I should have understood.

Guan Fengchen is not a person who is easy to be tricked into words, so either he doesn't say it, or he just wants to say it. Death was the only way to unlock the Snake Eyes' grip, but it wasn't difficult for the snake man subspecies. Su Zi's stepmother died, and Guan Fengchen also died, he had long been sober, but in his opinion, he was away from his sins, not from his sins. He stayed, as before, brainwashing the Eternal Life Pavilion and recruiting the victims, while at the same time, he spent even longer planting bombs in the Eternal Life Pavilion underground palace.

He finally waited for the day when he could kill the demagogic monster once and for all. Of course, he didn't actually kill that monster......

As for me?

My gaze met Shao Zun's eyes, "When did you start wanting to kill me?" ”

I'm just a small incident in Shao Zun's plan to insert Guan Fengchen to kill. And the reason why he wanted to kill me, I understand, but I want to know more about when that reason first appeared.

He also put down his hand that was about to press the close button, and looked at the sides of the touch, he knew that if I didn't want him to go, he couldn't leave it. So Shao Zun smiled helplessly, glanced at the black box in Guan Fengchen's arms, and said, "I'll just say, just blow up the elevator directly, you have to come down and blow it up." That's a lot to do. ”

"They can also die together." Guan Fengchen's other hand pinched the remote control device.

"You're not going to blow it up, at least not when you're both there. You want to die, but you don't want him to be buried with you. I turned my gaze to Guan Fengchen, and immediately returned to Shao Zun, "That guy is dead, there is no need to rush the matter between us, it is better to sit down and chat, and by the way, tell me the answer I care about." ”

"There is no specific time, this thing is like a seed growing, not immediately becoming a giant tree as soon as it sprouts." Shao Zun responded to me.

"But I didn't hurt anyone." I'm not explaining myself, and I don't like to explain myself, and being misunderstood doesn't really matter to me, but I just want to understand why he would want to kill me. Just because I'm no longer human?

Is a tiger who doesn't eat people also guilty?

"That guy down here hasn't hurt anyone before. A bomb is placed there, it will not explode today, it will not explode tomorrow, but sooner or later it will explode. As long as the probability exists, unless you end yourself with death, it will inevitably happen. ”

"Hehe......" I smiled, rubbing my hair, "Shao Zun, when did you become so stupid?" It's ridiculously stupid, isn't it you, all those who attempt to kill should be sentenced to death? ”

I thought I had a point.

I thought Shao Zun would say at least two more words to refute me, but his reason was quite simple: "You are never human. ”

"I don't want to explain anything to you, from beginning to end, everything I did was worthy of my heart."

"Hahaha......"

But Shao Zun suddenly burst out laughing.

I was a little caught off guard by the laughter, "What are you laughing at?" Am I funny? ”

"Isn't it funny? Zora, there are some things that you don't know alone. I can see everything you have been through in the emails you have exchanged with me. Maybe you who narrate the whole process can't see why all this happened, but I can be your mirror, and I'll tell you today! ”

He seemed to be getting serious.

"What are you going to say?" So I'm more concerned about what he's going to say.

"Actually, it's not complicated, you should remember that in the beginning, you were looking for Mina, in order to clear your grievances, in order to seek the truth of everything, in order to let greater troubles and tragedies be stifled. That's what you wanted to do in the first place, right? ”

"Yes, so what?"

"You sent a message the other day saying that Mina had changed, and you were a little disheartened. But why do I always think that you have already noticed the change in Mina, and in fact she is, you are not too surprised. Of course, it doesn't matter, you also mentioned the child many times, called Silent Night. You also have to search for her whereabouts, you reveal that the child is very important to you, and you find two people who have a similar aura to the child. ”

"That's right......"

"I want to ask, why is that child important to you? I remember asking you once, but your answer was vague, you were avoiding the question. Speaking of this, Shao Zun suddenly waved his hand and pushed back the words I was about to say, while he continued: "Let me guess, did you find something in the child? There is a secret that is somehow connected to you, or to that thing in your body! ”

I have said a lot to Shao Zun, but I have never mentioned the relationship between the golden heart and the silent night.

Unexpectedly, he would think so closely.

Is it so obvious?

Mina also found out, or did Du Youlan actually understand?

I was indeed a little dazed by what he said.

But before I could come back to my senses, my ears met his next question, "What are you looking for?" You're getting stronger and stronger, from just healing faster and less likely to die than ordinary people, to now, what have you become? If this is a game, how can you be a monster more than OSS, right? ”

"......" I was speechless.

Shao Zun continued: "Do you know, in fact, I can see your efforts, you are trying to make yourself more and more like a monster, although you don't say it directly, but all your actions are in pursuit of power. Every time you're going to explore a new unknown mystery, you know I see an excitement in the text you send? You fall in love with your evolution, and maybe sometimes you don't know it, and you deliberately risk yourself just to make yourself stronger. It's true to be strong, but are you strong, or is it? ”

Speaking of this, Shao Zun suddenly pointed to my chest, "Do you remember?" You said you had a monster in you. That was the beginning of your correspondence with me, and you often mentioned this. But what about now? It's been a long time since you've heard it mentioned, and you've killed it completely? You don't seem to have the ability either, you don't fight for the body anymore? Or unconsciously, you, have been equated with it. Can you still find it in your body? Don't rush to answer me, look for it? ”

I hadn't noticed it for a long time, as if it had never been there.

I control all the power that now belongs to me.

And I have to admit that I really fell in love with this power.

I want to change many things, but the only thing I don't want to change is to give up this power. If anyone says that I can return to my life as before, and I still have the Mina I remember in the past, but at the cost of losing this power, then I may really hesitate for a while, and maybe I don't know how to choose in the end.

"I admit ......," so I responded, "I admit that I do have the power to desire the King Worm, I want to get more, and I even wonder if one day I can concentrate the power of the seven King Worms in my body." ”

"Heh, sure enough, it's you, Zora, if someone else might defend themselves. You won't. ”

"I won't, but what if I admit it? Why justify? It's still the same sentence, what did I do, what did I do wrong? Have I ever harmed anyone? ”

"Don't you?"

"I ......"

In an instant, my mind flashed back to the Forgotten Pool of Nameless Village.

"People who are lost never feel lost. Zoraku, I really want to say that you should turn back, but you can't turn back, maybe you don't know that you have been completely devoured by the monster in your body. You've long since ceased to be Zoraku, and you've long since lost yourself. ”

Shao Zun's words were a critical blow to me, and he said what I cared about the most.

But all I care about is the loss of myself, because I'm still afraid of this, but it also makes me understand that at least for now, I'm still myself.

"Shao Zun, maybe you're right a lot, treat me as a bomb, or maybe it's right, I won't justify anything. But there is one thing that only I understand, no matter how gorgeous you say, people must at least believe themselves before believing in others. ”

At this point, it's already the end.

I walked up the elevator and looked at the two people next to me, "You can't kill me, and I won't kill you." If you don't want to go up with me, just wait for the next one. But if you want to stop me, it's impossible, I'll definitely go back to the ground. ”

They didn't leave, and Shao Zun pressed the close button after I entered the elevator.

The elevator was shaking, and all three of us were looking at ourselves in the mirror on the elevator door.

"The failure was complete, and I thought it was a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to give you a ride at the end." The first to speak was Shao Zun, "I will find another way to do the last thing for you." Zola a few months ago, would have liked to see me do it. ”

"People never change, I'm the same person I was a few months ago, if you treat me as a monster, then you've been friends with Monster Zoro for a few years." As he spoke, I turned my gaze to Guan Fengchen, who had been silent beside me, "This makes sense. By the way, your acting skills are good, but it's a pity that such a person is now thinking about how to commit suicide, right? I haven't been talking, probably because I'm still in a pre-death monologue with myself, right? ”

He didn't look at me, just responded lightly: "Today my wish has been granted, after so long, I finally feel at ease." If it weren't for you, I probably wouldn't have any regrets at all. ”

"So you're really going to gouge out your own eyes."

"I have lost everything, and before I become a monster, destroying myself can be regarded as the final atonement."

"Heh......" I smiled coldly, "Those who die because of you will not forgive you because you are dead." Your kind of atonement is worthless, and even asking for peace of mind looks stupid. ”

The elevator went up to the top floor, and we were in the pavilion on the bridge in the center of the artificial lake, except for the collapse of the bungalow, which was the same as when I came in earlier.

"Shao Zun, this is the last time, I know that with your character, you will continue to find a way to kill me, but next time, I will get rid of the troubles forever." The three of us left the manor as if nothing that had happened here had ever existed, and if it weren't for my last conversation, it would have been murderous.

I'm not scaring people.

If he causes me trouble again, I will really kill him and kill Shao Zun.

What I want to do, no one can stop me, I can destroy my own memories with my own hands for this, and I can also kill my best friend for this unknown thing.