Chapter Twenty-Five: She's Tempted

When Ling Ying returned to the dormitory, Ai Xinyu was sitting in front of the computer and chatting happily with "SpongeBob SquarePants".

"If I hadn't added an L to my nickname, I don't think this person would have used this name!" Ling Ying handed over the milk tea in her hand, "Xiaoyu, I see that you have been in contact with this person a lot recently, didn't he say that you are difficult to sing before?" Why are we chatting so happily with you now? ”

Ai Xinyu plugged in the milk tea, took a sip, put it aside, and replied to Shen Zhiyan's message before replying: "I can't say why, I feel very chatty!" And he speaks more concisely, which feels cool. ”

"Wow, isn't it? Xiaoyu, should you be ......" Hearing Ai Xinyu's answer, Ling Ying couldn't help but wonder if she liked this netizen she hadn't met.

When Ling Ying said this, Ai Xinyu began to think about her behavior these days.

From the misunderstanding at the beginning, the more he chatted, the happier he became, he told her about his ex-girlfriend, she felt sorry for him, dissatisfied with him, and felt worthless for him, she comforted him, accompanied her, and looked forward to him coming out of this relationship. Even, she would be very worried about him.

During this time, she spent most of her time in front of the computer, chatting with him and caring about his current situation. Without news of him, she would be nervous, and she would be unhappy knowing that he was still trapped in that relationship.

It seems that this is indeed the case, it is some like him, this stranger who does not know and suddenly intrudes into her life.

"Sort of!" Ai Xinyu generously admitted her feelings.

"Huh?" Ling Ying couldn't believe it, and didn't even look forward to such an answer, "Xiaoyu, you haven't seen him at all, you guys are online dating!" Online dating is unrealistic, and it doesn't work out. You don't know each other either, and even if you barely get together, you'll be separated. Xiaoyu, I am very disapproving of online dating, what if he lied to your feelings? ”

Ling Ying's words made Ai Xinyu reflect even more, she hadn't thought about what Ling Ying said, and it wasn't that she didn't know the risks and unreality of online dating, but after she was moved, it seemed that these were not in the scope of consideration.

"I know, thank you, Yingying, I'll figure it out, but can you keep it a secret for me? It's a little secret for the two of us, okay? Ai Xinyu hasn't figured out how to deal with her unrequited love, or unrequited love across the Internet.

Give her a certain amount of time, and as long as she thinks it through and everything is fine, she will know how to do it.

Ai Xinyu tried her best to control the time and number of times she chatted with Shen Zhiyan, but after she was moved, how could she follow reason? It is said that a woman in love is a fool, and there is nothing wrong with this sentence, once you fall in love with someone, for the sake of love, you will not think about it so much.

As usual, Ai Xinyu and Shen Zhiyan continued to contact and chat. Shen Zhiyan also gradually recovered from his emotional wounds.

In the blink of an eye, the campus singer contest reached the finals. There are only three people who entered the finals, Ai Xinyu is one of them, and the other two are from the Conservatory.

"SpongeBob SquarePants, tomorrow is the finals of the Campus Singer Competition, come and see me compete!" Ai Xinyu's first reaction was to invite Shen Zhiyan to watch her game. She thought that if he came, she would confess to him in person. If he doesn't come. She put him down, let him go completely.

Shen Zhiyan opened his mouth and refused, "No." ”

It was a sad place, he had promised Han Nuonuo before that when she entered the finals, he would definitely go to watch her compete and cheer her on, but now? Where is she? He didn't want to go, he didn't want to touch the sad things again.

Ai Xinyu's mood suddenly reached the bottom, maybe unrequited love is like this, or maybe online dating is like this.

She didn't reply to the message, turned off the computer, didn't practice singing, turned around and went to bed.

During the singer competition, Ai Xinyu was the first to perform, and she sang "The Next Dawn".

"With undulating backs

Hold back the weeping heart

Some stories don't have to be told to everyone

Many eyes see too shallow and too close

Missed I wasn't seen

That self

In simple words

Unpack the overloaded heart

There are some emotions that should be told to those who understand

Your tears are more exciting and pity than mine

I vowed to work harder and be more courageous

Wait for the next day

Why don't you go for a walk where you held hands last time and enjoyed the flowers?

Some of the snow will melt on its own

Your shoulders are my open-minded paradise

Wait for the next day

Would you like to send me a picture of me looking at the sea?

I love my flying hair

And the rain or the gaze of the eyes

In simple words

Unpack the overloaded heart

There are some emotions that should be told to those who understand

Your tears are more exciting and pity than mine

I vowed to work harder and be more courageous

Wait for the next day

Why don't you go for a walk where you held hands last time and enjoyed the flowers?

Some of the snow will melt on its own

Your shoulders are my open-minded paradise

Wait for the next day

Would you like to send me a picture of me looking at the sea?

I love my flying hair

And the rain or the gaze of the eyes

Time can grind away my edges and corners

Some persistence can never be worn out

Please allow me to be a little proud

Because of your dependence

Wait for the next day

Why don't you go for a walk where you held hands last time and enjoyed the flowers?

Some of the snow will melt on its own

Your shoulders are my open-minded paradise

Wait for the next day

Would you like to send me a picture of me looking at the sea?

I love my flying hair

And the rain or the gaze"

I don't know why, Ai Xinyu felt very much when she sang this song, and it seemed that all her emotions were in it.

"Yingying, why do I feel that Xiaoyu seems to be sad when she sings this song? It seems that she has suffered a lot of emotional injury, but she has never been in love at all! Qin Luo was shocked by Ai Xinyu, she almost cried, her feelings were so rich, she almost suspected that Ai Xinyu was a student of the Conservatory of Music.

"Yes! I think so too. Xiao Wei echoed.

"Since it's a competition, then she must put all her feelings into it! How else can you impress them? Look, how good it works! Ling Ying looked around, and many people were sung and cried by Ai Xinyu.

Ling Ying naturally understands why, who else can she be for besides that netizen? But since she promised Ai Xinyu, she can't betray her!

The two looked around, and it was.

"Little fish is amazing." Qin Luo couldn't help but sigh.

Why Ai Xinyu sang with this effect was that Shen Zhiyan refused to come to see her play, which hurt her heart.

She sang the song as if she understood everything.

Shen Zhiyan refused to come to her game, and in her heart she refused to turn the Internet into reality. They can't go for a walk together, they can't go to the flowers together, they can't take pictures together, they can't see her black and beautiful hair flying, nothing is possible.

Perhaps, it is time for her to let go of this relationship, while it is not deep yet.

At the end of the game, Ai Xinyu won the championship. At the same time, she was also called to the class guide's office.

"Xinyu, congratulations, you won the championship of the campus singer competition." The class guide said to Ai Xinyu.

"Thank you, class guide." Ai Xinyu was not in such a good mood.

"Xinyu, I think you are very good, the time for the school's graduate school exam is coming, I hope you can participate and stay in school for another two years." The class guide said again.

Graduate school entrance examination? It seems to be very good, she can upgrade her education again, and she can also use this to distract her mind, the best of both worlds, she has no reason to shirk.

"Okay, I'll be ready."

Ai Xinyu agreed to the class guide, since this is the case, she should also say goodbye to her "SpongeBob SquarePants".

Back in the dormitory, Ai Xinyu appeared on the school's forum for the last time and sent a message to Shen Zhiyan.

"SpongeBob SquarePants, I won the Campus Singer Contest." Ai Xinyu shared the good news with Shen Zhiyan.

"Congratulations! Sorry, though, I didn't go to see it. Shen Zhiyan was full of apologies, because of his own reasons, he could have gone to meet this "Pai Daxing" who had been with him, but he lost this opportunity.

"I know, but you've got to get out of your lovelorn quickly! Otherwise, I won't forgive you. She still hoped that he would be well.

"Okay." Shen Zhiyan wanted to make up for this regret, "I haven't asked your name for so long." ”

"My name is Xiaoyu, a fish that can swim." It's going to be someone who has decided to let go, and Ai Xinyu feels that there is no need to say it anymore.

Shen Zhiyan forgot to tell her his name.

"It's been so long, and you don't seem to have come out of your ex-girlfriend's affairs. If you want to get out quickly, don't pay attention to her anymore, otherwise you will stay stuck in it and can't get out. Everything is natural, including our understanding, everything just goes with the flow, you can't run away. Now that she's gone, it means that she doesn't belong to you, so don't dwell on it anymore. Let it be......" Ai Xinyu felt that she had to let go, and it was time to remind him one last time.

But Shen Zhiyan didn't feel like this at all, Ai Xinyu had often said this kind of thing to him before, often enlightened him and comforted him, he was used to it.

"Okay."

"I'm tired from today's game, I want to sleep, you rest early."

"Okay."

"Good night."

"Good night."

Shen Zhiyan didn't think that her "good night" became the last word between them.

Ai Xinyu never appeared on the school forum again, and she was ready to take the graduate school entrance examination with peace of mind, and those pasts were sealed there like this, and they were never revealed.

Shen Zhiyan is like her, since she accompanied him, he has become more and more fond of chatting with Ai Xinyu. He found that he seemed to be trapped in this feeling.

It's just that what he didn't expect was that when he woke up the next day, his computer was hacked by Hacker Y, and there was nothing left in his computer, and those chat records were all gone.

When he found his account again, his little fish was gone. But it has always existed in the bottom of his heart. Seeing him like this, Mu Ziyi wanted to find Ai Xinyu again and again, but Shen Zhiyan said: "Since she is gone, it means that she does not belong to you, so let it be." ”

So, Ai Xinyu met Shen Zhiyan, and she was married home by him.