Chapter 232: On the Sacrifice of Death

The car galloped all the way until noon, and the five of Lei Sanye rushed to Qinling, and after everyone had a meal together, they continued to rush towards the foot of Qinling Mountain.

After arriving at the foot of Qinling Mountain, Lei Sanye looked up at the Qinling Mountain, where the mountains were connected, and there was no end in sight.

Then he opened his mouth and asked Na Fugui: "Fugui, there are too many mountains in this place!" This Northeast Dark Dragon Mountain, where is it? ”

"Third master, if you come to this place for the first time, you will definitely not find it, but I will never forget that place for the rest of my life, even if I smell it, I can find it, so you can rest assured! I'm going to bring everyone to the place! Fugui looked at Lei Sanye and said.

"Okay, since you say so, I'm relieved, everyone will sort out the equipment and supplies on the spot, and in ten minutes, we will be ready to enter the mountain!" Lei Sanye looked at everyone and said.

Then everyone began to prepare their things, and when they were almost finished, everyone followed Na Fu and walked into the mountain in front of them.

This Qinling Mountain has always been mysterious, at this moment, Lei Sanye and a few people, walking on this winding mountain road, looking at both sides, they saw that this dirt road is not wide, and the grass on both sides is full of all kinds of wild flowers.

And the further you go, the more trees and flowers there are, some of which grow to your knees. Looking at these things in front of them, Lei Sanye and the five of them continued to walk forward.

As time passed, after Lei Sanye and the five of them crossed the foot of the mountain, they began to walk towards the top of the mountain, the road up the mountain became narrower and steeper, and the surrounding trees became more and more dense.

Looking at the road in front of him, Fugui didn't say a word, and continued to hurry, seeing this, Lei Sanye and the others didn't say a word, followed Fugui, and walked towards the front silently.

In this way, everyone hurried silently, and after walking for more than two hours, they passed the first mountain peak and reached a flat land.

It was a flat land full of vegetation, and there were two or three bags of dirt in the flatland.

Seeing this, Lei Sanye looked at those dirt bags and immediately shouted, "Stop!" ”

Hearing Lei Sanye's words, everyone stopped, looked back at Lei Sanye, and Lei Sanye looked around, and then squatted down and touched the ground with his hands.

At this moment, Lei Sanye looked at the soil and was drenched, which showed that this place was not a good place.

Seeing this, Lei Sanye immediately stood up, hurriedly ran to the edge of the cliff, looked down, and saw that there was a river in the south under the cliff, and from a distance, the river stretched endlessly, surrounding this flat land.

Seeing this, Lei Sanye knew that this land was not peaceful and was a dangerous place, so he must be cautious and cheer up.

"Third Master, what's wrong?" The fat man walked over and looked at Lei Sanye and asked suspiciously.

"Something is wrong with this place. Let everyone be careful, don't be careless, this place is probably a gathering place! Lei Sanye shouted to everyone.

After everyone heard Lei Sanye's words, they all nodded their heads to show their understanding.

Then Lei Sanye walked side by side with Na Fugui in the front, and then walked cautiously step by step towards the front.

This place is really a dangerous place, Lei Sanye is very uneasy in his heart at the moment, he is afraid that something will happen.

Thinking like this in his heart, Lei Sanye led this group of people to continue walking towards the front, and after walking all the way for almost ten minutes, suddenly Lei Sanye saw that not far in front of him, a small village appeared.

"How come there is a village in this mountain?" Lei Sanye looked at the village in front of him and asked Fugui beside him.

"This ...... I don't know, I didn't have it when I came before! Is it a mistake! Fugui also looked at the village suspiciously.

"Probably not, maybe it's been a long time, that's why there will be this village, don't worry about it for now, let's take a look!" I looked at Fugui and said.

Then he led everyone down the mountain, and when he walked to the side of the village, Lei Sanye turned his head and said to the man called Ling: "Ling, look, is there a problem with that village?" ”

After Ling heard Lei Sanye's words, he nodded and looked towards the village, and after a long time, he turned around and said, "No problem!" ”

After hearing Ling's words, Lei Sanye turned around and said, "Could it be that I was too worried." ”

Saying that, Lei Sanye looked at everyone and said, "Okay everyone, let's take a rest in this village tonight!" Tomorrow morning, we will continue on our way! ”

"Good!" The crowd agreed.

Then, Lei Sanye led everyone and walked towards the village in front, and as soon as he entered the village, the villagers immediately surrounded him, looked at Lei Sanye and others and asked, "Who are you?" Where did you come from, and where are you going? ”

After hearing the words of the villagers, the fat man was the first to speak: "This is a philosophical question! We are not convenient to answer! ”

"What do you mean?" A middle-aged man stood up and looked at the fat man with unkind eyes and said.

Seeing this, Lei Sanye stepped forward and looked at the middle-aged man and said, "Hello, please don't misunderstand, we are just here to travel, passing by your land and wanting to spend the night, don't you know if it's convenient?" ”

Hearing Lei Sanye's words, an old man walked out, looked at Lei Sanye and said: "Convenient, convenient, all guests come from afar, what's inconvenient, please come in!" ”

"Thank you!" Lei Sanye looked at the old man and said.

Then Lei Sanye and a few people, under the order of the old man, walked into the village, and when they entered the village, the old man took Lei Sanye and others to walk forward, and said to Lei Sanye and others: "Our village! It's been a long time since I've been to a stranger, so everyone is a little nervous. ”

Hearing the old man say this, Lei Sanye opened his mouth and asked, "When did the village come to be, and why is it in this mountain?" ”

"Now in this world, safety in the mountains, safety first!" The old man looked at Lei Sanye and said.

"I see!" Lei Sanye nodded and said.

Then, the time quickly came to the evening, and the old man took Lei Sanye and others to a temple in the village, and after arranging for Lei Sanye and others to stay, he left in a hurry.

Lei Sanye and others lived in the temple until late at night, someone brought food, after Lei Sanye and others finished eating, the fat man looked at Lei Sanye and said: "Third Master, I always feel that this place seems to be a little wrong!" ”

"What's wrong?" Lei Sanye said.

"It just doesn't feel right, but I can't tell what's wrong there!" The fat man looked at Lei Sanye and said.

"Actually, I feel the same way, but I don't know why?" Lei Sanye looked at the fat man and said.

"This village is really wrong!" Spirit said.

"You feel it too!" Lei Sanye looked at Ling and asked.

"Well, you see, it's only this point outside the village, and there is no one there!" Ling looked at Lei Sanye and said.

When Lei Sanye heard Ling's words, he slowly got up, poked his head out and looked over, and saw that the whole village was pitch black, and there was no sound around him.

Sure enough, there was no one in this village, and the silence was frightening.

"It's a bit strange indeed, isn't it just the beginning of the lively nightlife at this point? Where did all these people go? Lei Sanye said.

In fact, the fear of the night comes from anxiety, and modern people generally have an anxiety disorder, longing to be cared for, cared for, and needed, so as to reflect the value of their lives!

If you live alone for a long time, you will always worry that you will die quietly.

If you imagine that there is no one else in this world except you, where is your value reflected, being needed should be an ultimate sense of happiness, because being needed so that you get a sense of existence, not so much that you are needed, but that you need a sense of existence, if no one needs you, how do you prove that you still exist in this world, everyone is desperately alive, isn't it desperately looking for a sense of existence?

How many people are really living for themselves? We all live in the need of others, because we need to live! Everyone is an individual, because they need each other to form a collective, and you live in a collective because you are needed......

I remember reading this conversation in a book.

A clown asks a strange guy: "Weird guy, you say that people look like ghosts when they are alive, so what are ghosts like when they die?" ”

The weird guy looked at the clown and replied noncommittally, "You are a sick sentence?" ”

When the clown heard the strange guy's words, he asked him: "People are inherently sick when they live, and it's normal to say a sick word or two, right?" ”

The weird guy replied to the clown: "The face is whitewashed, but the skeleton is removed, why do you see it so clearly!" ”

After hearing the strange guy's words, the clown continued to reply, "This is the last time I talk to you......"

The weirdo said nervously when he heard the clown's words, "Are you disappointed in me......

The clown replied, "No, it's not you who I'm disappointed in... I'm disappointed in what you see of myself......"

The weirdo seemed to understand something when he heard the clown's words, and said, "Everyone is changing, you can't be disappointed in everything in your eyes!" ”

In the end, the clown is gone, and the year he left, the weird guy pushed open the back door behind the mountain, and the mountain road was narrow and twisty, and the mountain wall was full of moss.

The weird guy said that there are two worlds separated by one door.

You haven't seen the world under the mountain, all kinds of people, good and bad, anyone will encounter it.

The clown smiled, as if he understood or not, and went down the mountain with a bamboo box on his back, and the world under the mountain was steaming and flashy.

The steps were so steep that he was careful with every step.

When the clown came down the mountain, he thought to himself.

If, he said if, he could not go down the mountain, that he could be an idiot and be treated gently by the world, then he would willingly give up his stubborn shrewdness!

He also said that if, he said, if being a fool could get all his spoiling, then he would be willing not to be the winner in the first place!

The night after descending the mountain, he had a dream in which he was removing makeup from another clown.

He said to the clown, "Hey bro, have a smile on your face!" ”

Another clown said, "Innocent laughter is too fake!" ”

The clown said, "It's funny enough in this world, and he said you want to know where the scar on my face came from." ”

The clown looked into his eyes and said, "Do you still know your original self after smiling for a long time, are you too lazy to remove your makeup by carving a permanent smile!" ”

The clown dodged his eyes, looked out the window and said, "I'm just a dog chasing a car, and I don't know what I'm going to do." But once you catch up, there's something to do. ”

The clown said to him, "You're a little crazy! ”

He suddenly turned his head, smiled, grinned, and said, "I'm a monster!" ”

"Have you always been so crazy?" The clown looked at him and asked.

"All the time!" He looked at the clown and said.

Not really, he said when he woke up from his dream.

He always felt that he was fine now, because the mask hurt a little when he took it off, but it was good to take it off!

The next morning, the sun was hanging outside, but the clown felt that he was covered in ashes, and he was silently guarding the city! Visiting life through the cracks of loneliness, he put himself into the shadow of life!

Time just passed at random.

Ordinary days are repeated day after day. At some point, the Joker began to become aimless, he had no aim, like a broken compass, and couldn't find the right direction.

I remember that when he was young, he was still very ambitious. He set himself a goal for himself very early on, and he motivated himself to move forward.

At that time, he had courage, fighting spirit, and confidence.

But suddenly, without knowing that day, he was like encountering a big fog on the sea, and he lost his way all of a sudden, and even got farther and farther away from his ideal.

I can't find it at all when I'm awake. He could only keep saying to himself like he was now: "Hurry up, hurry up!"

Pulling out the smoke cloud of memories, the clown will always see this cruel reality. It's been many years, and he's no longer the innocent child he was back then. Time is like the wind, blowing away the life of leaves, and also blowing away the time of the year.

The tip of his nose felt an uncomfortable sourness, and his eyes rippled with water. Looking back, I suddenly saw a short girl squatting under a tree. Curious, I walked over and found that it was me back then. I am burying a wish bottle, and inside the bottle is a piece of pure wish.

The corners of his mouth slowly rose, and tears slowly slipped down.

Another gust of wind passed......

I couldn't come back. We can't go back.

In fact, these wise men are there practicing the most tiresome kind of authoritarianism. It is precisely because of this ugly word that it becomes unbearable for those who have lived in the great republic called Paris

It was his first promotion, and the benefits were enormous. To appreciate the benefits of this, one has to be forced to live a lonely and quiet life for months on end, without a moment, and to have direct contact with classmates who are at least annoying, and mostly unbearable. Their shouts alone are enough to drive a very weak person crazy. These well-fed and well-dressed peasants can only express their noisy pleasure when they can shout at their throats, and only then can they believe that it is fully expressed

But what's the use of naming his friends and enemies? It's all ugly, and the more realistically it's depicted, the uglier it becomes. But these people are the only guides of the moral life of the common people, and what would the common people have become without them? Can newspapers replace parish priests?

She used the letters of these young men to relieve her boredom, but in her opinion, all the letters were exactly the same, nothing more than the deepest and most melancholy love.

What might she have wanted? Wealth, noble birth, intelligence, appearance, all this, according to others, and she herself believed so, were all piled up on her alone by the hands of the god of fate.

All kinds of insidious and vicious crimes were so closely linked in her mind, no matter how brave she was, when she opened the doorbell of the church, she couldn't help but shiver all over.

When she was supposed to climb the stairs that led to the suite of the chief hotel, she was barely able to walk.

The silence of the hotel creeped her shoulders.

"I could have sat in an armchair that grabbed my arms and I was gone," she said tragically. To whom can my valet inquire about me? The police will not act...... I'm alone in this big city! ”

Ridiculous and touching memory: at the age of eighteen, alone, helpless in the first living room! The look of a woman is enough to make me panic. The more I tried to please people, the more clumsy I became. I have formed the most erroneous opinion about everything; Either I trust people easily for no reason, or I see a man as an enemy because he looks at me with a serious eye. But what a good day was then, in the midst of all those terrible misfortunes caused by my shyness!

In a luxurious library. The moment was wonderful. In order not to bump into him in an agitated mood, he went to hide in a dark little corner. From there he gazed ecstatically at the shiny spines.

"I can read all these books," he said to himself.

"Time is passing fast. What can I do for her? A decision should be made. Now I don't matter personally. What do those people and their despicable posturing have to do with me? What can I do for her? …… Leave her?

But I left her alone to endure the most terrible agony.

A wooden-like husband has done her more damage than good.

It must have been an ordeal for her, it must have been, no doubt.

Her husband was rude by nature, and if he would say anything harsh to her, she would go crazy and jump out of the window.

What should I do if so? What can I do to protect her, what can I do? What to do so as not to hurt her.

I love him but I can't be with him, that's fate, it's my fate and it's his fate.

On Sunday he set up an altar in the town square, took a small bell and ran through all the streets, as he had done in the days of insomnia, beckoning people to attend the memorial service of Hades.

Hades has always been a symbol of death, she is the king of ghosts, but everyone is willing to bow down to him and admit that she is a ghost, but isn't this a human?

Isn't that what people are? You never know what you are, but are you a thing? Man is not, man is a sad thing.

Many came out of curiosity, others out of lack of business, and still others feared that Hades would see them as an offense to himself.

But they don't know that what they do is a kind of contempt, a kind of cowardice.

Cowardice is something that people can't ask for in this life.

Just like some people live like they die, it makes people sad, it makes people want to die, that's a kind of sadness, isn't it?

But they don't want to admit it, they think they're alive, living in the world.

Many years later, when everyone is on their deathbed, will they remember a rainy afternoon in June, will they remember this square, will they remember everything they did back then?

In the face of their weakness and eyes, will they not hesitate to turn around and leave this world, leaving this false world.