Chapter 384: There is a providence in the dark
Miyato Xi chose a high-end Chinese restaurant, and only Qiao Shan was invited to charter the venue.
The cinnabar-colored decoration was supposed to be a festive color, but it made the atmosphere of the two who were speechless even heavier.
"You can order food, you can eat whatever you want."
Handing the menu with the same cinnabar-colored cover to Qiao Shan, Miyato exuded a sad aura all over his body, although it was very light, it was impossible to ignore. Qiao Shan pursed her eyebrows, took it and lit it.
She only wanted to finish this last meal as soon as possible.
While waiting for the meal, Miyato suddenly talked about their "past".
He naturally poured tea for Qiao Shan, and selected the clear tea liquid brewed from the fetal chrysanthemum, exuding a refreshing aroma.
Qiao Shan glanced at the petals of a flower that swirled in the teacup, and only listened patiently.
"I really regret that it was my mistake that got us to where we are."
"In the past two days, I have often dreamed of the time when we first met."
"I said before that I would slowly tell you about our past, and there may be no chance in the future, so let's talk about it now."
Miyato smiled bitterly and poured himself a drink.
As if he was brewing emotions, he sighed for a while.
When he looked at Qiao Shan again, his eyes brightened up a little and were no longer so dim.
"It was a rainy day, and when I first arrived in the city, I didn't know the place."
"At that time, there were no such industries as they are now, and the entrepreneurial period was still a bit shabby."
"That day, I talked about a plan, and I didn't bring an umbrella."
"I ran to shelter from the rain under a canopy facing the street, and after a while, a man also ran in. This person is you. ”
Miyato said, his fingertips gently rubbing the porcelain white teacup.
This "memory" seemed to be very beautiful to him, so when he described it, his resolute face was actually with a faint smile.
"The two of us stood in that small spot for more than two hours, when a car passed by and splashed the water on the side of the road."
"Anyway, I'm already a little wet, and my instinctive reaction is to block it in your way."
"That look of surprise on your face was so cute, I still remember it clearly."
"But I didn't expect that I just walked to the side and another car came, and you were also wet."
"We tacitly looked at each other and smiled, and I put my coat back on you, and we knew each other like that."
"Later, I found out that I gradually fell in love with you, but I couldn't give you happiness at that time."
Speaking of this, Miyato Xi tilted his head slightly, as if it was a little painful just thinking about it.
He continued, "After a period of frequent contact, I'm starting to get scared to meet you. ”
"I hope to wait until I'm in a hurry enough to show up in front of you and work even harder."
"But when I came back after a little success, I found that you already had a boyfriend."
"I regretted it at the time, but I couldn't let go of my feelings for you."
"So in the years that followed, I chose to be by your side to protect you, but you didn't know it.
"It wasn't until later, when you broke up, that I had a chance to get close to you.
"Maybe you were in need of healing at the time, so you quickly accepted me and married me."
"You know what?" Gong Tengxi suddenly leaned forward, looked straight into Qiao Shan's eyes, and said very affectionately.
"Even if you don't really love me, as long as you can stay with you, it's enough for me."
"I'm really sorry, I didn't do a good job, and it's only natural that you want to leave me now."
She talked a lot, but Qiao Shan felt a little guilty when she heard it.
Miyato tried his best to hide his sadness, but it seemed to overflow because it was too full.
He concluded, "Since you want to be free, I will fulfill you." ”
"I wish you happiness and hope that you will be truly happy."
"......" Gong Tengxi said this, and Qiao Shan felt a little uncomfortable.
She didn't know that Miyato's mental journey was so forbearant and painful, although she didn't remember the past, but just by imagining it, she seemed to be able to feel the pain of asking for it but not being able to give up.
“…… I'm sorry. ”
After a moment, Qiao Shan Xianxian apologized.
Miyato Xi waved her hand to stop her, "You don't need to apologize to me. ”
"Love is a matter of mutual affection, since you haven't been able to fall in love with me in the end, it's time for me to let go."
"Because I love you, I want to fulfill you."
Qiao Shan's mouth opened, but she couldn't say anything in her throat.
Miyato Xi ended the topic, "Okay, don't talk about the past, let's eat this meal." ”
This meal was eaten by Qiao Shan with mixed tastes.
It seems that if she stays with Miyato for a second more, she will feel more guilty in her heart.
The man in front of her loved her so much, why didn't she find out until now?
However, what really made Qiao Shan feel guilty was that she really couldn't respond to this heavy love.
I wanted to finish the meal early, but I ended up eating it for more than two hours.
As soon as the two of them came out of the restaurant, it began to rain in the sky.
Miyato Xi sighed and muttered, "It's a bit like the day we first met." ”
"It's okay, there is a beginning and an end."
Because of the wind and rain, the temperature was a little cooler, and Gong Teng took off his coat and put it on Qiao Shan.
Feeling the other party's body temperature, Qiao Shan lowered her head, and suddenly didn't dare to look at Gong Tengxi's eyes.
"Don't send me off, I'll take a taxi back." She whispered.
Gong Tengxi didn't insist, sent Qiao Shan to the car, and watched her leave.
Along the way, Qiao Shan thought a lot.
Although she has no memories of the past, the memories of the past three years are vivid.
Leaving aside the contradictions that have occurred recently, Miyato Xi is indeed very good to her, and it has reached the level of indulgence.
She suddenly understood Miyato's excesses because she was in a hurry.
I was too scared of losing her, so I lost my mind.
couldn't help but exhale a heavy breath, and Qiao Shan, who returned home, was obviously depressed.
She opened the door and found that Feng Han had arrived.
Silently entering the door, she took off her coat and put it in the crook of her arm.
Feng Han immediately recognized that Qiao Shan was wearing a men's coat, so he asked her calmly, "What are you doing, it's raining so heavily." ”
Qiao Shan didn't hesitate, put her coat on the back of the chair, sat down diagonally opposite Feng Han, and told him about going to see Gong Tengxi. But it was just a meal and the other party's willingness to sign the divorce agreement.
It should have been a happy thing, but Qiao Shan was a little unhappy.
Her guilt was felt more keenly with the passage of time.
Especially now sitting face-to-face with Feng Han, somehow, she will remember what Gong Tengxi said.
Feng Han naturally came to wait for the result, but seeing Qiao Shan's reaction, he didn't submit the conditions for this result.
There are some things that Qiao Shan doesn't need to know.
"Now that it's settled, you can take it easy and rest for a while before making plans."
Feng Han didn't want to push Qiao Shan too hard, her mental state obviously needed to rest.
Qiao Shan shook her head slightly, "I'm fine, as long as it is solved, it is not too much of a burden." ”
"Do you have any plans in mind?" Feng Han asked as he went.
Qiao Shan was stunned by the question, to be honest, she still hasn't felt it yet.
When she first escaped from Miyato, she was terrified, worried that there would be a next time.
At that time, Miyato's statement also made her desperate, as if she made it clear that she would not let her go.
She can't see her future, and the road ahead is dark.
But suddenly, everything was solved, as if in a dream.
If it was a dream, Qiao Shan didn't want to wake up.
After being silent for a long time, she asked coldly, "This shouldn't be a dream, right?" I'm sitting here right now. ”
Feng Han raised his eyebrows, although he understood Qiao Shan's mood, he still couldn't help but want to laugh.
Suddenly stretched out his hand, Feng Han gently held Qiao Shan's.
He looked deeply into her eyes and whispered, "Can you feel it, my temperature." ”
Qiao Shan trembled violently, unexpectedly.
But she needed comfort so much now, and she didn't pull away.
Closing her eyes, Qiao Shan really felt it.
Before she could do so, she couldn't help but laugh out loud.
"Well, it's warm, I guess it's true."
As soon as she said this, the two of them suddenly stopped talking.
"Rustling", the rain is still falling outside the window.
Feng Han turned his head to look out of the rainy and misty window, and when he turned back, his gaze fell on Qiao Shan calmly.
With his thin lips lightly opened, he asked calmly, "So, do you want to fall in love with me?" ”
Qiao Shan froze for a moment, and looked at Feng Han with some shock.
For a moment, she almost blurted out yes, but the truth is, she didn't respond.
But at this moment, Feng Han's mobile phone suddenly rang.
He glanced at it and found that it was Yan Han's call.
"Sorry, I'll answer the phone first."
Although it was such a critical moment, Yan Han's call meant that there might be progress, and Feng Han would not go unanswered.
He deliberately walked to the side to pick it up, and as soon as he connected it, Yan Han's voice popped out.
"I've got some additional information about Miyato's."
"......" Feng Han glanced back at Qiao Shan, he didn't want to talk about this matter in front of Qiao Shan, so he simply asked, "Where are you?"
Yan Han sent an address, and Feng Han hurriedly hung up the phone and left.
But before going out, he still said solemnly to Qiao Shan, who was sent out.
"My question just now, until you answer me, is valid."
"You don't have to answer right away, I'll wait."
The magnetic voice was mixed with the noisy sound of rain, but it beat like a drum on Qiao Shan's heart.
Until Feng Han disappeared into the rain curtain, she was still standing at the door.
But Qiao Shan's expression was extremely complicated, could she really do this?
Soon, Feng Han arrived at the place agreed with Yan Han.
It was a bachelor apartment, Yan Han opened the door to welcome people in, and the table and floor in the living room were scattered with a large amount of information, and it seemed that Yan Han had spent a lot of effort to dig out the secret of the palace rattan seat.
Wearing radiation-proof flat glasses, Yan Han held a document in his hand and handed it directly to Feng Han.
"This man is more difficult than we thought," he said. ”
"Although it looks like he is moving independently, I still found some clues."
"At a specific time, he has used encrypted band calls, and it can't be cracked for the time being, and it will take time."
"And there are some problems with his company's capital injection."
"There seems to be another person behind it."
Speaking of this, Yan Han took off his glasses and pinched his eyebrows, there was a slight blue-gray under his eyes, and he had been staying up for several nights.
"Whether it is a supporter or a mastermind, the person behind it should be not small."
"It's just that the secrecy is too good, and the identity information is temporarily unavailable."
Feng Han frowned, he first flipped through the information he had sorted out before he groaned.
"That is to say, there may be a bigger boss behind Miyato's seat."
Yan Han was noncommittal, "The only thing that is certain is that it must be coming for you, otherwise there would be no need to go to such great lengths." ”
"Uncle, who have you offended?" It was the first time that he had shouted this title so naturally, and when Yan Han wanted to tease Feng Han, he usually called it like this.
Feng coldly glanced at him and didn't answer.
In his business career, it is common to have friction with the interests of others, and the shopping mall is a battlefield, and the winner is the king, and the loser is the villain.