Chapter 188: From the Heart
"Okay, then I'll try it again."
Although Su Yue also felt that this move seemed a little nonsensical, for her now, only by doing what the fortune teller aunt told her was the only possible way to work.
In the end, under Su Yue's persuasion, Lu Ze finally agreed to throw away the belt. Lu Qian will return home in a while as they said, replace the curtains in Lu Ze's bedroom, and then dispose of the belt.
After Su Yue told the fortune teller the news that the matter had been handled properly, the two of them chatted briefly.
After in-depth understanding, Su Yue learned from her aunt that this place in Bangkok was already very supernatural, and the place of origin, production, and purchase of leather goods would affect the spirituality of this thing, and the greater aura would be very unfavorable to people.
And she also deliberately repeatedly instructed Su Yue not to be impatient about the marriage between her and Lu Ze, because impatience will increase the trouble, which is counterproductive.
In the next few days, although Su Yue kept in mind the words of the fortune teller aunt and kept her mentality at all times, Lu Ze's situation did not improve. Whether it is his body or mind, he is suffering from unbearable suffering.
A few days later, after repeated examinations, Lu Ze's left leg was still unconscious. The doctor recommends that surgery be scheduled as soon as possible so that the area of necrosis of the leg muscles can be determined. The dead muscle must first be removed, and then drugs must be injected to slowly grow new flesh on its own.
However, doctors still bluntly stated that if the muscle necrotic area is large, it may lead to lifelong disability.
This sentence was like the last straw that crushed the camel at this moment, making Lu Ze's deep inferiority complex tightly wrap it. Even if disability is only one of the very small possibilities, it is enough to make Lu Ze oppressed by it at this moment to the point that it is difficult to breathe.
After arranging the operation at two o'clock tomorrow afternoon, Lu Ze said to Su Yue in an extremely low voice on the phone:
"Su Yue... I don't think we're going to see each other. ”
"Lu Ze, why did you suddenly say that?"
"Because I don't want to bring my bad luck to you. What's more, if tomorrow's surgery is not successful, I will become a disabled person, hehe... What face shall I have to see you? ”
"No, it won't... Tomorrow's surgery will be a success! Don't think about what you have or don't. ”
In fact, Su Yue was not sure whether the operation would go well, and she was also very worried that if Lu Ze's leg muscle necrosis area was too large, eventually causing him to become disabled, how much of a blow it would bring to him. But Lu Ze's emotions were now suppressed to the extreme, and Su Yue thought to herself that no matter how bad she was, she couldn't say something frustrating.
But after a moment of silence, Lu Ze's words still made Su Yue's heart ripple:
"Su Yue... You don't want to be with a disabled person for the rest of your life, do you? ”
"Luze... Say no more..."
"A person who can't even take care of himself... I'm afraid I need you to take care of me in turn, and I promise to support you for the rest of my life... Hehe... It's ridiculous to think about it now. ”
"Lu Ze, if there really is such a day... I mean, I won't leave you behind, we can face it together, and I can take care of you. ”
"I don't need to!"
Lu Ze's heart seemed to be stimulated for a moment, he suddenly couldn't control his emotions again, tears came out of his eyes, and he only heard him whisper in an almost hoarse voice:
"I don't need anyone's sympathy! I can't accept it... I can't accept it... I can't fucking accept it..."
After saying that, there was a helpless cry on the other end of the phone, and then the phone was hung up...
Su Yue froze in place, her eyes full of sadness. The sound of the phone hanging up was still ringing in her ears, and her hands were still hanging in the air.
What else can be done...? What can be done to save Luze?
Su Yue felt that her heart had never been so tired at this moment, and she no longer had any strength to struggle.
A few seconds later, he received a message from Lu Ze, and a few words on the message made her extremely disappointed for a moment:
"Su Yue... Let's break up. ”
In just a few words, the despair and helplessness in Lu Ze's heart were exhausted.
Su Yue stared blankly at the mobile phone screen, at this moment she only felt her heart pounding wildly in her chest, and for a moment she had a feeling that she couldn't breathe.
After a few seconds of silence, Su Yue immediately dialed Lu Ze's mobile phone, but no one answered on the other end of the phone.
She anxiously called Lu Ze's number again and again, and then found that her number had been blocked by the other party. In desperation, she immediately sent a message to Lu Ze:
"Luze... Don't do that. I know you must be in pain right now, feeling hopeless for our future. But you have to follow your heart, don't just give up, we will have to face a lot of things together in the future, and this little setback should not be a reason to bring us down. ”
"Luze... I know you love me, and unless you tell me you don't love me anymore, I won't give up. ”
"Hey... Lu Ze... You're talking. ”
“......”
sent several messages to Lu Ze one after another, but the other party never replied. Su Yue fell into the sofa weakly, holding back her tears from flowing.
After a few minutes, the phone rang. Su Yue clicked on the message with a faint hope, but in an instant, this faint hope was completely crushed by ruthless words:
"Su Yue, yes, I just don't love you anymore. In the future, you can take care of yourself, I believe that you can have a new beginning, and I also believe that you will find the person who can protect you well. I don't deserve it..."
After reading Lu Ze's words, Su Yue felt that her heart had fallen to the bottom at the moment. Although she knew that Lu Ze's words were not from what he really thought, such a resolute tone had obviously deeply hurt Su Yue's heart, and she was powerless to change Lu Ze's decision at the moment.
With no way out again, Su Yue unconsciously clicked on the text message of the fortune teller aunt, and she entered in a trembling voice:
"Auntie... Just now, Lu Ze and I broke up, and I was very resolute. ”
After a while, she received a reply from her aunt, and the message was only two short words:
"Why?"
"Because he injured his leg after the car accident, it was quite serious. During this time, we quarreled frequently, and just now he couldn't control his emotions, and then he broke up with me. ”
"This requires self-cultivation and slow self-control. How serious is his injury? When I saw that he didn't have a fatal disaster, don't worry. ”
"After he was hospitalized for examination, the doctor said that he had muscle necrosis in his left leg and thigh, and he was afraid that he would have lifelong disability if he had to undergo surgery."
"Just cooperate with the doctor's treatment, there is no major problem."
Is it okay......?
Is it really okay as the fortune teller said?
Or is it because she is not the person concerned, and she can't understand the seriousness of the matter, so she comforts herself so indifferently?
Thinking of this, Su Yue's heart was still palpitating, so she continued to ask:
"He also said... I felt that I was destined not to meet me, and I didn't want to bring bad luck to me. I've also heard a friend who practices Buddhism say that when a person still has a lot of karma in his body, it's best not to have frequent contact with him, and he said that this karma will shift, especially between couples or couples. I wonder if this statement exists? ”
"It does exist, not only husband and wife, but also those who help him have the chance to be contaminated. But don't worry about that, I have helped a lot of people, but there has never been any bad results, on the contrary, good karma continues. ”
"Got it... But his attitude is very resolute now, and he took the initiative to break up with me for the first time, which he did not do in the previous difficult situation, and I think he was afraid of delaying me to say this. ”
"The mind is heavier, it's still the old saying, it's important to stick to it."
"I'm trying, but his side is already collapsing, what should I do?"
"Tell him to follow from your heart, and so will you."