Chapter 81: Confession
Obviously, this is a soft threat from Su Yue to Luo Xiaoyu.
It doesn't look like a naked coercion on the surface, but a kind of hidden kidnapping.
Su Yue took advantage of Luo Xiaoyu's love for herself, so as to further retaliate against Cui Yu.
She wants to destroy everything Cui Yu wants. Money, fame, dreams, including herself.
At this moment, Su Yue didn't realize that while she was taking revenge on Cui Yu, her heart was also being eaten away by these dark thoughts step by step.
When you hurt others, you will also be hurt.
Just like the interaction of forces, sometimes if you use too much force, you will only be injured by the force that bounces back, and the result will be more than worth the loss.
And for the current Su Yue, the biggest hurt she has suffered is her heart that no longer believes in love.
The world without love will become more and more narrow and small. In the end, it was so small that he couldn't even tolerate himself...
But how can she, who is blinded by the flames of revenge, realize it clearly at this moment?
Sure enough, under Luo Xiaoyu's repeated insistence, his father finally agreed to his son's request a week later.
Cui Yu will forever lose the trust of the father and son, and will no longer receive any support from them.
He and his family, everything they had planned for so many years... They were all burned.
There is no free lunch in the world, and the family's efforts to reap the benefits from the Locke family will eventually end in failure.
Only then did Su Yue feel an unprecedented pleasure after the success of revenge.
Cui Yu is completely self-inflicted and deserves to be punished.
Later, Su Yue lived in Luo Xiaoyu's house for a while, and accompanied Luo Xiaoyu's father to play around.
Although he didn't really fall in love with Luo Xiaoyu in the end, during this time, the warmth and care that the father and son brought to him made Su Yue grateful to them.
After going back, Su Yue sang in the Warm Island Bar as usual every week, and usually after Luo Xiaoyu got out of class, he would pick up Su Yue and go home.
Although everything is not perfect, it is also a quiet appearance.
Although he was with Luo Xiaoyu out of gratitude to him, so what?
Life is so ruthless, what you want is not given to you, and what you don't want, it is stuffed into you again.
As time went by, Luo Xiaoyu seemed to begin to notice that Su Yue's attitude towards him was getting colder and colder.
First, she sent many messages to Su Yue in a row, and she simply replied to one, and each message was only one or two words perfunctory.
Later, the two often quarreled over trivial matters, and Su Yue always said some ugly things without pain, but she didn't care about Luo Xiaoyu's feelings at all.
The two often quarreled halfway, and Su Yue shook her face and left. Or go home and live for a few days and fight with Luo Xiao to the end.
In the end, every quarrel ended under Luo Xiaoyu's initiative to redeem it.
Luo Xiaoyu never found out what the problem was, but he vaguely felt that his judgment at the beginning was right.
But in the end, even Luo Xiaoyu's actions and words would be strictly criticized by Su Yue.
Su Yue seemed to have suddenly changed into a person, no longer as gentle and considerate as before, but showed the sharp spikes of her whole body.
She always couldn't help but use an aggressive tone to constantly point out Luo Xiaoyu's shortcomings.
In fact, Su Yue herself gradually realized her changes, and she felt that she could no longer return to her simple and happy appearance in the past.
She completely enveloped her soft and fragile side, and then showed a strong and hard appearance.
It was as if he was wearing armor all the time, carefully guarding everything around him and not letting anyone get close to him easily.
Su Yue's heart also felt very tired because of this, she didn't know when this strange self-protection mechanism began to be formed unconsciously.
But she didn't realize that her heart was covered with scars of different shades, and it was bleeding quietly.
She couldn't feel it, her scarred heart, silently wailing in the darkness.
The next morning, Su Yue received a strange message. It reads:
"Su Yue, I'm leaving this city. Because of you, I will never believe in love again. ”
Su Yue knew that it was sent by Cui Yu.
Although his revenge plan has been successfully realized, he doesn't know why, but at this moment, there is something in Su Yue's heart that is aching faintly.
The thrill of revenge has long since faded.
All that is left is deep regret and an inexplicable emptiness.
How desperate it must be for a person to stop believing in love because of another person.
That person had cruelly deprived himself of the ability to love, and now, he had become him in reverse.
The outcome of retribution is bound to be two defeats and injuries...
But he hurts others and hurts himself, but he doesn't know it.
Su Yue lay on the bed thoughtfully, and she thought about Cui Yu's text message repeatedly. But she couldn't understand why, after she had tasted what she wanted, not only did she not feel happy, but even a trace of pain.
"Su Yue, I think... There's something I'd like to talk to you about. ”
At this time, Luo Xiaoyu was wearing an apron, and whispered to Su Yue while putting the preserved egg and lean porridge that had just come out of the pot into the bowl.
"Well, I think so too." Su Yue replied to him expressionlessly.
So she sat up, rubbed her eyes, and went to the bathroom to wash up briefly.
When she came out of the bathroom, she found that a steaming breakfast was already on the table, as well as a cup of unsweetened hot Americano.
Luo Xiaoyu was sitting quietly at the table waiting for him.
He was always patient with himself and gentle with him. On the contrary, it is himself, these days, he has not reciprocated any kindness.
Su Yue sat down opposite Luo Xiaoyu with some embarrassment, she felt that she should make a statement. So she said to Luo Xiaoyu seriously:
"Xiao Yu... I know that during this time, I have not been very good towards you. But I don't know what's going on with myself, and sometimes I unconsciously feel a wave of irritability. ”
After thinking for a while, Luo Xiaoyu replied calmly:
"Sister... I know why, do you want to hear it? ”
It's been a long time since he's called himself "sister", but Luo Xiaoyu does look a little different today.
"I want to know..."Su Yue frankly expressed the doubts in her heart.
"Because you've never been in love with me, sister."
I saw Luo Xiaoyu with a gentle smile on his face, and said this sentence from his mouth indifferently.
Su Yue was a little surprised, she didn't expect that Luo Xiaoyu would say such a thing to herself. And he did reveal the true thoughts in his heart in one word.
It is true that he has never fallen in love with Luo Xiaoyu, and his feelings for him have always been only out of gratitude.
Looking at Luo Xiaoyu's still innocent face, Su Yue didn't want to lie to him anymore, so she lowered her head silently.
Seeing that Su Yue bowed her head and was silent, Luo Xiaoyu sighed softly and continued gently:
"Sister... Actually, I already knew that you didn't love me. ”
"Since when?"
Su Yue couldn't hold back the surprise in her heart, and suddenly asked without words.
Then she realized that she shouldn't have said that, and she bowed her head again in guilt.
But Luo Xiaoyu was not surprised by Su Yue's question, all this seemed to be expected by him.
So he still maintained a gentle tone, and said slowly to Su Yue:
"From that day, the moment you kissed me, I already knew it. In your passionate kiss, there is a hidden unwillingness to compete with yourself. At that moment, I knew that you wanted me to help you get revenge on your brother, and I was right? ”
"Then why are you... Haven't been poking me all along? ”
Su Yue looked at Luo Xiaoyu dumbfounded and asked in disbelief.
"Because... Sister, I've always loved you so much. ”