I had been thinking about and rehearsing all the obstacles I might encounter, but I didn't expect to get the most unexpected result so easily.

It stands to reason that I should be happy, at least the wish has been fulfilled, but the process of achieving it has made me angry.

Why? There wasn't even half a sentence of retention, as if I was parasitic scabies, and leaving would only make the body rejoice.

For resignation, I didn't expect Lao Bai to approve it so happily, maybe it's really because Sister Zhen is about to send a mid-year lottery!

As I wrote, I suddenly thought of dogs again, which was quite worthless. Maybe my pride is wishful thinking, God knows how much he misses his own people.

May 7 Cloudy

I would have turned my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shone on the ditch.

There was not a hint of wind, and although it was overcast, the hot and humid air was still choking.

Today is the day to go to the company to go through the resignation procedures as agreed, and I went to the bus stop to wait for the bus as usual.

Along the way, my heart is still full of resentment of "going to work again", and I don't seem to have even a little sense of déjà vu about "I'm going to leave".

Maybe it's because the people waiting for the bus are familiar strangers who can't visually remind me that I've left my job?

It wasn't until she got in the car that she was dragged by Zhen Xiaoying to her side in a trance, and then she was enlightened and immediately remembered the purpose of this trip.

Immediately embarrassment, of course, along with embarrassment and anger, but annoyance is not as cheerful and outgoing as embarrassment, and he hid at the beginning.

What if it doesn't hide? If it weren't for Zhen Xiaoying, I would have to buy a standing ticket, and then again, the standing ticket would have made me feel more at ease.

Zhen Xiaoying has a smile on her face, but I really don't know why it laughs, if I have to characterize this laugh, I can only say that it disgusts me.

"I really envy you, I'm finally leaving the demon cave."

Out of politeness and a hint of gratitude, I just smiled at her reluctantly, thinking: Demon cave? I'm afraid it's your paradise! Didn't some people get in with their heads sharpened?

The reason why I didn't say these words was because I was afraid that she would make my departure public in the car.

If so, I can't bear the roll of the eyes of those standing in the carriage.

"I heard you're going home in a few days?" As soon as these seemingly inconsequential words came out, my agitated heart calmed down a little.

"Yes! My cousin got married, and I went back to have a wedding drink. She smiled and said that she didn't know that she thought she was going to get married.

"And when are you going to get married?"

"Me? Even my boyfriend hasn't even written a word, so what are you talking about getting married! ”

Although her tone sounds a little self-deprecating, I feel that her "self-deprecation" is just a thin layer of skin, and the solid "tsundere" wrapped under it is the true portrayal of someone's heart.

I tried my best to look interested and asked, "Didn't you go on a blind date during the Chinese New Year?" ”

"Huh! Of course, it's time to get along, isn't the year just for a blind date! She said with a sneer.

"I guess you're too picky, aren't you?" In saying that, I despise myself a little.

"What a thing!" She was obviously very useful, and continued, "The good-looking family is terribly poor, the family background is a little reasonable, and the appearance is too sorry for the audience......"

I thought: Speaking of sorry audiences, who else can stand it except you Zhen Xiaoying?

"Haven't you always been part of the Appearance Association? Besides, your family is not short of money, right? ”

"I've thought about it too, but if it doesn't work, I'll just find a pleasing one."

Seeing her aggrieved look, I really felt funny, thinking that you can be picky with such a respectful face, it is really feng shui in turn, of course, thanks to family planning.

It's really a grand topic about the other half, and until we got out of the car, to be precise, Zhen Xiaoying didn't have time to finish, so we had to be forced to stop.

Once again, I squeezed into the flow of people who used to mix up every day, and suddenly I felt a sense of life.

Although there is some reluctance, intellectually these are just a faint sadness, and the fragrance is the joy of leaving.

Since it was still early, I naturally followed the flow of people towards the restaurant, perhaps due to habit.

In fact, the subconscious does not give birth to the judgment that "it's too early", this judgment is just speculation after the fact.

Zhen Xiaoying could still look at her before I was in a daze, although there was still a distance from the restaurant at this moment, her generous figure had long since disappeared.

I often hear people around me say: I am not active in eating, and I have problems with my thoughts.

If this truth is true, then Zhen Xiaoying undoubtedly belongs to the category of people with ideological problems. Because the ancients had a saying that it was too much.

I don't know from which day I confidently divided the words of the ancients into two categories: one was criticized, and the other was enshrined.

It's a bit far, okay, back to business. I moved forward little by little with the food queue, and for the first time I didn't complain that the line was too long and the aunt who was eating was too slow.

Even when I sat down in a corner facing the wall with my plate in hand, my heart was filled with contempt for the hurried diners.

If you think about it, isn't this disdain of mine a mockery of my past self? It's just that he didn't control himself at the time, as Li Yishan said - this situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time.

As soon as I picked up my chopsticks, I was drawn to a familiar voice.

"Alas! Liu Dazhen is really, stupid to the point of home, I have never seen anyone more stupid than her, Zhen Xiaoying, you have the most right to speak, you talk about it, is it difficult? Li Yan said.

"Let me state first, we are not the kind of people who talk about the rights and wrongs of others behind our backs, to tell the truth, Sister Zhen is indeed too stupid, and Sister Li is indeed merciful enough, if someone else else had kicked her out, she would have been kicked out."

Zhen Xiaoying paused, presumably swallowing the food in her mouth, this time it was much clearer, and then said, think about it carefully, isn't this disdain of mine a mockery of myself in the past? It's just that he didn't control himself at the time, as Li Yishan said - this situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time.

"Alas! Liu Dazhen is really, stupid to the point of home, I have never seen anyone more stupid than her, Zhen Xiaoying, you have the most right to speak, you talk about it, is it difficult? Li Yan said.

"Let me state first, we are not the kind of people who talk about the rights and wrongs of others behind our backs, to tell the truth, Sister Zhen is indeed too stupid, and Sister Li is indeed merciful enough, if someone else else had kicked her out, she would have been kicked out."

Zhen Xiaoying paused, presumably swallowing the food in her mouth, which was much clearer this time, and continued.