"Hehe, Fang Min, you ......" I didn't know what to say for a while.

"I'm kidding you, give it to ......" Fang Min raised his head, glanced at me, and then smiled and handed me the small square box solemnly again.

Seeing this, I also solemnly took the gift carefully prepared by Fang Min with both hands and took it, but just as I was about to open it, Fang Min stopped me and said, "Brother Jiuyi, you wait." ”

"What's wrong?" I asked, puzzled.

"Oops, forget it, open it!" Fang Min bit her lower lip, as if she had made a major decision, and said to me shyly.

Seeing this, I was a little strange, so I tentatively said to Fang Min: "I'm open!" ”

"Hmm!"

Fang Min kept his head down and didn't speak, just nodded in agreement.

At this moment, although I couldn't see her face, I could see that the roots of her ears were inexplicably red at this time.

What is this girl doing? God mysterious!

I thought to myself, and then I opened the box with a force in my hand.

When the box was opened, I saw an old diary inside, the cover was that kind of earthy yellow, and it was full of traces left by the years, and the cover was written in two large black characters "Ten Years".

Looking at this notebook, I was a little tempted, so I reached out and took it out, looked back at Fang Min and asked, "Fang Min, is this ......?"

"Brother Jiuyi, open it and take a look!" Fang Min looked at me and said with a blushing face.

"Good!" I nodded and opened the notebook.

The first page after opening is written in pencil, and the handwriting is not very clear, like that written by a child.

I saw the beginning written: Today is March 24, 2010, and it is also the birthday of Brother Jiuyi, I seem to like him, I cried and asked my mother to buy me this book, I want to use him to record every day of me and Brother Jiuyi, I hope ...... On the day when this book is full, I hope ...... Ten years later, I can give him this notebook as his girlfriend or wife.

Seeing what was written in the first article at the beginning, I was stunned for a moment, quickly closed the book, and looked back at Fang Min.

Fang Min's face was already red as if he was congested at this moment, and he buried his head deep between his legs, not daring to look at me.

Seeing this, I opened my mouth and said to Fang Min: "Fang Min, you are ...... It's a joke! ”

"Brother Jiuyi, I'm not kidding, I'm serious, I don't believe you can continue to look down!" Fang Min suddenly raised his head, looked at me with extremely serious eyes and said.

"Okay!" I followed Fang Min's words and continued to look down.

I saw that in the next diary, almost every one had my name, and each one had the word "like"!

This shocked me, I knew that Fang Min liked me, but I never thought that she would like me to such an extent, and even treat me as the whole of her life.

Her diary is densely packed with records of everything about me, from our childhood to the bits and pieces of school, some things that I think are insignificant, but she records them as happiness on the paper.

This kind of heavy love made me more scared than moved, afraid that I would live up to her expectations.

I didn't dare to look any further, because the more I looked at it, the more I felt indebted to her, and the more I looked at it, the more guilty I became, and in this kind of thing, I would rather choose to run away.

"Brother Jiuyi, why don't you watch it?" Fang Min looked up at me and asked after seeing me close the diary.

"Fang Min, is it worth it for you to do this?" I looked at Fang Min and asked.

After Fang Min heard my words, he stared at me with his eyes and said seriously: "It's worth it!" Brother Jiuyi, you know, I've liked you since I was a child, even if you broke up with me later, not only did I not blame you, I just felt that maybe I didn't do well enough, I once tried to forget about you, but I found that I couldn't do it at all, my love and dependence on you, over time, not only did not weaken, but slowly went deep into the bone marrow, love to the depths. ”

Listening to Fang Min's words, I was a little overwhelmed in an instant, and I didn't know how I should answer her and respond to her heavy love.

Fang Min saw that I didn't speak at the moment, raised his head to look at me, and continued: "Brother Jiuyi, do you know? I haven't seen you these days, I'm really uncomfortable, I don't even know how I should live without you, the last time you helped me deal with Chen Wenbin, although I knew it was just acting, but I was really happy, and even in the end I was hit by a car, but I can see you working so hard for me, I really feel so happy, at that moment, I feel like the happiest person in the world, I don't regret it a little, if I choose I will still be willing to be hit by a car again, As long as you can care about me, it's enough! Brother Jiuyi, would you like to be with me again? I really like you! ”

At this moment, I face Fang Min's sudden confession, I really don't know what I should do, frankly speaking, I do have a good impression of Fang Min, I broke up with her before because of Liu Ruotian, and now logically I should be able to promise her, but I don't know why there is always a voice in my head, repeatedly telling myself that I can't agree.

However, just when I was about to say no, looking at Fang Min's eyes full of anticipation, I really couldn't bear to say it.

What exactly should I do?

………………………………

"Fang Min, I don't deserve your love so much!" I looked at Fang Min and said.

"It's worth it!" Fang Min blurted out.

"It's worth it there, I have no money and no background, although I don't look ugly, but I'm not handsome, it's worth your liking there?" I looked at Fang Min and said.

"Although you have no money and no background, you are filial and self-motivated. These are more reliable than money and background, as for appearance, as long as I like the person, in my eyes, every move is handsome, otherwise even if he looks good, it will be meaningless to me! Fang Min looked at me and heard the affectionate words.

Hearing Fang Min's words, I was silent, sitting on the bench and being silent for a long time, I didn't know what I should say or do at the moment.

"Brother Jiuyi, don't you like me?" The anticipation in Fang Min's eyes slowly turned into disappointment.

"Fang Min, you are a good girl, you should belong to a better man, I don't deserve your liking, don't say anything else, as a soul contract person, you will not have a good ending with me!" I looked at Fang Min and said.

After Fang Min heard my words, his eyes slowly filled with tears, and he looked at me and said in a choked voice: "Brother Jiuyi, you don't have to be like this, I already expected this kind of ending when I came, I won't force you to like me!" ”

"Fang Min, you misunderstood what I meant, I didn't mean that!" I looked at Fang Min's pitiful appearance, and I felt really uncomfortable.

"Then you like me!" The color in Fang Min's eyes that had dimmed instantly rose.

"No, Fang Min, listen to me, it's not a reason to like it or not, but if you're with me, I might hurt you, do you understand? So you and I are completely two worlds people, we can't be together at all, you know what I mean? "I watched Fang Min say these cruel words, because if I don't completely explain these words today, it will make her still have thoughts, instead of being entangled and miserable in the future, it is better to cut through the mess directly today and cut off all her thoughts, so that it is good for both of us.

"Brother Jiuyi, do you understand? What's the point for me if I can't be with you, even if I live to be a hundred years old? Fang Min said, sobbing in a low voice.

"Fang Min, you remember, no one can be the meaning of your life! Your life is yours alone! When I had said this, I lifted my legs and walked into the distance.

As I walked away, Fang Min's crying became louder and louder, but I didn't dare to look back.

I can't accept her, I can only use this way, I just hope that after tonight, she can let go of her obsession and live her own life.

At this moment, after I walked from the bench not far away to the door of the Yin-Yang Council Pavilion, I couldn't help but shed a tear that fell on Fang Min's diary in my hand.

Seeing this, I raised my head, let the tears flow back, and looked at the night sky, the night sky tonight was not as dark as before, revealing an abnormal brightness, which seemed to reflect my heart, and seemed to reflect that the communication between me and Fang Min was broken and could not be healed.

With this apology and sadness, I slowly opened the door of the Yin Yang Council Pavilion and walked in, and after entering, the fat guy was lying on the bed playing games, and when he saw me coming back, he looked up and said casually: "Second brother is back!" ”

"Hmm!" I said yes and sat down at the table in the hall.

At this moment, my mobile phone rang suddenly, and when I saw this, I took it out, and saw that it was a message sent to me by Fang Min: "Brother Jiuyi, I'm going back, thank you for rejecting me so directly, ...... in the future I'll never pester you again. I wish you happiness and health for the rest of your life! In addition, I would like to say that this life is worth met, thank you! ”

After seeing Fang Min's message, I didn't reply because I didn't know what I should recover.

I turned off my phone and lay down on the bed to rest, but I couldn't sleep at all, my heart couldn't calm down, and my mind was full of some messy things.

Just when I was upset, the voice of the red carp suddenly came: "Lord Wang, are you okay?" ”

"Is that you?" I asked.

"Well, it's my lord! I feel your mood swings a lot, are you okay! The red carp asked me with concern.

"I'm fine, how are you?" I asked the red carp.

"I'm fine, if you really can't calm down, you can go out for a walk, forcibly suppressing your emotions like this will have a great impact on you!" Red carp said to me.

"Red carp, you're right, I can't sleep anyway, so why don't you just go out for a walk, can you accompany me? Just in time I can show you around! I said to the red carp.

"Okay, lord, I really want to see what the world will be like in this thousand years." Red carp also said happily to me.