"Are you awake?"

"Hmmm! Where are you going? ”

"Where are you going! I'm here to deliver it to you. She went on to say solemnly, "Breakfast is a little cold, do you still eat it?" ”

"Why don't you sleep a little longer and wake up and I'll treat you to lunch?" She finally smiled, and her face showed two deep dimples, which looked so sweet.

"I'd better eat breakfast, thank you!"

"I said I don't like to owe favors, you sent me last night, I'll send you today, it's fair!"

"Why don't you speak? Nothing to say? ”

"I also like favors, I don't owe it."

"I said, why do I like you so much, this friend? It turns out that we are the same kind of people. ”

"Yes! Even the point where you should not be ventilating when you are talking is the same. ”

"It's almost time, can you go? Actually, I don't mind waiting for you to wait for the next shift, the next shift, and lunch included!" She said as she looked up at her wrist and looked at her watch.

When she looked at the time, I noticed that the watch on her wrist was not the same one as last night, but a different one from the old antique on my wrist.

"Yu Zhaomin......"

"I've told you, just call me Zhao Min, and Min Min is fine."

"Thank you for sending me, goodbye!"

"Goodbye!" There was not much sweetness in this goodbye, more sorrow.

The car was empty, but I still chose the familiar position. Along the way, I didn't enjoy the best scenery outside the window (I remember hearing someone say when I was a child that the fastest is the best view).

It's not that I don't want to, but the kind that falls asleep and wakes up to wipe the corners of my mouth. If it weren't for the reminder of the ticket seller, I'm afraid I would have to make up another return ticket. At that time, I must not have been able to catch up with lunch, but I don't know if Yu Zhaomin is willing to invite me to dinner?

When I got off the bus on the side of the national highway, it was almost noon, the sky was overcast, the west wind was cold, and I was panting and shaking the rust-colored metasequoia trees like crazy, as if those bare and rusty iron branches had a hatred for killing his father and taking his wife.

"Smack...... Syllable...... ......The sound of the wind coming from the whip of the shepherd old man, wrapped in a sheepskin jacket and with a goatee, was driving the white flock across the national highway.

On the hillside behind him is the crematorium, the place where the human soul is refined.

The soul is where the soul returns, and the place of life and death is about life and death; If you are born but do not die, you do not know death, and it is difficult to live without resurrection, so the living do not know death, and the dead do not know death; What is life, what is death, and what is between life and death?

Thinking back then, perhaps this kind of suspicion about life and death for oneself, others or the group was the philosophical thinking of human beings, and from then on, people became human beings on a spiritual level!

When I passed by the door of Ren Yaoyao's house, I hadn't yet reached the distance where the juniors had to open their mouths first. Ren Yaoyao's mother asked me how many points I scored in the exam, how many places did I rank in the class, and how many did I rank in the school?

After I answered vaguely with a medium grade. The wrinkles on her face could no longer resist the temptation, and they were all exposed. This may be the so-called eyebrow smile, right? If so, then I've finally seen a 3D physical version.

Some people say that happiness is contagious, but after smiling bitterly, I can only helplessly think that it is the antibodies in my body that resist happiness that are doing the trick.

"Medium is not good, then you have to work harder."

"Thirty years in Hedong, thirty years in Hexi, feng shui takes turns, our family Yaoyao finally came out, this time I took the first place in the school in the final exam, I don't believe you ask your second aunt."

After saying that, he quickly turned his head. "Isn't it, his second aunt?"

"Isn't it? It's really more popular than people, my little brother is one grade higher than Yaoyao, alas, he can count the top ten in the class. If I don't do well in the exam next year, I have to let him go to junior high school for another three years, if he goes to high school, he won't be blind for the rest of his life? ”

After finishing speaking, my second aunt Yuan Run's mother continued to praise Ren Yaoyao to her Yaoyao mother.

Ren Yaoyao, my former classmate, is now a younger student. Because the results of the high school entrance examination were barely enough to enter an ordinary high school, I took the junior high school exam again after the high school entrance examination, and was promoted to junior high school again with a total score of tenth.

On the second day of the first year of this year, the role model in the mouth of the neighbors is the future Tsinghua seedling. Hearing such praise, I always have a kind of wonder - why are these uncles and aunts the seedlings of Tsinghua University, who did Peking University offend?

But then again, I can only secretly cry out for Peking University in my heart, and I don't dare to really speak out. Otherwise, they will be ridiculed and despised again.

"What's the use of talking so much!" Let's go to work when I graduate from high school!" When did your ancestral grave smoke rise? "People who can't eat grapes will say that grapes are sour." ……

I have never understood why I, the former Tsinghua seedling they called in their mouths, are not even qualified to talk about universities now.

Although their words, like the sound or silent flow of air from the body, have long been diluted by time to the point of negligible and unremembered orders of magnitude. But the imprint it left on my heart did not disappear with the passage of time.

It is as if there is a soul, and experts say that the soul of a single human person weighs 0.3 grams, so that the Creator Tao is also fair, at least in terms of the quality of the soul alone.

Since we don't know any experts in this area, it is certainly impossible to weigh the weight of the soul of that word, but it is certain that it is lighter than others, which I cannot bear.

I don't know who has a stuffy nose because of a cold, or who has no sense of smell because of rhinitis, the only thing I know is that their lungs are good.

When I got home, I felt at a loss, not at any moment, but every day.

Whenever dusk approached, I would run to the canal by myself. It's not to empathize with Li Yishan's "The sunset is infinitely good, but it's just near dusk." "It's because every time I smell the fishy water, it always soothes my mood a little.

Walking on the river embankment that is inaccessible in winter, watching the water surface from north to south or a dozen ships connected from end to end, you can see the deck almost level with the water, dragged slowly by the bow of the ship, or a single ship gently skimming the water, like a stack of black tall and large walls.

The weeds on the banks of the river have long since withered and withered yellow, because I know that the soil under the withered yellow soil contains green hope, so I never want to grieve for them, but I will still be sad, after all, knowing and doing are not the same thing.

Suddenly I thought of the moths, and their power to pounce on the fire was more like a belief than a contemplation of life and death, and it was this belief that I wanted to escape and forget.