Chapter 183: Despair

After taking the medicine and sleeping for half an hour, Lin Qianxun finally woke up from the coma, but when she saw the cold chopping wind standing not far away, her memory returned, and a cold hit her whole body, she shuddered and curled herself up, holding the quilt and looking at each other with a frightened face.

"Qianqian is fine, I have already beaten him, I will take you back to the palace." Helian Man had never seen Lin Qianxun so panicked and helpless, especially those eyes were full of fear, the good-looking eyes lost their luster, his hair was unkempt, and his nails were tightly embedded in the flesh.

No matter what the situation, he shouldn't do this to a woman, he is simply ruthless in his bones.

"Helenman, I hurt, I want to go home." Lin Qianxun retracted his gaze, lowered his eyelids and spoke, his voice carrying a bit of fear and soreness.

"I'll take you home, let's go home." Helian Man got up and stretched out one hand and took Lin Qianxun Lou in his arms, and then with the other hand, he pinned the hair that was blocking his eyes softly behind his ear, and then said softly.

"Helenman, I don't want to see him, let him go." Lin Qianxun seemed to have been touched, his emotions were a little out of control, he turned his head and stared at Helianman's face with those red eyes, and then opened his mouth through gritted teeth.

"Do you hear that? Qianqian told you to get out, get out of here now. Helian Man hurriedly turned his head and looked at the sluggish cold slashing wind on the side with those hateful eyes.

"Okay, I'll go, I'm wrong, I'll go." At this moment, Leng Chopfeng was tormented by remorse and remorse, especially when he saw Lin Qianxun's hateful eyes, regret and self-blame with severe pain.

"You get out of here, I don't want to see you from now on, you bully, if you were in our country, I would have taught you to pull out and kill your head, Leng Chofeng, I didn't expect you to be such a person, how can you do such a thing to me, I grew up so big No boy dares to do this, I didn't expect such a thing to happen to me, you turned out to be a crazy person, you get out, I never want to see you again, and the child is not yours." When she thought of what she had just experienced, she felt that every pore on her body exuded fear and pain, and she didn't expect that the man she liked would be such a hateful person in her heart

"Qianqian, don't be excited, if you are so excited, Guoguo will have no rations to eat at that time." Seeing that Lin Qianxun was so excited, Helian Man hurriedly reached out and patted her on the back, comforted her, and then reminded her.

"Xun'er, I just missed for a while, you forgive me." Leng Chopfeng blamed himself and was about to vomit to death, especially when he saw Lin Qianxun's eyes hating him, it was as if there was a knife slashing at his heart, and his flesh and blood were pulled out of his body, and then he could see that the bright red blood was going down his heart little by little, drop by drop until it finally turned into a river, he felt that pain and self-blame would torture him to death deeply, and now Lin Qianxun actually wanted to cut off relations with himself, how could he tolerate a moment of love and hatred that made him want to go back to the past and kill himself with a knife.

"Please, get out of here, you'd better not show up in front of me, once I see you, I'll remember what you just did to me, what are you and me? Is it a commodity or a woman forced to laugh by the Huai River, let you bully and have no resistance. But how can you do this to me, who have worshipped heaven and earth with you? Lin Qianxun felt distressed at the mention of this, as if someone was holding his heart and smiling at himself viciously, at this moment it is estimated that fate is laughing at his pitiful, inferiority complex and his unforgettable moment.

"Leng Chopfeng, if you are a gentleman, get out of here, you feel bad here" Helian Man gritted his teeth in anger, his eyes became red, and at this time he jumped directly from the bed like an angry leopard, and hit him with a fist.

Leng Chopfeng, who had just been beaten, still didn't fight back, and there was blood left on the corner of his lips, drop by drop, which looked shocking, but Lin Qianxun didn't seem to see it, she watched Helian Man punch and kick Leng Chopfeng to the ground until she couldn't get up.

"Let's go, Helians, I don't want to stay here anymore, I won't go to Daqi, from now on I have nothing to do with Leng Chopping Wind, my three children are all my own, as far as he goes, I can go as far as I want." Lin Qianxun went from heartache to death, especially looking at Leng Chofeng is desperate eyes.

It was like a tide that flooded her body until she completely submerged her facial features, and she felt a kind of stone pressing on her heart, and she couldn't get rid of it, and once she thought of what had just happened, she felt a lot of pain.

She never thought that she would be bullied, the scenes that appeared in those TV series, she didn't expect it to be staged on her body, no one knew the despair at that moment, especially being bullied by someone she cared about and who had already had an intimate relationship, it must be another painful feeling.

"Okay, I'll go." Leng Chufeng saw that Lin Qianxun was so emotional, afraid that he would commit suicide if he couldn't figure it out, but it would be troublesome, and now everyone is angry. Naturally, the problem can't be solved, so it's better for him to go back early, and after two or three days, everyone will be angry, and then come back to take the blame.

Leng Chopping Wind got up again and walked out step by step with difficult steps.

"Helenman, let's cancel the marriage ceremony, I'm already such a person, why drag you down." Lin Qianxun raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said to Helian Man with red eyes.

"Qianqian knows that I like you more than my own life, it was not your fault just now, I won't keep it in my heart, and I won't dislike you for being bullied, I want to marry you as a queen, and from now on I will only love you and spoil you alone." Helian Man was immediately anxious when he heard this, how could he finally find his beloved girl and let it go, what happened just now was not her fault, how could he put this mistake on his own body, and punish himself for this, he resolutely disagreed.

"Helenman, why do you do this? It's not good to find a few innocent girls, you have to take a fancy to me, a broken flower and a willow. Lin Qianxun said this, her heart hurt even more, she never thought that she would use such words to evaluate herself.

This kind of pain is not experienced by anyone, especially in this feudal society, when it is possible to talk sweetly. Who could have expected what happened later, she didn't want this matter to become someone else's handle, so she brought it up to hurt her heart when she quarreled.

"I don't want them, I just want you, you go back to the palace with me, I promise I won't force you to do things you don't like, you just go back to the palace with me, are you going to steal my heart and leave?" Helenman was incoherent, and his handsome face was full of anxiety and pain, and he was angry with himself.

If he knew that this would be the case earlier, why let Lin Qianxun suffer such a thing, it was all because he didn't think about it thoughtfully, and why did he send her such luxurious clothes today, so that she looked so good, didn't it obviously push her into the fire pit? The thought of him choked up with self-reproach.

"Helenman, think about it, if you want this body, I'll give it to you." Lin Qianxun didn't know what to say, so he opened his mouth and said something that made Helian Man's heart ache.

"Qianqian, how can you be, how can you look at me like this?" Helian Man looked at Lin Qianxun with a hurt expression, and he knew that Lin Qianxun was flustered and painful in his heart at the moment, and an indescribable feeling was fermenting in his heart, so that her whole person was shrouded in a shell that no one else could see.

She knows what it feels like to be bullied by others like this as a woman, so she deeply rejects people who are good to him.

But she didn't know how much she longed to live with her, even if there was no skin intimacy, let alone intimacy between husband and wife, he still liked her, and that kind of love was engraved in his bones.

"It's not that I think so, it's that my current situation doesn't allow me to follow you so chicly." Lin Qianxun reached out and touched the tears again, put his entire face in his palm, I don't know if he remembered something, his hands were clenched deeply, and then he reached out and hammered his head.

"Qianqian, don't do this, it's not your fault, if you really feel uncomfortable, then I'll go out and kill Leng Chop, so that you can never see him again, so that you won't be so miserable." Helenman watched her beat herself in such pain, her heart was like being fried on a fire, and her whole face turned pale in pain.

Especially when it comes to Leng Chop, he is like an angry lion who has lost his mate, and he is generally eager to pick up a knife and cut off his head.

"You can't cheap such a person, why let him live so happily." Lin Qianxun stretched out his hands, and then raised his eyes to look at Helianman.

"Just keep him and let him watch our happy life, and then you, be the queen of Dayu in peace and stability, and have time to do what you like." Helianman reached out and gently wiped Lin Qianxun's cheek.

Immediately holding her in his arms, he could clearly feel Lin Qianxun's slightly resisting body, but he still stubbornly held her in his arms, with Lin Qianxun's low sobbing sound in his ears and his own thunderous heartbeat.

Minute by minute, lying on the bed playing with her own feet Guoguo, unconsciously fell asleep, she didn't know what happened to her mother on this day.

Lin Qianxun calmed down, and then followed Helianman into the carriage into the palace, and the carriage winded all the way north.

About an hour later, Lin Qianxun arrived at the Heart Cultivation Palace.

"Helenman, I want to take a bath." Lin Qianxun staggered, his cheeks were pale when he walked, and dense beads of sweat oozed from his sideburns.

"I'll have someone boil water for you, and prepare a big tub for you to wash up." Helian Man stretched out his hand to support Lin Qianxun, and caught a glimpse of the tooth marks on her neck that slowly turned purple, and his heart hurt even more.