Chapter 19: True Love is Invincible (4)
Kanedaichi led the two to the Audi A6 and went straight to Seoul. Jin Yuyan didn't have time to listen to He Bin's jokes, and to be honest, his jokes weren't funny at all. She rolled down the window, looked at the scenery outside the window, and thought about him, thousands of miles away, but she still couldn't stop her thoughts.
Are you okay? Do you know that I think so much about you? Thinking that we are happy together, even if it is short, but it is also sweet. Are you okay? Do you know that I love you so much? You have to take good care of yourself without me. God, God, please have mercy on me for a moment, I miss him so much, I love him so much, please do me a favor and let him appear next to me......
Silently, she folded her hands, closed her eyes, prayed and pleaded. Then, she couldn't help but want to laugh, God! What's the matter? Even if Heaven had great magical powers, it would be impossible for him to appear now! However, she didn't know that just as she was closing her eyes and praying, the "Rolls-Royce Phantom" behind her drove past her. From the other party's rolled down the car window, she must have noticed something unusual.
However, it was missed. Misleading, dramatic, missed. Some things, some people, missed and no more!
While waiting for a red light, He Bin handed over a map.
"Yu Yan, can you find out where the uncle's home is from the map?"
"I looked for Ao, but I couldn't find anyone who wasn't allowed to laugh. She searched for the map.
Heaven is playing tricks on people like this, and the "Rolls-Royce Phantom" also stopped coincidentally. In that moment, he saw her. It's just that she is burying her head in search of the location of her uncle's house, but she doesn't notice it at all. At this moment, what a surprise would she have if she saw him? She would immediately get out of the car and run away, "elope" with him without hesitation, and be with him without hesitation, even if it was wandering, even if it was the end of the earth. It's just that she didn't notice it.
The green light is on.
So, I missed it again. Happiness was so close in that moment, love was almost within reach in that moment, but it was missed again.
Suddenly, her hand was "pecked" by something. She was startled, subconsciously shrank her hand, and suddenly saw a folded "rocket" on the map, opened the letter, and the familiar handwriting came into view again:
Yan'er, my favorite and most concerned girl, are you okay? Happy, are you happy? I hope you are all right. I am reluctant to let go of you, really, if there is really a next life, I will not miss you again, if there is really a next life, I will wait for you quietly, if there is really a next life, I will not let you be lonely, if there is really a next life, I will love you well. If you and I promise each other in this life, I am willing to give everything to cherish.
Yan'er, my favorite and most concerned girl, I really want to have a happy love with you, I want to kneel and propose to you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, I want to grow old with you and never be separated. It's just that now, if it's just "if", it's just "good thinking", I deeply understand what I'm going to do, so please understand me, understand that I let you go, because I love you so much.
Yan'er, my favorite and most concerned girl, if I can come back, I will tell you out loud how much I love you, and if I go to you, will you still give me a chance?
Yan'er, my favorite and most concerned girl, if I can't come back, please don't be sad, my body will turn into a mountain range, and heaven and earth will live forever. If my eyes can't be opened again, please understand my silence. Don't be sad, because there is the love I have given in the soil, and there is no need to be sad, because the five-star red flag has my blood-stained demeanor!
Yan'er, my favorite and most concerned girl, if you can't sleep all night, if you still miss me in your heart, if you come back, then I will never let you go. Letting go of you is the biggest pain of my life, if God favors me, if God pities me, if God really sends you back to me again, I will hug you tightly and never let go!
Yan'er, my favorite and most concerned girl, I solemnly, * and responsibly tell you: I love you!1314!
At this moment, Jin Yuyan almost screamed. Oh my God! It was only at this time that she realized that the one she had always loved in her heart had also arrived in Seoul, South Korea, and perhaps just now, he saw her! Oh my God!
She looked up suddenly, anxiously looking around, but where was the slightest shadow of him?
From that moment on, she changed, became less talkative, dancing and singing was originally her hobby, but now she doesn't dance anymore, she doesn't sing anymore. He Bin was courteous in every way, sending flowers and gifts, but he never won a smile from the beauty.
In the uncle's company, she is silent, just hard work, because of her outstanding performance, she has won the unanimous praise of the whole company's employees, plus the appearance was originally beautiful and moving, when she learned that she did not have a boyfriend, many male colleagues threw love signals to her, but she always refused to be thousands of miles away. So, she got a nickname: Ice Beauty.
Today, rest.
It's not that she doesn't speak Korean, you know, Korean is her second language besides Chinese. In the dead of night, she opened the diary, with tears in her eyes, with infinite lovesickness, and wrote:
I think you forget to speak, and you think you have to worry about it. Meet in the sea of people, break up overseas. The smile slowly stiffened on the face, the bitterness slowly spread in the heart, the tears slowly swirled in the eyes, but the memory gradually became clear. You know, I think you're so lonely, but you've pushed me to the precipice of love!
I don't understand, if you love me, why do you want to let go of me? I don't understand, if you love me, why can't we be together? I don't understand, where are you good? I don't understand, why am I in love with you?
There is no need for a reason to fall in love, but there are thousands of excuses for breaking up. I used to think that I liked you to repay the favor, and I thought that I really thought so. But then, I really liked you. You're not handsome, you're not tall, but you're funny, honest, and your simplicity touched me. I remember at a female classmate's birthday party, you offered to break up. Your ex-girlfriend is asking you to buy a necklace. You don't have enough money around you, but you donate your rare blood type in exchange for payment, so as to scrape together enough money to buy a necklace.
In the stunned gaze of your ex-girlfriend, I heard you say to her, "You're not my girlfriend, you never have been." All along, I just thought of you as a sister. Don't come to me after that, and I don't know you. ”
As a girl, hearing such a story, I vaguely feel that you are waiting for me. When I knew you still had that silver necklace around your neck, I could really feel, yes, you're waiting for me!
So, I run every day, I insist on exercising every day, I think, you may like your girlfriend to dance and sing, so I immediately go to learn to dance and sing, I think, you may like your girlfriend with excellent grades, right? So, I studied hard, in exchange for always being at the top of my grades, you said you like to go to Korea, so I secretly learned Korean at night......
It's all for you, but why do you want to give me up? I love you more than I love myself, and I can't help but think of you in the dead of night. Every time I woke up in the morning, tears were silently wetting my chest. I want to pretend I don't care, but you've already imprinted it in my heart. I don't want to leave you, I will wait for you, I will continue to think about you, and I will love you unstoppable.
My love, please don't doubt it, there is a saying I want to tell you: if you live and die together, I will never give up, if you no longer cherish it, I will die without regret......
Regarding Jin Yuyan's changes, Jin Tian saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart. He knew that his newborn niece must have had a crush on some boy, but the boy didn't seem to like her, so she was miserable?
Thinking about it, suddenly, he heard a dull "bang"! He was shocked, and subconsciously turned on the light and got up to check, this sight startled him, and he roared in panic: "Yu Yan!"
Jin Yuyan, who was suffering from lovesickness, jumped from the fifth floor, and the blood spread rapidly under her......
She committed suicide by jumping off a building!