Chapter 237: Experience
But Lu Ze and Su Yue both knew that if they didn't make some changes, they would definitely face the torment of falling into a downturn again.
This state of accumulation of negative emotions is the initiator of destroying a relationship.
But in the face of the current situation, Su Yue had no choice but to let the flow of time and the loss of her soul, and finally in desperation, she had no choice but to send a message to the fortune teller again:
"Auntie, now that Lu Ze and I have reached a certain limit in terms of spirit, I thought that we would be able to alleviate it when we met, but his current physical condition is really poor, and it is estimated that he will not be able to travel far, and the physical condition has been problematic, which has also brought huge mental pressure to the two of us, and I don't know what to do."
After about ten minutes, Su Yue received a reply from her aunt, only to see that she firmly pointed out the crux of the problem:
"Why do you need to contradict each other, I don't know why, have the two of them been separated from each other? The pros and cons are at ease in people's hearts. ”
"It's not that we don't see each other, but we don't know how long we can continue like this."
"If you know yourself and ask for it, how can you insist on it? Or the heart is unsettled, and the same is true of the path of seeking truth and seeking Buddha, and there is no suffering when the heart is fixed. ”
Isn't your heart strong enough? Even Lu Ze, he has come to the present step by step with a sincere heart for this relationship, so for the two of them, is there anything else that needs to be understood?
However, Su Yue silently thought in her heart, if she could really do what the fortune teller aunt said, and really know what she wanted, maybe she wouldn't feel that all this was torment, right? But how can ordinary people easily achieve such a state?
So Su Yue then replied to her aunt:
"But we can't be satisfied with the status quo, and naturally our hearts can't be stable all the time."
"The internal cultivation is not enough."
"Yes, but there are other problems that are bothering us. With his current physical condition, he really needs someone to take care of him for a long time, and for Lu Ze, he can't accept that I or my family take on this responsibility, so even if we meet, it will still be a problem. ”
"The two of them are properly decided, and if it is feasible, he will do it himself."
"If he's still in poor health at that point, that's a real problem."
"Are you too worried, but you haven't been so unsatisfactory that you can't take care of yourself."
"His sister and my family share this concern..."
"Why is this not paralyzed on the couch?"
"It's true, but all the functions of the body are very poor now, and I sweat profusely when I walk a few steps."
"Caused by the wind and cold, it is abnormal, don't be afraid of worrying."
"If it's just a cold wind, you won't be able to travel, unless you're in a really bad state... That's what worries us the most. ”
"Why do you need to admit that you have not been raised? Based on their physical condition, it is not necessary to do so, so why not make it happen a little bit. ”
"I did think so, but my mother thought it would be like waiting any longer... The mentality of Lu Ze and I will both collapse, and it will be even more irreparable at that time. ”
"If you don't know, why don't you listen to other people's worries."
"Hmm... But I do often get influenced by the thoughts of important people around me. ”
"Pick out the bad and save yourself."
It is true that many people are good at planning ahead, thinking that as long as they plan something in advance, they can rest easy, but everything is an unshakable reality, and no one can predict their future accurately, and if they are too unfounded, it will affect their current life.
Thinking of this, Su Yue sighed helplessly, and then said to her aunt:
"Sometimes I think about it, Lu Ze's character is so worrying, and I really have a lot of worries, it seems that we will definitely not be able to live long in the future..."
"This is too much to worry about, it is not advisable, and the birthday has its own fixed number, so you can only tell the two of you to live a long life."
"Oh, that's it... I thought it had something to do with the state of mind, physical condition, and so on. ”
"It's really related, and the two of them will be comfortable and casual in the future, without such worries."
If it is really like what my aunt said, it will be a blessing for two people to be together in such a state of mind in the future. Su Yue thought in her heart.
"If the two of us have this state of mind, it will really be in vain to go through these twists and turns."
"Wait with peace of mind, the years will be quiet."
After chatting with her aunt, Su Yue felt a lot more relieved.
First, there are people who can stand taller than themselves and see farther, and they are willing to answer all kinds of doubts in their hearts for themselves, which makes Su Yue feel very honored. Second, the problems that seem to be troublesome to ordinary people, Auntie can always interpret them from her completely different perspectives, which all makes Su Yue suddenly brighter. Although he was not able to fully understand what his aunt said with his own cultivation at the moment, the revelation power contained in the words was enough to calm Su Yue's state of mind.
And finding a way to eternal peace of mind may be a lifelong lesson.
Su Yue and Lu Ze didn't know what else they needed to learn, but they didn't know that constantly practicing in this hardship was the cultivation in the red dust.
A week later, Lu Ze's body showed signs of recovery, with only occasional symptoms of low-grade fever. It's not a problem to get around, but it's a bit reluctant to get around. But something had to make Lu Ze firm up his desire to travel again.
Because next week is Su Yue's birthday.
A year has passed.
remembers that last year's birthday was the day when the two agreed to meet. In the end, due to various unexpected circumstances, the two could not meet as scheduled.
This year contains too much sadness and helplessness, and their touching and love complement each other, adding a strong color to this relationship.
As for the celebration of Su Yue's birthday, Lu Ze always had a regret in his heart. So this time, no matter what, he wanted to take this opportunity to meet Su Yue and celebrate her birthday with her. Although both of them knew that with Lu Ze's current physical state, they should not have ventured far away, but in the face of such a meaningful day, no one could persuade Lu Ze more. And now that his body has gradually improved, if they can meet smoothly this time, it will surely increase the confidence of the two.
As for next week's trip, Su Yue did not tell the fortune teller aunt in detail, but only told her lightly that Lu Ze had this plan. First, because Lu Ze has made up his mind, even if anyone stops him, he may not be able to persuade him, but this matter is Lu Ze's ability, and there is no need to worry too much. Second, Master is still being treated in the hospital recently, so Su Yue and Lu Ze don't want to trouble Auntie again and distract her.
A week later, seeing that Lu Ze's health had improved, and he was full of confidence because he was prepared in terms of mentality, he went to the airport again the morning before Su Yue's birthday, accompanied by Lu Qian. This time, they deliberately avoided the rush hour of the subway and instead took a taxi directly to the airport.
At the same time, today Su Yue also accompanied Sister Wei to a scenic spot near her home with anticipation, where the scenery is pleasant and the green plants are everywhere, all of which make people feel comfortable.
However, even if she walked in this park surrounded by green trees and breathed in the fresh and pleasant air, she still couldn't eliminate the tension in Su Yue's heart.
Can Lu Ze really meet him smoothly?