste, and I'm afraid that he won't know how to deal with it if he says it's not that he doesn't know how to deal with it.
Afraid of losing him.
"If you are afraid of more things, you will be afraid, this is not the childlike heart I know."
"Then I should?"
"You should go to bed immediately, and I'll take you back when you get up tomorrow."
After speaking, Su Wenqing didn't give her time to think, and even turned off the lights.
At noon the next day, when Su Wenqing sent a childlike heart, he sent a message to Zheng Yunzhi, asking him to go home now.
Zheng Yunzhi, who was originally in a daze in the company, seemed to be angry immediately, picked up his clothes again and hurriedly walked out, almost knocking over the coffee that Wu Chengya walked in.
Cleanliness is like him, two drops of coffee liquid on the chest of his white shirt, very conspicuous, but he doesn't feel it, he just wants to run back, no matter what he faces next, let him see her first.
After Zheng Yunzhi went out, the coffee in Wu Chengya's hand splashed out and burned her hand, and at the same time as the elevator reached the floor, the coffee cup also fell to the ground and shattered into several petals.
The black Maybach shuttled through the road and soon stopped in the parking lot of the apartment, he got out of the car, and just as Su Wenqing's car drove into the parking lot, he stood at the door and waited.
"You go down, I'm not going to get out of the car, let's have a good chat."
Seeing that Tong Xin was still hesitating, Su Wenqing added, "I helped you retreat from the room, and I ran over." ”
Sometimes, people just need to be pushed by others, so the childlike heart was pushed out of the car by Su Wenqing, and then Su Wenqing immediately started the car and left the apartment parking lot, cutting off her retreat.
Zheng Yunzhi took the initiative to walk over to her, saw her put her hands behind her back, smiled self-deprecatingly, and did not forcibly lead her. "Upstairs first?"
Tong Xin nodded, walked in first, and entered the elevator.
The elevator was very quiet, except that Zheng Yunzhi said softly halfway, "You can't be a waste." "No more communication.
In the apartment, two single sofas sat opposite each other, except for Zheng Yunzhi who went to pour her a glass of orange juice, the two had not yet started talking.
Childlike has been doing psychological construction for a long time, and she knows that Zheng Yunzhi is waiting for her to speak first and give her the initiative. After she took her umpteenth deep breath, she finally raised her head to look at the person opposite, only to find that Zheng Yunzhi's eyes blocked by bangs had been watching her, very eagerly.
"Am I useless in your heart? Do you think I'm a canary? ”
Zheng Yunzhi thought about it all night last night, why did Tong Xin ask himself like this, constantly reflecting on what he said, and finally realized that he might have said to give her money, saying that she couldn't do anything, right?
This time he replied simply, "I've never thought so." ”
There was silence again.
Zheng Yunzhi was defeated, "It's me who is wrong, I will give you money means that I am willing to give you all my net worth, not to deny your personal ability, nor to think of letting you be my canary." What are you willing to do, I have never thought of blocking it, but childlike, I also want you to rely on me a little more, you don't have to be so strong. ”
Tong Xin lowered her head and silently shed tears. It's not that she doesn't want to rely on her, but she's afraid that after relying on someone wholeheartedly, that person will withdraw and leave, and she will have nothing.
For many years, no one saw through her smile and forced her to be strong, and for a while, the tears of overwhelm and the bitter tears that finally someone understood her came out of her eyes, and she couldn't stop it, and she couldn't wipe it dry.
Then, Zheng Yunzhi walked around the coffee table and hugged the person into his arms.
"I'm afraid of losing you, and I'm afraid that you'll dislike me, I want to get close to you, but I don't dare to get close to you......" Tong Xin cried and whispered in his arms, tears and saliva were snotty, his speech was slurred, and he added a little grievance.
Zheng Yunzhi was stunned for a moment, and hugged her with more strength, "Fool, if I wasn't afraid that you would resist, I would have wanted to carry you directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau, and you should rest assured after getting the certificate?" ”
Tong Xin was a little relieved, continued to speak inarticulately, raised his head to look at the man holding him, "That's not good, I can't explain myself so casually......"
"Didn't you already give it to me?" Zheng Yunzhi also smiled.
This matter is a temporary turning page, but Zheng Yunzhi also realized that if she wants to be more secure, she still has to change her inferiority, probably because she has not done enough.
At this time, the child's heart began to look at his face, and the scruffy appearance of the beard really couldn't see a little bit of the delicacy of the past, and rubbed his stubble with the palm of his hand, "Why don't you shave?" ”
Zheng Yunzhi grabbed her hand, "So you know how important you are to me?" ”
Facing her puzzled eyes, Zheng Yunzhi consciously explained, "I don't have the heart to live seriously without you, why are you so unconscionable, so you can answer a phone call, huh?" ”
"At that time, I didn't know how to tell you, and I didn't know what to say......
"Xinxin, I wish I could know more about you, but I hope you let me know, okay? When you don't want to see me in the future, at least send a message to tell me how you are, whether Ann is safe, okay? ”
Tong Xin looked at him almost with bated breath, the first time she heard a man talk to herself in an almost begging tone, even her blood relatives had never cared about her like this, she nodded blankly, and felt a little guilty in her heart.
She also wants to share herself with him, but she doesn't know where to start with a lot of unpleasant things, she habitually collects herself, afraid that others will think it's nothing big when they know about it, and even afraid that others won't understand her and laugh at her.
But she forgot, how could Zheng Yunzhi be someone else?
When she stopped crying, Zheng Yunzhi gently patted her back and discussed with her, "Shall we move to live with me?" ”
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"Why, are you uncomfortable living here?"
Feeling that she was like a little hedgehog, very sensitive, Zheng Yunzhi hurriedly smoothed her hair again, "No, you are very good here." It's just that we move to my side, and when you get angry and don't want to see me, you have a place to go, don't go to the hotel, don't run around, I'll be worried. ”
"But you can come in."
"Then you can change the password when we move in, or we can buy you a new house."
Tong Xin nodded, and after a while added, "I won't change the password." ”
Zheng Yunzhi smiled, lowered his head and rubbed her cheek with his chin full of stubble, and finally coaxed people back.
However, the two of them also packed up their things and moved over as they had said first, after all, what he said made sense, why was he homeless when they quarreled? After figuring it out, the childlike heart happily went to collect things.
When she wanted to throw all the little skirt cosmetics into the suitcase, Zheng Yunzhi unceremoniously covered the box, "Don't bring these, buy you a new one." ”
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"You're still coming back, wouldn't it be nice to have one more set of these things?"
Tong Xin nodded stunnedly, it made sense, so he hung the skirt he had just taken off again. When she finished her moves, she pouted and asked, "Then what are you asking me to pick up?" ”
Zheng Yunzhi looked at the fried kitten, hooked his lips and smiled, and walked over to rub her hair, "Just clean yourself up, huh?" ”