Hello, Xu Xiangyang, I'm Chen Xiaokui, do you remember me, since graduating from junior high school, we haven't been in touch for nearly eight years, I took the liberty to write this letter, but I hope you can read this letter carefully, this letter is a full stop that I drew for my youth Xu Xiangyang, we met when we were in the second class of junior high school, although we were divided into a class, but we didn't intersect at the beginning, to be honest, my first impression of you is that I think your English is too poor, but because of your English scores, we were divided into a study groupSince then, we have also started our front and back table mode.

Your deep hatred of English is simply the mathematical version of me, your English is very ordinary but your science grades are outstanding, especially physics, I still remember one hot afternoon, a circle of people around you to copy your physics papers, when a person asked you why your physics grades are so good, you smiled proudly and said that I will be a physicist in the future, I looked back at you, just that glance, the May sun poured on your face, your eyes seem to have stars, I envy your confidence, cheerfulness and optimism, The confidence you exude from your bones is something I haven't had in my life, and maybe that's why I liked you later.

The first time we had a conversation was because you didn't do your English homework, you poked me lightly in the back with a pen, and when you saw me turn around, you smiled and asked me: Can the representative of the English class take pity on your group member and give me a homework for reference, I thought I didn't know what to say when you smiled, and I didn't look good at anything.

Since that time, you have been frequently looking for me to learn from my homework, so much so that every time I do my homework, I first complete my English homework, and my notes are neatly written.

At that time, I had a long ponytail, you always like to shake my ponytail with a pen when you are in class, I don't like others to touch my hair, I have warned you many times with a straight face not to move, but you always smile at me with a mean face, and I can't help you I'm a very slow person.

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I'm ashamed to say that when I was in junior high school, I didn't have a friend who I had a close friend, and when you saw me eating dinner alone, you came over with a bowl to eat with me, and I was very grateful to you at that time, because I had been eating alone, and this went on for five days, just when I thought you could eat with me all the time, after you sat down for the last time, your friends shouted your name behind your back and told you to come and eat together, and you smiled at me and said, I'm sorry, class representative, I'm going to find my friend, Before I could stay, I saw you sit at another table with your meal, and a beautiful girl at your table looked at me for a while, and then laughed and played with you, and then I suddenly realized that you never called me by my name, and you always called me the class representative.

I am Chen Xiaokui, not a class representative, nor a class leader because of my grades and quiet, in the third year of junior high school, I was appointed as the class leader, those days just in time for the sports meeting, you reported a thousand meters, when I registered the athletes in the last game, I only had time to watch your game, I saw you running freely under the scorching sun like the wind, you won the second place, I was excited to hold a bottle of water and stand at the finish line to cheer for you, I actually want to say congratulations to you in person, But you don't lack my congratulations, you will always have a group of friends with you around you, I'm just a classmate in the way, the seats were changed after the sports meeting, we are not at the front and back tables, nor are we a group, and you won't ask me for English homework and notes, I'm a little disappointed.

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I held a parent-teacher conference in the countdown to the 100th day of the high school entrance examination, my father and I were on the balcony on the third floor, you were chatting with your friend downstairs, I told my father that the handsome boy in white clothes and school pants was my crush, my father also praised you for being very sunny and cheerful, touched my head and told me that there is nothing wrong with liking someone at this age, but he hopes that we can make progress together and be admitted to a key high school, but it is a pity that we have no intersection after the high school entrance examination.

I heard that you went to the second key high school and participated in the physics competition, I heard that you had a big quarrel with your parents and resolutely embarked on the road of physics, I heard that you often go to the gymnasium to play basketball, I once secretly watched you play, very handsome, just when I thought that when I was admitted to college I could tell you my heart, I heard that you fought with students from other schools for a girl, it turned out that everything was what I thought, these things are not what I heard, I deliberately asked, after the college entrance examination, you stayed in the south, I went to the north, It's not that no one chased me in the four years of college, but I still don't think I can let go of you, so ah, don't meet too amazing people when you're young.

Do you remember the places you want to go to sent by your WeChat circle of friends, I have been there, I want to go to the places you have been, see the scenery you like, I am graduating this year, so I want to give my youth a happy end, that is, this letter I tell you that I like you not because I want to be with you, I just feel very lucky, I have met you and liked you for almost eight years, you don't have unnecessary emotions, I won't entangle you, I miss you very much, at every sunset and dusk.

Crush is to ask for Buddha, I never pray that you will respond to my feelings, you deserve my love for you, I like you, Xu Xiangyang, but that's all I wish you a bright future and a safe year.

Mail: Chen Xiaokui

Receiving: Xu Xiangyang.

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"Where?"

Chen's mother was playing mahjong while shouting with her mobile phone in her ear, and at this time, a chicken was thrown out of her hand, with a golden smile on her face, and her eyes were slit.

"It's time to get off the highway"

Chen Xiaokui played the steering wheel in an orderly manner Hearing the laughter from the other side, he told again, "Old lady, don't forget to go home for dinner this time." ”

Chen's mother turned on the mobile phone and put it on the mahjong table and shouted, "I know, I know, by the way, your brother has a parent-teacher meeting at half past five in the afternoon, and your father and I don't have time, you go by the way, on the bar!" ”

Chen Xiaokui hung up the phone and went straight to her brother's school, Chen Xiaokui picked up the co-pilot's bag and got out of the car after turning off the engine, because Chen Baichuan changed a teaching building in the third year of junior high school, so Chen Xiaokui didn't know where the specific location was, she looked around, and decided to follow the parents who came together, and only found Chen Baichuan's classroom on the third floor after asking one by one.

"What's the matter with this monkey! You won't be able to grab the fart position?! Chen Baichuan was so angry that he almost dropped his mobile phone, and suddenly felt that there was someone in front of him, and when he raised his eyes, he found that his sister had stood in front of him for a long time, Chen Baichuan was startled and said, "Sister, when did you come back?!" ”

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Chen Xiaokui said, "In the afternoon, I will come over to give you a parent-teacher meeting before I go home," Chen Baichuan quickly got up and gave way to the position, "Hehe, my dear sister has worked hard!" ”

Chen Xiaokui sat in Chen Baichuan's position expressionlessly, picked up the test paper of his motherland, and said softly after reading it for a long time.

"Are you determined to play esports?"

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