Chapter 38: Make up for it with a lifetime
Nan Fusheng reminisced about the soft and glutinous touch of his lips before, like the little guy's favorite glutinous rice balls, with a faint sweetness, it was really ...... It's evocative.
Gently licking the corners of his lips, he lowered his eyes and smiled contentedly.
After touching the mouse a few times, the originally silent screen suddenly lit up, he opened QQ on the computer's home page, clicked on a familiar contact avatar, and a blue and white dialog box popped up from the friends list.
Drunken Fusheng: "Zero." ”
Eating cabbage on the kang in the village: "BOSS, are you looking for me?" [Star Eyes]"
Drunk Fusheng: "If you don't look at the avatar, you can't recognize it if you just look at your name." ”
Eating cabbage on the kang in the village: "Hey, BOSS, how do you look at my new screen name, can you charm thousands of girls?" ”
Drunken Fusheng: "Wishful thinking." ”
Eating cabbage on the kang in the village: "[Injured]"
Eating cabbage on the kang in the village: "Boss, can't you praise me?" ”
Drunken Fusheng: "Wishful thinking." ”
Eating cabbage on the kang in the village: "......"
The village gnawed cabbage on the kang: "I don't know what the boss is looking for me at such a late hour?" [Question]"
Drunken Fusheng: "Your eloquence is good, go to classroom A201 on the third floor of the teaching building of July Middle School at noon tomorrow and help me teach drunken students." ”
Eating cabbage on the kang in the village: "Is it the eldest lady?" Oh my God, boss, you're so good to people, I've always wanted to meet the eldest lady and worship Tianyan, but I didn't expect my dream to come true tomorrow, woo woo woo I'm so moved. [tears]"
Drunken Fusheng: "Teach well, remember to be a teacher." ”
Eating cabbage on the kang in the village: "...... as a teacher"
Before Zero could reply anything, Nan Fusheng logged out and closed the computer.
And the beautiful man who was far away on the other side of the computer screen saw the other party's instantly blackened avatar, and laughed unceremoniously: "Didn't you just say a few words about the eldest lady, look at his appearance of protecting food hahaha." ”
After wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, the beautiful man loosened the ribbon tied to the long hair on the back of his head.
"July Middle School?" He sat on the carpet and touched his chin thoughtfully, his eyes were very expectant: "I don't know what the rumored Miss Nanda looks like, but if I can be favored by the BOSS, I will definitely be overwhelmed, it seems that I can feast my eyes tomorrow." ”
Zero rudely closed the computer and lay back on the ground with a thud.
The rude and heroic demeanor that is diametrically opposed to his beautiful and delicate appearance is reflected in his body but it is strange not to make people feel annoying, everyone has an innate charm, and zero is probably the kind of elegant and vulgar charm that belongs to the junction of urban and rural areas.
At the same time, after Nan Zuisheng fled to her bedroom in a panic, her back against the white carved wooden door slowly slid to the ground, she raised her hands to cover her hot cheeks, and she couldn't help but recall the kiss she accidentally touched with Nan Fusheng before.
Although it is not technically a kiss.
But for some reason, at that moment, she felt her heart beating so fast.
It seems that something that she can't control is quietly sprouting in her heart, but she can't grasp it and can't touch it, which is really annoying.
Nan Zuisheng's fingers couldn't help but caress his lips, and even her brother's lips were familiar with the shallow mint aroma, although it was faint, but between the lips, she could still keenly perceive it.
In the midst of lightning, Nan Zuisheng suddenly thought, is it normal for me and my brother to be like this? She sat on the floor with her knees folded, looking up at the floor-to-ceiling window, where the curtain had not yet been lowered.
The gentle and deep night flows in every corner of the Lotus Carp Xuan, and it generously gives all creatures who grow in the world a layer of light and beautiful dark blue gauze.
As summer approached, there were still a few fireflies fluttering among the bushes, and the intoxicating aroma of roses in the flower beds slowly relaxed her overly tense nerves.
Recalling that Nan Fusheng still had a calm look after the kiss, Nan Zuisheng thought with some disappointment that it should be normal, otherwise his brother would not have gotten up from himself so calmly, and he was in a bad mood and teased himself.
After stabilizing her mind, Nan Zuisheng took a deep breath, then slowly exhaled, turned her head to look at the dressing mirror not far from her side, she was suddenly startled by herself, only to see a little girl in white pajamas sitting alone on the ground, arms around knees, long hair on the ground.
The unlit room was dimly lit, with only the light and shadows of the stars in the night sky.
The master who designed the character of Sadako, should have been inspired by this, she thought silently.
Then she stood up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window to look at a rose garden not far from her feet, where the beautiful and fragrant Damascus roses were planted.
Although it was not easy to raise when it was first transplanted here, my brother took care of the roses day and night for several months in order to satisfy his fantasy of sleeping on the roses, and the roses in the flower garden finally lived up to their expectations and adapted to the new growth environment, and bloomed like smoke every year.
I remember that in the middle of summer last year, when the night breeze blew away the sultry heat of the day, she came back from a walk by the lake, and from a distance, she saw the delicate rose garden in full bloom, like the woman who fell into the country and --- the city in European legend.
The perennial wars between several countries were caused by her appearance, and when the soldiers came to the city, she stood on the city wall in a fiery red dress, and smiled as if everything had lost its color.
Then she jumped from the wall in a desperate way.
When she heard this story when she was a child, she felt sorry for Carmen, it was really not worth it for such a woman who had fallen into the country and the city to die like this.
But now that she is growing up, she slowly understands what Carmen was thinking at the time, and gradually understands the decision she made at that time.
Instead of being snatched away like a lifeless doll, it is better to be brave enough to jump off the city wall and live vigorously for yourself.
Not only can it leave the last beautiful side in everyone's hearts, but it is no longer necessary to continue to carry the endless scolding of the displaced people, and would rather die a beautiful death than spend all your life at the mercy of others, which is called the real life is better than death.
"I don't know who will be Carmen in my mind in the future." Nan Zuisheng stretched out his hand to touch the cold glass, the stars fell into his eyes, and he didn't know if it was her illusion when sleepiness hit, and Nan Fusheng's handsome eyebrows were reflected on the glass.
"Brother......," she whispered, and could no longer resist her sleepiness, leaning against the lattice of the window and falling into a deep sleep.
"I'm here." Nan Fusheng knelt down on one knee and hugged her from behind, worried that the little guy would be cranky alone, and after dealing with some affairs at hand, he walked upstairs uneasily.
He has always understood the habits of the little girl, and he knows that when the other party encounters troubles or problems that he can't figure out, he will habitually sit on the ground against the door for a while before getting up, so he stood quietly outside the door and waited for a long time.
After tiptoeing open the door, he stood silently behind Nan Zuisheng, his black eyes staring at the other party's slender back worriedly, and the sentence that fell in his ear: "I don't know who I will be in the future." ”
At that moment, Nan Fusheng only felt that the softest part of his heart was like being hit hard.
He clearly understood that although Nan Zuisheng's parents gave her a noble and privileged status and luxurious and wealthy living conditions, the unique family affection that was missing was an existence that power and wealth could not compensate.
But it doesn't matter, although he doesn't say anything, he will use practical actions to make up for Nan Zuisheng's incomplete heart with all his life.
Exhaust your life.
The white clouds floated in the sky like delicate feathers, and the wisps of clouds stretched quietly, rolling and closing with the breeze.
It should be a migrating or playing bird, carelessly forgetting the most delicate white wings on its body, and letting this gentle treasure sprinkle into the clear sky.
After-class time is undoubtedly precious.
The students in the class have long been unable to hold back and run out of the classroom, come to the playground to play, the girls gather in twos and threes, and enthusiastically discuss with each other the new stars or new dresses launched by such and such brands.
Instead, Nan Zuisheng sat quietly in the classroom, and under the enthusiastic promotion of Xi Yusheng, he flipped through the girl's comic book with her.