Thinking of this, Su Yue couldn't help but shudder.

What if Lu Ze was really depressed to the extreme, so he couldn't think about it, so he did something irreparably stupid?

After all, his emotions and body were still recovering, and he was once again hit by his loved ones, and it would be difficult for anyone to bear this heaviness. What's more, Lu Ze's father is long gone, and his mother is the person he used to be the closest to, but now the person closest to him is also the only person who can hurt him the most.

Although Su Yue couldn't empathize with Lu Ze's frustration and despair at the moment, she could imagine how much damage Lu Ze would be caused by everything that happened one after another. What's more, Lu Ze has always been a person with a strong sense of family, and before he discovered that his mother was so paranoid, he always held all kinds of thoughts about his deceased father, and seriously managed his and his mother's small family.

And now, all the beauty of the family he expected, and the perfect image of his mother in his mind, have all been ruined. In front of the truest mother, he felt angry but powerless to contend with her.

If Lu Ze collapsed because of this, and finally couldn't think of what stupid things he did, it would cause the greatest regret.

Thinking of this, Su Yue only felt that her heart was like an ant on a hot pot, suffering every minute and every second. But Yuanshui can't save the near fire, and at the moment, he can't help Lu Ze at all, so he can only worry about him.

In addition to waiting... No other way.

About an hour later, Su Yue received a call from Nurse Liu when she was on the verge of a breakdown.

"Hello? Hello..."

Su Yue picked up the phone weakly, hoping that what Nurse Liu said next would bring her a glimmer of hope.

"Hello? Hello, that... Finally found Lu Ze. ”

"Found it?!"

Fortunately in the midst of misfortune, Nurse Liu's good news saved Su Yue from the invasion of her collapse mood, so she immediately cheered up and hurriedly asked:

"Where did you find him?"

At a public security bureau not far from the hospital, he seemed to have gone there to reapply for his ID card. It was only through the Internet that the police discovered this information and found out his location. ”

"That's great... Is he okay? ”

"It's not very good, his stomach seems to be hurting again, and he has a high fever. The police said that when they found him on a bench in the lobby of the Public Security Bureau, they found that his face was very pale and his whole body was shaking. ”

After saying this, it was probably because she was worried that Su Yue was too nervous, but she saw Nurse Liu continue to add:

"But don't worry, there are police officers accompanying him at the scene, and we will set off to pick him up and take him back to the hospital now."

"Okay, I see, then it's hard for you."

Su Yueqiang suppressed the restlessness in her heart, and finished communicating with the nurse in a tone that sounded as calm as possible, and then collapsed on the sofa in the living room as if relieved.

"How? Did Luze find it? ”

At this time, I saw Sister Wei walking out of the kitchen with breakfast and asked with some concern.

"Found it."

Su Yue's eyes stared straight at the ground, and she replied weakly. Seeing that her daughter's mood seemed to be very low, the mother tried to comfort her:

"Oh, it's good to find it, it's good to find it. Baby, don't worry too much, after all, there are doctors with him, so don't think about it, let's have breakfast first, right? ”

"Mom, you can eat. I don't have much appetite right now, and I want to go back to my room and sleep a little longer. ”

After finishing speaking, Su Yue dragged her heavy body back to her room.

After lying back on the bed, she covered her head with the quilt and couldn't help crying...

She never understood why things had gotten to the point they were. Is it really that I did something wrong? Why is her relationship with Lu Ze so full of twists and turns, moving towards the unknown that seems to be becoming more and more unclear.

She knew that for Lu Ze, these successive events had reached the limit of his body and mind.

And why not?

Even though I have suffered different injuries in my previous relationships, those are the result of my own judgment mistakes. As long as we seriously reflect and come up with solutions, we will eventually be able to overcome those difficulties, big and small.

But this time is different.

Now the relationship between himself and Lu Ze is not only completely out of the control of the two people, but also has problems that are impossible to overcome. Such a problem can no longer be solved by one's own efforts alone, even if you try your best to fight against it, you can only end up with a bruised end, and things are always at a loss.

Failure isn't scary, and giving up doesn't disappoint. And what completely plunges people into despair is that after rekindling hope again and again, they have to witness disappointment again and again.

Immersing yourself in this repeated torture is the greatest destruction of the soul......

For the next week, Luze continued to have a high fever, and his stomach was once again irritated by it, and he began to have recurrent pain, accompanied by a slight coughing up of blood.

The doctor judged that it was due to the fact that he ran out in the middle of the night and suffered from the cold, and he was emotionally hit again, which led to his current condition. At present, he can only continue to observe the blood transfusion and try to reduce his fever. So Qin Fei went to the hospital again to be responsible for accompanying Lu Ze, and Su Yue could only use the few awake hours that Lu Ze had to chat with him about something that he didn't have, so that he could relax as much as possible.

But she also seemed to notice that there were fewer and fewer words between herself and Lu Ze. Sometimes there was silence on the phone for a long time, and neither of them spoke again.

Su Yue realized that her heart had fallen into despair, and the reason for this despair must be very clear in her and Lu Ze's hearts, that is, the relationship between the two of them seemed to have no future at all.

And all she can do now is to accompany Lu Ze through this most difficult period, that's all.

However, these days, Mu Yao has always insisted on accompanying Su Yue. He seemed to be aware of Su Yue's sluggish mood from all sides, so he tried all kinds of ways to make Su Yue happy every day.

Sometimes he would call Su Yue out of the blue, telling her that he was already downstairs at her house, and asking her to go downstairs and accompany him for a ride around the neighborhood. Su Yue understood that Mu Yao was just worried about herself, and wanted to take herself out for a walk, trying to make her mood better. She was grateful to Mu Yao for taking such great pains to comfort herself, but the heavy shackles on her body could not be removed so easily.

However, sometimes Su Yue seems to gradually realize whether she should continue to cling to the relationship with Lu Ze, which is a real burden for the two of them.

Maybe let go of this obsession, or even be with Mu Yao, maybe everything will be different.

But all these thoughts were completely submerged after another monstrous wave came......

One afternoon two days later, Su Yue received a call from Nurse Liu, and her voice on the phone sounded breathless and palpitating, as if she had just experienced a fierce war.

"Hello? Hello... Just... When Lu Ze coughed just now, the blood choked into his lungs... The shock is over..."