Xiao Tuanzi didn't understand their way.

After all, technology is so developed now, you can send text messages and make phone calls, not to mention that the second brother often comes back, Xiuxiu can meet with him, but she doesn't, she just keeps such an old way, and sends a letter to the second brother every half a month.

She said that this is a special way for her to chase her idols, just like "praising her father day by day", although it is not self-sufficient, but she still has to be ambitious.

Xiuxiu is interesting, the second brother is more interesting than her, every time Xiuxiu sends a tirade, the second brother will also reply, every time he spends so much money and sends it back with a stamp, there is only one word.

- Read.

It's like a teacher grading a student's homework, so old-fashioned, so stiff.

Xiao Tuanzi couldn't figure out the second brother's thoughts, and said that he didn't care, and sent a letter back from thousands of miles, saying that he cared, Xiuxiu wrote so many words with him, and people who usually couldn't hold back an eight-hundred-word composition were stunned to write him one or two thousand words in half a month, but he only replied with one "read".

But even if there is only a perfunctory scribbled word every time, Pan Xiuxiu is still happy to send it every two weeks, full of joy for the word "read".

It's hard for her to stick to anything, three days of fishing, two days of drying nets, learning to play the piano, two classes of no more, learning to paint better, learning more than a dozen classes.

But this is the only thing that is in its third year.

Pan Xiuxiu carefully collected the letter, and the letters at home had been sorted out and placed in a drawer, as if it had become a kind of souvenir.

Although the letter sent back by Brother Zhuo Yang every time is short, the stamps are very beautiful, almost every time they are different, sometimes they are landscapes, sometimes they are small animals, she likes them very much, and she is reluctant to remove them, for fear that they will be damaged if they get it down, so they are placed with the letter in chronological order.

At noon, Xiao Tuanzi and Pan Xiuxiu went out of the school gate together, there is a newsstand not far from the school, Xiao Tuanzi will go to buy lottery tickets every once in a while, and he will buy them in a different place every time.

Pan Xiuxiu couldn't understand Xiaotuanzi's operation, but in fact, Xiaotuanzi was just saving the first money, she started her career when she was preparing for college, and she didn't want to ask her family for start-up funds.

The lottery was the nature of playing tickets at the beginning, but she didn't expect to win 200,000 for the first time.

After the age of eighteen, she opened a bank passbook, and her ideal start-up capital was one million.

The first time he claimed the prize, he was stunned, and it didn't take long for the newsstand to pull up a banner saying that someone from him had won the prize.

Xiao Tuanzi deeply understands that it can't be too eye-catching, so he buys it in a different place every three or five days, and accepts it when he sees it, and he won't buy more when the time comes.

She thought for a moment and wrote down a few numbers on the paper, and the boss glanced at the numbers she wrote, and just smiled, "Little girl, you are too layman." ”

Boss, someone has also won a prize of several hundred yuan, and he usually stares at the number of candidates and finds some patterns.

This little girl chooses numbers, but she doesn't change them much, 6+2, she actually chooses seven of the same numbers.

In terms of probability, this is the small probability of small probabilities.

Xiao Tuanzi smiled and said nothing, "Boss, you can just type it out for me according to this number." ”

On the side, Pan Xiuxiu's straight phone suddenly rang several times, she looked at the number, it was an unfamiliar number, and frowned, "Hey? ”

The other party didn't speak, only heard the sound of breathing, like a little restless gasp, Pan Xiuxiu's mind suddenly flashed, and then she was a little excited, "Is it Brother Zhuoyang?" ”

Xiao Tuanzi subconsciously poked her head over and glanced at the caller ID, she was shocked, it was really the second brother's.

Just by the sound of breathing, Xiuxiu can tell that this is her second brother? Xiuxiu is too godly, right?

Xiao Tuanzi secretly gave Pan Xiuxiu a thumbs up, and Pan Xiuxiu smiled embarrassedly.

This is like the highest level of star chasing, just by breathing, you can tell if it is her Idol!

Xiao Tuanzi went around to the other side very interestingly, not disturbing the second brother and Xiuxiu on the phone.

Zhuo Yang calmed his breath for a moment, "What are you doing?" ”

It's a very everyday conversation, and the tone has calmed down.

But Pan Xiuxiu frowned, "Brother Zhuoyang, are you in a bad mood?" What's wrong? Did someone bully you? ”

"Nope." His voice was a little hoarse, revealing a slight tiredness, "I'm just tired." ”

"You have to say something, don't hold it in your heart."

Zhuo Yang pondered for a moment and laughed sullenly, "You should say this to yourself, isn't there much pressure in the third year of high school?" ”

Pan Xiuxiu scratched her head, "I'm fine, I'm a scumbag, calm and calm." ”

"Didn't you say you wanted to go to medical school?"

"Hmm...... Yes, I'll try. Pan Xiuxiu clenched her fists, "Although I am a scumbag, don't worry, Brother Zhuoyang, I won't give up on myself." ”

There was silence for a while, and then Zhuo Yang said slowly, "What if, I let you not take the test?" ”

"Huh? Brother Zhuoyang, what do you mean by this? Don't have confidence in me? Pan Xiuxiu was suddenly a little frustrated.

Zhuo Yang wanted to speak and stopped, for a long time, "Forget it, it's nothing, I'll hang up." ”

"Dudu Dudu......" Pan Xiuxiu looked at the phone screen inexplicably.

Zhuo Yang leaned his back against the wall, and his snort was full of the smell of disinfectant potion.

At this time, an old doctor walked out of the office, and when he saw Zhuo Yang, he patted him on the shoulder, "As a student in the same batch of internships, you have done a good job." The death of the patient is not your fault, you have done your best, his organs have long failed, death is inevitable, we can only prolong his life as much as possible, but we cannot save it. I know that as a medical student, it's sad that you're facing death head-on for the first time, but it's the way to go. ”

The old doctor also admired Zhuo Yang very much, and he could see that he was a very responsible and promising doctor, so he would give so many words.

Zhuo Yang nodded absentmindedly, and the old doctor sighed in his heart, he also came from this period, how could he not understand?

There are too many persuasions from others, but in the end, you still have to come out by yourself.

The old doctor left, and Zhuo Yang strolled forward, and before he knew it, he walked to the door of the hospital morgue.

Even though the door is closed, there is still cold air seeping out.

His heart fluctuated violently, but his complexion gradually calmed down.

He knew that sooner or later he might become numb to life and death.

But at the moment, he was really uncomfortable, and his heart ached so much that he couldn't extricate himself.

It was a living life, and he could not forget the way his children cried in front of him and couldn't stand up.

In the past few days, I haven't slept well, and when I close my eyes, I can see the face of the deceased and the appearance of the deceased's children.