Engineering for Life

Volume I

Chapter 35: Chen Lei's shoes are broken

Since we were born, we have been constantly cognizing the world, constantly defining everything, constantly defining the relationship with everyone, and we are constantly overturning the past cognition, constantly refreshing the definition of the relationship between things and people.

In fact, many times our cognition of people and things has been biased, many people do not believe it, but not believing it cannot change the fact that we have cognitive biases, for example, take your husband or wife, he (she) was your husband and wife in the past and now, do you dare to guarantee that he (she) will always be?

Not only can they become your ex-husband or ex-wife, but they can also make your household register fill in the word widowed, which is not a curse, let alone a curse, or there is such a possibility, you can't argue with it.

You can choose not to believe that this is your right, and I support you in defending your rights at all times.

But if you've ever looked at the physics of Schrödinger's cat, you'll have the same opinion as I did.

In the future, tomorrow, every possibility exists, and every possibility will refresh our cognition.

I just deliberately want to remind you in this way: "The passing years are laughing, and the future can be expected." ”

2020, the year is in Gengzi, this sudden epidemic is everyone's passing year, inadvertently, all the clowns and ghosts have jumped out to do things, polish your eyes, don't be easily blinded, let time precipitate the truth, no matter how muddy the water is, there will be times when it becomes clear, and the little trash fish will have nothing to hide after all!

is still the same sentence, the passing years are laughing, and the future can be expected.

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After listening to the phone, Lin Yun immediately had a feeling of drowsiness, and forced himself to change the train ticket for the morning after tomorrow, why do you feel tired when you hear about going to work now, this is indeed a problem, and Lin Yun will definitely not be the only one who can't figure it out.

Time at home always flies, and the rest of the holiday is lost in an instant due to the change of tickets.

In fact, he can't help his parents at home, he is away all the year round, Lin Yun has an indescribable feeling every time he comes home, every time he comes back, he is like a guest staying in a small house, he feels that he is not in the same rhythm of life as his parents and daughter, and he is like a saboteur many times, and his sudden appearance is to break the quiet life of his family.

Every time I go home, I bring a little joy to my family, and then I stir the peace and tranquility of the family into a pot of porridge, and after all this, I withdraw again, which is really a typical bastard style.

Isn't it, all these years, I have been playing the role of this bastard, every time I go home for just a few days, my parents come around my own preferences in terms of food, and what do I do for my family?

is not a competent son in front of his parents, and he is not a competent father in front of the little girl, and he should not be a competent husband to the woman who has left. In terms of public intentions, he is not a competent employee on the construction site, and only Luo Bing can be regarded as a competent employee.

Thirty years old is an embarrassing age for many people, and those who seek to improve have already thrown themselves far away, and they are still hanging so up.

But many people are like this, and it's not just him Lin Yun has achieved nothing, and the upward single-plank bridge is getting narrower and narrower, which is not suitable for people of his own character.

People are born to like comfort, it's not about being good, it's just a personal choice, yes, that's probably the best explanation for laziness.

This time Lin Yun walked in the middle of the night, and the green train that passed by home in the middle of the night and then went to Chongqing took more than five hours to reach one of the railway stations in Chongqing, plus the time of reversing in the middle, Lin Yun looked at the shift, and the time should be abundant.

People who go out are very observant of the time, because all means of transportation are on time, and they can only wait for people, and there is no saying that cars wait for people.

When arriving in the north of Chongqing, it was only eight o'clock the next morning, Lin Yun went to the second floor of the waiting square to eat a bowl of noodles, now the domestic large-scale high-speed rail stations are good, the station configuration is very complete, local products, supermarkets, toys, national costumes, trinkets, souvenirs, fast food, these are all readily available.

Good guys, a bowl of beef noodles is 35 pieces, there is a lot of beef, but the taste is very average, a little expensive in terms of filling the stomach, as soon as people enter the station, they should be managed by the railway department, so they have lost some of the right to choose, but compared to strict security and convenience, there is nothing unbearable.

The return time is always very fast, less than 9 o'clock in the evening, the goods have already arrived in front of the office building of the project department in a black car.

In fact, you can let the car of the project department pick it up, which is also a kind of employee welfare, and it cannot be regarded as a private car, but it takes a lot of time to come and go, and Lin Yun doesn't have much luggage, so all the souvenirs he brought have been sent by express, which is really not necessary.

It's not how noble Lin Yun is, but running back and forth, twice the time, and having to trouble the driver all the way, and it's very late, everyone is going to work to beg for a living, and it's really a good quality to cause less trouble to people.

In fact, there are buses to the town, and the matter of a few dollars, but it is too late to naturally disappear.

The black car is only a matter of a few dozen yuan, and it can run a few times a year, which can be regarded as a contribution to promoting economic circulation.

Of course, if it's other times, such as dating, you can only go in a black car, the more secretive the better, and it's a fool's job to go with great fanfare.

It's not that there's anything unsightly, and some things are often passed on in the mouths of half-informed people and their clothes change.

As soon as the goods arrived at the project department, they trembled, their waists were straight, their breath was strong, and they pulled their suitcases and walked into the office with their heads held high.

"You young people are too ignorant, knowing that my brother is coming back today, and you won't make a queue to greet you or anything, this is too ceremonial."

As soon as Lin Yun stepped into the office, he began to shout loudly, and everyone's eyes were focused on him, yes, it was this kind of effect that everyone watched.

"You're really back?"

It was Luo Bing who said this.

"You called, saying that the boss asked me to book today's ticket back at the latest."

"I lied to you, I'm really busy, but my boss didn't let me call."

I'll go to your uncle, believe it or not, I can't even pick you off with a slap on the wall, Lin Yun is speechless with this birdman.

Either it is said that honest people are pit people, this seemingly loyal Luo Bing is the master of pit people, Lin Yun never doubted the truth at all, let alone called to verify.

And this time it was Lin Yunkeng's misery, and he returned to the project department, can he still buy a ticket to go home to make up for the next few days.

This Luo Bing was once again promoted to the first place on the Lin Clan's retaliation list, but Lin Yun was also strange that there was really no way to retaliate against a tepid person like Luo Bing.

You say let me have a treat, and he will directly say yes, and he won't bargain with you.

You said that he would be allowed to work, and he never discounted it, and it seemed that every time he came to him, he had to coax him with good words.

You said to let him work overtime, but this birdman didn't work overtime that day.

For this kind of person, you can't get angry at all, calculate, you think it's a retaliatory thing, and people do it every day.

Lin Yun threw a cigarette on each of the young men's table, and talked to everyone without being salty, and then pulled the suitcase back to the dormitory.

The lights were on, and Chen Lei was lying on the bed, not sleeping, not playing with his mobile phone, and looking a little sluggish.

"You're back?"

"Ah, what's wrong with you, you're weak."

"I've got a cold."

"How can you catch a cold?"

"I didn't pay attention when it was almost dark yesterday afternoon, and I fell into the mud pool."

"The mud pool next to the pile foundation punching of the bridge team?"

"Hmm."

"Why didn't I drown you?"

"I didn't pay attention, I didn't pay attention to the phone and fell under my feet."

"Why don't I go buy you some medicine?"

"Bring a few more beers."

“……”

Your uncle, you're sick to death, and you're still drinking beer.

Something has happened to this kid!

Half an hour later, Lin Yun bought the medicine and beer back, the cold medicine must cure the cold, and the beer will cure the heart disease.

Lin Yun threw the bag directly on Chen Lei's bed, Chen Lei didn't take any medicine, sat up and opened a can of beer, handed it to Lin Yun, and opened a can himself.

Before Lin Yun could ask, this thing crackled a lot of things while drinking.

After talking for a long time, Lin Yun figured out a little clue, as long as most of these people encounter something, the logic in their minds may be chaotic, and they can't express themselves well.

This goods were dumped, some time ago, I met the woman when I was mysteriously often not returning at night, a local, divorced with a child, and the two had a relationship beyond friendship, even coaxed and deceived, bought mobile phones, bought cosmetics, three hundred today, five hundred tomorrow, like that, less than a month, Chen Lei took in more than 20,000 yuan.

One night, when Chen Lei was staying at this woman's house, another man came to open the door in the middle of the night with the key, and he almost didn't fight, and then there was no more.

It turns out that this woman has more than one or two lovers, and after the divorce, she doesn't have a serious job, and she just does the of coaxing men to spend money for herself every day.

If you want to say that Chen Lei, this kid has never seen the world, you should be considered to be helping the poor, helping a large poverty, Lin Yun thought like this, and began to complain about the mode, man, scold, wake up quickly.

"That's it?"

"Ah, that's it."

"I ask you, are you reluctant? Or are you reluctant to spend that money? ”

“……”

"If you want me to say, you're lucky, if you break this thing a few months later, you kid will have to take a lot of money."

When Chen Lei heard Lin Yun say this, he probably felt as if it was like that, and he couldn't stop nodding.

"But I'm uncomfortable, brother."

"You're a fart, how many times did you sleep at such a cost? Usually, you kid buckle the noose, why are you so generous in front of women, I feel uncomfortable when I think about it. ”

“……”

"You're pretty good, do you know the previous construction site Xiao Hewei and the supervisor."

"Yes."

"It's easy to get to know, I said you tell a story, and you immediately feel good in your heart."

“……”

Lin Yun's mouth is called Xiao or something, the supervisor is also from Sichuan, Lin Yun went to the last project before Chen Lei, and then the supervisor surnamed Xiao has been in the supervision office, because the three of them are fellow villagers, so they have also eaten and sang together.

Later, it wasn't that Lin Yun offended the leader, it happened that the person who was guarding the warehouse on the company's side was sick and retired, and then Lin Yun happened to hit the muzzle of the gun, and he was assigned to guard the warehouse.

The story of this surname Xiao happened at the construction site where Lin Yun and Chen Lei were together, at that time Chen Lei had not been transferred, and the kid surnamed Xiao was from Sichuan Lin Yun forgot, probably a place not far from Chengdu.

That grandson, greedy for money, lustful, small-minded, and good at drinking and bragging, he was definitely from Sichuan before drinking, and Sichuan will definitely be his after drinking.

Thirty-seven or eighteen years old to be a supervisor, a day still awesome thought how old a leader, every other day on the construction site to find fault, here the material is unqualified rework, there the operation is not standardized rework, the foreman under the card sent him oil and water.

This person, Lin Yun is extremely unaccustomed to it, but there is no way, you can only endure it, to say that sometimes the construction unit also deserves it, there is always that kind of luck mentality.

The heart said, your grandson will go down to which team is stuck in the point, as long as it is not too much, anyway, the world is generally black.

This kind of thing is not easy to poke the owner, this supervisor is gone, the next supervisor has to come, in case the later supervisor knows that there are these reasons, some things are not so easy to do, because sometimes official affairs can suffocate people.

Therefore, the iron must be its own, and there must be some flaws on this construction site, of course, the big principle will definitely not be violated.

Because there are some small flaws that need to be tolerated by the supervision, there will definitely be some things to eat and take cards here.

The supervisor surnamed Xiao, although he is flamboyant and domineering, is not too much, a petty treacherous and a petty evil, and it is okay compared with some more unreliable supervisors.

It's this person, didn't a dating software called Momo just become popular at that time, well, this software was taught to him by Lin Yun, because the location of the project is not far from the provincial capital, and this product has a hot chat with a woman on Momo, and this woman is in the provincial capital.

Repair roads, most of them are in the wilderness, usually even female animals are difficult to see, so a long night, no intention to sleep, plus this thing is a bit of a tadpole on the brain, can't bear the loneliness, so I asked the construction unit to borrow a trolley from a team boss, and drove the car to the meeting.

In the middle of the night, this goods called the project department to borrow money everywhere, you think, you are a supervisor who usually eats and takes cards to annoy people, who TM will lend you money.

At that time it was not the same as now, there was no WeChat transfer, and if you want to transfer money, you can only operate on the computer with a U shield, and everyone doesn't know what the reason is in the middle of the night, even if you have money, you won't borrow it, anyway, Lin Yun didn't lend him money.

Then the next day, the supervisor surnamed Xiao came back, everyone asked him why he borrowed money, he refused to say, and then about half a month later, Lin Yun knew from elsewhere that this grandson went to the meeting alone and jumped in the immortal, and even the cash with the bank card was knocked out of more than 10,000 yuan, and he refused to give up, and let the grandson borrow money everywhere, but this grandson's popularity is not very good, and he didn't borrow money, so he lost a little.

Besides, if you lend the money to the supervisor, it is really possible that you won't be able to get it back, because later the grandson surnamed Xiao borrowed a few hundred yuan from Lin Yun, and then Lin Yun transferred it away. I didn't contact again, and the grandson didn't take the initiative to call to say about repaying the money.

Lin Yun didn't know if the person surnamed Xiao had called the police to deal with it, in fact, if he called the police to deal with it, he couldn't chase back the money, but he even made it known to everyone, and he had to weigh it himself.

"Brother Yun, you mean to let me call the police?"

MD, brother told you stories to enlighten you, when did you call the police.

"What police? How do you talk to the police? You say, hey, 110, I called the police, I broke the shoes and spent 20,000 yuan, and now I don't want to break the shoes, I want to call the police and ask her to return the money to me. ”

“……”

"You're not ashamed, besides, this is your willingness, you give her money to buy things for her is a gift, understand, it's voluntary, and the court may not accept it, at most you will be given mediation, as far as you break your shoes, are you embarrassed to go to court to sue? If other people's courts encounter a bad thing like you every day, people won't be annoyed. ”

“……”

"Besides, I think you kid is just worried about money, and I think it's not worth it to spend money and haven't slept a few times."

"Hey, hey, hey"

Lin Yun was holding a gun and a stick for a while, plus having that story at the bottom, and drinking some beer, this Chen Lei was freed from this state that seemed to be about to die.

According to Lin Yun, this grandson is distressed about money, the two have not been dating for a long time, I thought that I had mixed a long-term meal ticket, but it turned out that several people ate with this small pot, and the money was spent a lot, I didn't eat a few meals, and I met someone who came to grab a job in the middle of the night, and then I felt a little panicked, just now Chen Lei mentioned the money spent on this woman, and he couldn't help but increase his tone, and gritted his teeth a little, isn't this a clear distress for money.

In order to verify this judgment, Lin Yun followed up and asked Chen Lei.

"When will you give me this money for medicine and beer?"

"Brother Yun, aren't you tired after a day of driving, let's rest early."

Chen Lei lay down as he spoke, turned over, and pointed his butt at Lin Yun, ignoring Lin Yun anymore.

Lin Yun thought at first that this kid was pretending to be asleep, and said in his heart, MD, I didn't really ask you for money, I'll see when you pretend.

After two minutes, Chen Lei began to snore, and Lin Yun was sure that this thing was really sleeping, MD, an animal that could eat, sleep, and snap.

Looking at the time on my phone, I went, it was almost eleven o'clock.

The guy hurriedly flattened a few beer cans on the ground and threw them into the garbage basket and washed them.

Sometimes people's psychology is very simple, when something happens, it is not the kind of discomfort that wants to die or live, it is uncomfortable to hold in the heart, there will be a knot after holding it for a long time, and this knot cannot be untied by others, so you have to untie it by yourself, find a familiar person to talk to, and it will not cause any change to the result of the fait accompli, but this knot may be untied, it has nothing to do with right or wrong, and it does not ask whether it is right or wrong.

People feel unlucky, feel miserable, and feel sad when they think about it, but once they find out that there is something more unlucky and miserable than themselves, they are immediately happy, haha, finally there is someone who is more unlucky than me, it is not schadenfreude, anyway, I feel much better.

The biggest psychology of people when they are unlucky is that they wish that everyone in the world is as unlucky as him, but people in the glorious time wish that he was the only one in the world.

This is human nature, it is not noble, nor can it be said to be ugly, this is the most real human nature, rooted in the depths of everyone's heart, which can be properly controlled and disguised, but cannot be changed.

You can share joys and sorrows, you can't share wealth and prosperity, you don't complain about poverty, but you complain about injustice, which is also the root of hatred of the rich! Not thinking about how I can be as rich as you, but thinking about how I can make you as poor as I am.

In fact, the probability of encountering unlucky events in everyone's life is the same, you didn't survive, but others survived, which caused the difference in life and spirit, the more times, the difference will get bigger and bigger, and slowly it will be so big that you can't reverse it.

Because now is the bottleneck period of genetic technology, the life expectancy of all people is only 100 years, and the later you reach the end of your life, the more you cannot reverse this difference in life and spirit.

Of course, God is also fair, because all people are equal in life and death, you can think of it that way, but just think about it.

Lin Yun, who was lying on the bed after washing, listened to Chen Lei's snoring while thinking about Chen Lei, the more he thought about it, the farther he thought about it, and finally he didn't know when he fell asleep.

I got up early the next morning, the same rhythm, pinched up, and sat next to Chen Li to eat as usual, this Zhang Ping didn't know what was going on, Lin Yun had seen her and Chen Li together in the morning the last few times, and when she saw Lin Yun sitting down, she began to make fun of Lin Yun.

"Oh, Lin Shuai is back, how did you go on a blind date this time?"

Is this woman a monster who can read people's minds, and how does she know that I went back on a blind date?

Otherwise, I have something indescribable in my mind now, and if she can see through it, I won't even have to confess.

Haha, in fact, Lin Yun thinks too much, this atypical unmarried older girl, nine times out of ten, she is urged by her family to get married, blind dates, all she thinks about all day long is these things, and as soon as she opens her mouth, she meets Lin Yun, a dead mouse.

"I went on a blind date twice, but I didn't like any of them."

"Oh, that's the best thing to pick."

Lin Yunxin said, what I am waiting for is your words.

"That's for sure, my vision is still quite high, and the conditions in all aspects can't be much worse than our Director Zhang."

This Lin Yun came as soon as he opened his mouth, and he said it seriously, as if it was true or false, the face of the person who said it was not red or panting, and the person who listened was also not red and out of breath, but there was no sound.

There are many true and false things in this world, when the fake is true, it is true and false, and when it is true and false, it is not illegal to joke, and whoever is true will lose.

I don't know who loses now, anyway, at present, Lin Yun is the first to come out on top, Zhang Ping glanced at Lin Yun and didn't speak again, no matter how strong a woman is, she can't compare to a shameless man, this is the truth.

If you win a round, you will naturally accept it when you see it.

"I brought sausages, bacon, and candied fruit, and the express delivery should be able to arrive today, and I asked Chef Zeng to steam the sausages and bacon in the evening."