City of Youth Chapter 20 Hold on to the past just to remember you

All morning, Su Luo seemed to have lost his soul, lying in front of the window and constantly playing with the flower branches that had just been inserted in the vase. Her eyelids drooped, and she could see faint dark circles around her eyes, her eyes were hollow, her face was slightly pale, and her confident face became unusually haggard. Ai Wen, who is usually like a fart, has not contacted him for a few days, and it seems that the world has evaporated, during which Su Luo comforted him once, but he still did not get a reply.

Aiwen's sudden disappearance was obviously not what she expected, she had been held in the palm of Aiwen's hand and she was a little uncomfortable without Aiwen's presence at this time, but the shackles in her heart were slowly loosened, and she no longer had to endure staying with someone she didn't love.

In the past few days when Ai Wen was away, Su Luo has been thinking about how to break up with him, Su Luo has thought a lot in the seemingly short few days, she has made her mind clear, she doesn't like Ai Wen, because her guilt and being with him is a harm to everyone.

"Knock-knock-knock-" Someone knocked on the door, "Is it Su Luo, your takeout has arrived." ”

Since the day Evan disappeared, every morning the takeaway boy brought her breakfast, and she guessed that the person who ordered her takeout was Evan , but why didn't he come to see her?

Su Luo opened the door weakly and took the breakfast, "Thank you." She said weakly.

"You're welcome, I wish you a pleasant meal, and remember to give a five-star review."

"Brother, good morning~" Li Wenxuan rubbed her eyes and yawned, looked at Li Wenxiao who was preparing breakfast and said.

"Morning, stinky girl." He replied.

Li Wenxuan's family is still the same, and they still maintain their original living conditions.

"Arwen, have you really decided to study abroad? You've always rejected us. Aven's mother said incredulously.

"Yes, Mom, I decided." Evan looked relieved.

"You kid gave up your girlfriend?" Aven's father teased.

At this time, Ai Wen discussed with his parents about studying abroad, and Ai Wen's parents had always hoped that he could further his studies so that he could better inherit the family business, but Ai Wen refused to agree for Su Luo's sake. Now that Evan suddenly offered it, his parents were taken aback.

"I have decided to work hard to study abroad, and then return to China to develop my career, and also to live up to your expectations of me. As for Su Luo's affairs, I will take care of it, please rest assured. Ai Wen smiled slightly and said calmly. Evan seemed to have matured overnight, and the youthful childishness in his eyes had disappeared in favor of unwavering faith.

Aiwen's father stood up, looked at the child who had suddenly grown up for some reason, patted him on the shoulder, and said, "Awen, you have finally grown up, I will ask someone to apply for a visa for you." ”

Ai Wen was silent, "Luoluo, I will never appear in your life again in the future, I hope you are happy." He muttered inwardly.

The last beating made Ai Wen extremely sober, and what Li Wenxiao said, he thought about it for a long time, a person's selfish love has forged a wrong relationship, and it's time to let go.

Evan wanders the streets alone, passing through the restaurant he and Su Luo frequented, full of his memories.

"Luoluo, let's write a casual post here." So he wrote on it: Always be with Su Luo, always love Su Luo.

At that time, he was like a child, and he was always so naïve in front of Su Luo. That's right, when you like someone, you must be naïve, the whole world is her (him), and every smile touches your heart.

"Wow, windmill!" A couple passed by Aven, and the girl looked at the windmill and said. Ai Wen couldn't help but think of Su Luo, who also had that expression when he saw the windmill, which was very cute.

He had traveled all the places in the city and Su Luo throughout the day, and he was very satisfied with the time he spent with Su Luo. Those good memories are so fixed in his mind, which is both beautiful and hurtful in his heart.

In the evening, he walked alone on the road, his face expressionless. He seems to block out all the voices around him, the whole world is only himself, and he constantly recalls the past, good and bad, happy, sad......

"I'll remember everything between us." He said to himself.

When he got home, he lay on the bed with a "plop", looking at the whitening ceiling in a silent daze, two lines of tears flowing down the corners of his eyes to the sides, and he covered his head with the quilt.

"I really don't want to leave you." He cried and said, "I really love you, Su Luo, I love you, I love you, I love you......" He repeated "I love you" over and over again, and a big man was hiding in the quilt and crying, leaving the person he loved was so painful. Aven now only felt as if his soul was about to be drained, and he always felt that something was missing in his heart, which was worse than cutting a piece of flesh from him alive.

The light from outside the building shines through the windows, bringing a gauzy shimmer. A dark room, a man hiding under the covers and sobbing. It's good to cry, and the next day no one knows that he is still sad, and he is still reluctant.

Late at night, Ai Wen picked up a pen and paper, preparing to leave a letter for Su Luo, his eyes were red, his eyes were bloodshot, his eyelids were swollen like bubbles, and there were even undried tears in the corners of his eyes.

He trembled and held the pen and wrote every word heavily, it was a silent farewell, and he hoped that when he parted, Su Luo would remember himself when he saw his letter, even if it could leave a little impression in her heart.

Because of the shaking of his hands, the words he wrote were crooked, he crumpled the paper, threw away one after another, and finally he held his head and lay motionless on the table.

When he was in a calm mood, he slowly picked up the pen and paper and wrote every word with difficulty.

At this time, Su Luo was lying on the bed tossing and turning, unable to sleep, she had been insomnia for the past few days, and there was always a pimple in her heart, which made her uncomfortable.

"Luoluo!" Aven called out to Su Luo from a distance.

"Arwen? Where have you been these days? Evan looked at her with a smile and didn't say a word.

"Say it quickly." Su Luo said anxiously, and Ai Wen always smiled.

In the end, Ai Wen left without looking back, and Su Luo kept calling him in the back to no avail, and Su Luo wanted to know what was going on.

"Arwen!" Su Luo sat up suddenly, and broke out in a cold sweat, it turned out to be a dream, is this a day and night?

She looked at her phone, it was already early in the morning, Su Luo lay down again, closed her eyes, and those troubles appeared in her mind again, lingering.

As soon as the sky was dark, a flash of red appeared on the horizon, and although the sun had not yet risen, the light had already enveloped the entire city.

It was the next day since Evan opened his eyes, he stretched his numb limbs, he somehow fell asleep on the table last night, next to him was the finished letter. He carefully folded the letter and put it in the envelope, "This sleep is the next day, let it pass." He muttered to himself.

Evan stayed there for a long time, and finally picked up his phone and dialed his father's assistant's phone number.

"Hey, Uncle Ming."

"Arwen, what's wrong?"

"Please help me deliver a letter to Su Luo." Evan said quietly.

"Okay."

"Alas......" Li Wenxiao sighed, he was entangled all morning, whether to send "good morning" to Su Luo, he made up all kinds of possibilities in his mind, Su Luo didn't reply to him, Su Luo directly blocked him, Su Luo teased him...... A man who is cold and proud in front of others, but he is helpless in the face of the person he likes.

Just when he was entangled, Li Wenxuan lightly clicked "send", Li Wenxiao was stunned for a moment, then tilted his head, and found that his sister was leaning in front of his mobile phone, and he quickly withdrew the message.

"My sister-in-law's name is very good, not bad." Li Wenxuan said seriously, and then grinned again.

"Stinky girl, when did you come over?" Li Wenxiao turned off the screen of his mobile phone.

"Brother, it's because you're too focused, I've been in front of you for a long time, seeing that you're so entangled, I'll click it for you." Li Wenxuan said mischievously.

Li Wenxuan has been observing Li Wenxiao for a long time, and she sometimes sees Li Wenxiao often turning over that girl's circle of friends, and she will not get tired of watching it ten or twenty times. So she felt that her brother was already trapped by love, and Li Wenxuan was anxious when she saw his tangled appearance just now.

But it's fun now, I don't know if Su Luo saw the news that Li Wenxiao withdrew, Li Wenxiao was especially looking forward to Su Luo's reaction.

"Brother, is this my future sister-in-law?" Li Wenxuan became naughty again.

Li Wenxiao's face turned red as soon as he brushed it, "Wow, brother, you blush, you also blush." Li Wenxuan laughed.

"Hello~" At this time, Su Luo was brushing his teeth, and suddenly sneezed, and all of a sudden the mirror was full of bubbles.

"Who's muttering about me?" Su Luo couldn't help but say.

After washing, just like yesterday, there was a takeaway brother who brought her breakfast, and she reluctantly took the breakfast, wondering when Evan would show up.

Su Luo put breakfast in the living room, returned to the bedroom and just turned on the phone screen, and couldn't help but turn off the mobile phone again, and then turned it on again. She couldn't believe that it was Li Wenxiao who sent her a message, and her heart beat faster with excitement, however, when she looked closely, she found that it was just a withdrawn message. So, did he send it by mistake or what? Su Luo's original excited mood was gone, only embarrassment, and he was happy in vain. To go back or not to go back, that's the question.

Li Wenxiao on the other side looked at his mobile phone from time to time, "Ding-" He picked up his mobile phone excitedly, but he just pushed a message. He threw his phone aside and picked it up again after a while.

"Awen, I've already sent someone to deliver your letter."

"Okay, thank you, Uncle Ming." Evan said.

"What's polite with me?" Immediately after that, there was a hearty laugh on the other side of the phone.

"Luoluo, goodbye, I have collected all the memories you gave me, I hope you can be happy, I believe that person will take care of you."