Chapter 62: Loneliness

- The world

Loneliness is not only manifested in oneself, but also in loneliness from the depths of the heart. No one else was able to step into her heart and listen to her story. As a result, she will pull the bed of her soul behind bars, unwilling to look back on the past and face the future.

All kinds of manifestations are like continuous mountain peaks, and the final result is to return to the original land.

Is there any benefit to solitude? Of course, it can calm the impetuous mind and create something original. However, the psychological problems caused by loneliness are also unavoidable, and can sometimes lead to irreversible consequences.

God has given us new life, and we have some authority to do what we want. No matter what path we choose in the end, as long as we remember one sentence: youth is what we need to work hard, and we must let go of what we want, no matter what the result is, it is beautiful to work hard to live a life without regrets.

Dormitory 311:

The white butterfly warbler was lying on the bed, and at the moment her thoughts were just to get through the three years of high school as soon as possible and then do what she loved.

So far, the memory of the white butterfly warbler is still stuck in the experience of being in the world when he was a child, and everything about the fairy world and You Yihan and what he has experienced still needs to be opened slowly.

The memories that were originally blocked have been opened, and now due to the mana of the dinosaur monster, her memory has declined again. Occasionally, there is still the back of a tall, thin boy in a dream, dressed in black with his back to the white butterfly warbler.

In the dream, every time I saw him, the eyes of the white butterfly warbler would be full of tears, and I just felt sad unconsciously. She wanted to get closer to him, but every time she reached out to touch him, he would disappear.

When I woke up the next day, tears soaked my pillow, but I didn't know what kind of emotion it was.

"Maybe I'm too lonely, so I think I'll construct a completely different person. "Every time the white butterfly warbler has an unsolvable mystery, she feels that this is the best answer, otherwise, what can she do alone?

The lights in the dormitory went out, which certainly didn't stop them from letting go of their hearts, "Come on, where's the flashlight?" Just as they were chatting happily, a fierce wind outside blew against the balcony windows.

"What's going on?" Guo Xin was wearing pink pajamas, moving Zhao Xinran, "You go and close the window first, let's make noodles first, and you have nothing to do." ”

Zhao Xinran wore sandals extremely reluctantly, walked slowly in the direction of the window, and closed the window casually.

Looking down from the third floor, the street lights were all extinguished for some reason, and there was a hint of desolation.

Turning to leave, the window opened again, and then a gust of wind struck, and the clothes on the drying rack swayed from side to side.

Zhao Xinran did not wear her blue and black-rimmed glasses, closed the window again, and unconsciously looked down and saw a black figure.

She felt that she must have been dazzled, so she washed her face with the faucet and continued to look, "It's really someone!"

She shouted and ran to Guo Xin's side, "There is a black figure under our dormitory. ”

Huang Weixi, who had just rolled up his sleeves and was about to eat, "What's there, maybe it's the teacher on duty." ”

"No, no, it's different, it's really just a figure. Zhao Xinran was so anxious that she was about to cry.

"Alright, let's go check it out. Guo Xin and Zhao Xin followed Zhao Xinran to the balcony to look.

"Zhao Xinran, don't drag my clothes, what's so scary?" Guo Xin brushed Zhao Xinran away with his hand.

Zhao Xin looked down, "Look, there's nothing here, the street lights are all on." ”

Guo Xin and Zhao Xinran also looked at it, and there was no difference from usual.

Guo Xin turned back, "It's not me who said, Zhao Xinran, you take a good look, there's nothing here." ”

Zhao Xinran looked down with glasses, there was indeed no one, and the street lights were all right, "But, it would be clear that there were no street lights." ”

"There are no street lights, so there's a good chance you're mistaken. After Guo Xin finished speaking, he walked towards the house.

"Huang, my instant noodles are good, I see that you eat them very fragrantly. Huang Weixi said carefully, "Guo Xin, I need to confess something. ”

"What's the matter? I've been out for so long, what kind of trouble have you caused me?" Guo Xin asked helplessly.

"I forgot to put you a spice packet, what should I do?"

"Come on, you are my ancestor, I'll let it go later. After speaking, Guo Xin continued to sort out the box of clothes.

"Big brother, help me hand me the bucket of instant noodles in the lower bunk. Feng Jie put on the bunny's headband and put aside the extra things in the bed.

"Okay, now that my teeth are white, I'm going to continue eating my spicy noodles. After speaking, Zhao Xin handed the instant noodles to Feng Jie.

The white butterfly warbler got up and was about to go to the balcony to wash her clothes, so she put on her pajamas and opened the door, but there was no water.

The white butterfly warbler felt very strange, so she turned off the faucet and turned it back on, but there was still no water.

The White Butterfly Warbler felt that all this was too unsmooth for her, and when she looked up, she saw a figure in the mirror.

The figure had his back to the white butterfly warbler, and with a black back, the white butterfly warbler felt that he must have seen the flowers.

She rubbed her eyes and looked closely, and yes, this was a person. The White Butterfly Warbler wanted to scream, but she thought about it and it didn't work, and no one should pay attention to it.

She stood in front of the large mirror, motionless at the man's back. At this moment, her heart was calm, and gradually, she felt that she might be on the verge of isolation, like a rock on the edge of a cliff, which might be blown away by a gust of wind.

"Maybe that's a liberation for me, right?" said the White Butterfly Warbler to the one in the mirror.

"No, I'm here to tell you that you don't feel the loneliness of no one paying attention to you. I will be your loyal companion. “

"Why? Who are you?" asked the White Butterfly Warbler.

"It doesn't matter who I am, it's important that I can help you. ”

"What can you help me with, and how much do you understand me?"

"I think it's too early for you to talk about these questions, and I will tell you with practical actions that I will bring you happiness instead of the pain you have experienced?"

"Once, do you know anything about me?"

"That's right, there are some things I know that you don't know, and if there's anything you don't understand, you can ask me in your dreams. ”

"In a dream?" As soon as the voice of the white butterfly warbler fell, the figure disappeared......

- The world

When the watery rings continue to pass, the years will be imprinted. When you don't love you away, when your love comes, no matter what the so-called love or hate, there will be no so-called trade-off.

Waiting quietly, there is no action like a drifting bottle fluttering in the wind, no thoughts. It's not just time that is delayed, but more about the beauty of your own youth. Do the right thing at the right age and you'll be rewarded accordingly!

The white butterfly warbler still returned to the bed with a blank face, although she did not feel the slightest uneasiness for such an unfamiliar back, on the contrary, she was already familiar with this feeling from the depths of her heart.

The white butterfly warbler was lying on the bed, although the lively dormitory was full of hustle and bustle, the white butterfly warbler's heart was tired, and she never had the experience to take care of these things, and what she had to face was to sleep well now to meet tomorrow's exam.

Late at night, the taste of instant noodles is also disappearing little by little, and they all fall asleep. Similarly, that figure once again broke into the dream of the white butterfly warbler.

In the dream, the white butterfly warbler looked at the figure reflected in the haze, "Who are you, why do you always haunt me? I beg you, let me live my life quietly, I'm tired enough." ”

"Who else?" he asked.

"I don't know, let's say, what is the purpose of your search for me?"

"I want you. ”

"What? Is that what you said so straightforward? I'm sorry, I can't accept your high-sounding reasons, you go. After refusing, the white butterfly warbler was ready to leave.

Walking through the dark place, I couldn't see where the end was, and when I looked back, it was still like staying in place. She seemed to realize something, "Could it be that this dream is controlled by him, and no matter how hard he tries, he can't get out." ”

The White Butterfly Warbler stopped at this time, looked at this back, and walked straight towards him, "I want to see what your true face is." ”

"Really?" Immediately after, the black back slowly turned its head towards the white butterfly warbler, revealing a masked face.

The white butterfly warbler stretched out her hand to unveil the man, but it was a cloud-like realm that could not be touched.

The white butterfly warbler saw that her hand gradually became transparent, and she touched her face with her hand, without the slightest feeling as if she would not listen to her own control at all.

The white butterfly warbler looked up at the sky, and there were wisps of light smoke rising from it, and a wisp of smoke came to the side of the white butterfly warbler and slowly lifted her up.

Walking through the accumulated colored clouds and coming to the clear grassland, you can see the past when you were a child. saw her, her parents, and her childhood playmate Ah Ming at that time.

The White Butterfly Warbler looked at him with tearful eyes, "Could you be Ah Ming? However, didn't you die to protect me?" The White Butterfly Warbler couldn't control her emotions and sat on the grass, "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, if I hadn't asked you to send me back, you wouldn't have left like this." ”

He handed the handkerchief to the white butterfly warbler, "It's okay, I'm going to leave sooner or later anyway, I think it's worth it to exchange my departure for your peace." ”

The white butterfly warbler saw that his hand had returned to its original form, and when she saw him, she was still a figure, a sense of wandering emptiness.

"Can you tell me why you're like this, why I can't see your face anymore, are you in a lot of pain?"

He shook his head, "It's okay, as long as you can see you, I'm willing to suffer all the hardships I have." ”

"Do you think I'm really worth it? I think all that's left for me at the moment is guilt about you, and I really don't have any other thoughts. He stroked the head of the white butterfly warbler, "It's okay, I don't mind, as long as you're happy." ”