If there was a chance to start over, she would not choose to have anything to do with this sun-like boy.

He scared her, she was afraid of losing contact with him, she was afraid that others would find out what she was thinking, that he had someone he liked, that he liked herself, and that he didn't like herself.

It's such a contradiction.

But her secret love can only be a one-man show dedicated to herself, no one is a spectator in the audience, some are just the light that is radiant and close to her.

She refused to communicate with Shi Mingxu only because she knew that it was time to wake up from her dream.

But Shi Mingxu always touched her bottom line again and again.

She had to pay more attention to him.

She likes it and she doesn't like it.

But today, what is it that Shi Mingxu is so anxious to find her?

And those inexplicable words, did they know each other before? I don't remember him, what do you mean?

She couldn't figure it out, and she didn't bother to block herself, after all, people like him probably found some fun in themselves, and then used themselves to make use of themselves.

Thinking of this, Lian Yiner couldn't help but curse himself in his heart, although he was good enough and attractive enough, why did he feel moved by him?

And why did this matter come to this point? Obviously, they could have been good friends, but why couldn't they even be friends because of a Ni Xiaoming?

She really likes him......

Lian Yiner weakly put his hand to his eyes and exhaled deeply.

And now?

They, oh no, are him and her.

Oh, it's really funny to think about it, protecting Ni Xiaoming like that, and also putting on the name of marriage with others, why are you provoking her now?

He came to ask her to let Ni Xiaoming go? Who let go of whom? Shi Mingxu, why is it so excessive?

Is it because Ni Xiaoming was involved, so he gave up his so-called demeanor and his own politeness?

She was tired, tears rolling in her eyes, but she didn't want to cry for this person.

Nothing necessary.

It's true.

She was originally a person who didn't deserve any affection.

Even friendship is a luxury.

That's right, God gave her a flower face and a Lan Zishu, what reason did she have to want more?

In what position and in what qualifications?

Who else is needed to fill the vacancies in some of the places in their lives?

Is it because Shi Mingxu accidentally involved that part of his pain?

It's ridiculous, why did such a naïve idea arise again? How many times has she felt the warmth since she was born? And what reason is there to make yourself "tempted"?

Thinking about it, her tears flowed down her cheeks, she had endured it for too long, she needed a vent, if she had a choice, she would not have come to this world full of sin and malice.

But she couldn't, the sobs that weren't very clear gradually amplified until they turned into a howl.

She is so envious of Ni Xiaoming, she has a good family environment, the people she likes also like herself, if nothing else, she will stay with the people she loves for a lifetime, and she will never lack friends, everyone cares about her and will think about her......

Maybe she has been lonely for too long, although Hua Yan and Lan Zishu take care of their emotions so carefully, she still can't accept such a big sense of disparity, especially when she perceives that Shi Mingxu is different from herself.

Since then, her mind is no longer as simple as before, she wants more warmth, maybe this is desire, what she longs for is what she lacks, such as love.

What her parents didn't have, she didn't have.

Isn't this a luxury for her?