Ninety chapters
Yu Ling sat in the meditation room holding the rosary in her hand but was not in the mood to recite the scriptures, Yin Yue was seriously injured, Yu Jing was killed, Lan Xiyue turned against the water, and the enemy she wanted to get rid of quickly was unharmed and still lived freely. This series of accidents seems to have been deliberately arranged by God, which made her hate and want to cry without tears.
She never refused to admit defeat when she suffered setbacks before, at that time she still had hole cards in her hand, and there were opportunities and possibilities to turn the tables, but after this game, she was already a defeat and completely lost!
Lin Sen pushed open the door very lightly, put a bowl of soup medicine next to Yu Ling, and then turned around and wanted to leave, he was afraid of disturbing the hostess who was not in a good mood.
Yu Ling let out a helpless sigh and asked, "Is Senior Sister Banyue back?" ”。
"Not yet..."Lin Sen Junxiu Sven had a very concerned smile on his face, "Maybe there is something mundane that has been delayed, as long as there is no special news coming back, there should be no accidents, don't worry...".
Yu Ling looked at the medicine bowl beside her and couldn't help but sigh sadly, for so many years, she has been struggling to support and maintain the survival and continuation of the tribe with her own strength and dedication, and the hardships and sufferings can be imagined.
Originally, I wanted to wait until Leng Chenmeng grew up, so that I could take over this heavy responsibility to help her share some of it, and use her special identity and ability to wash away the shame of the past and revive the past glory of the race.
Who knew that Kang Ran would teach her to be a weak little girl in the boudoir who had no quarrel with the world and had no interest in money, power, and wealth for her own selfishness.
Ten years ago, she thought she could take precautions, but after ten years, she realized that it was a meaningless waste move. And the direct consequence of this abandonment is that she not only lost a daughter, but also buried the hope of the Akabane royal family, did Kang Ran do this on purpose?
"Let's drink the medicine first, the body matters!" Lin Sen persuaded again, "There is always a solution, don't be too embarrassed yourself...".
"What else can be done?" Yu Ling shook her head and sighed, "I've done my best, but what happened... I've paid so much, why haven't I done anything empty-handed, is it my incompetence or the heavens are going to kill my Akabane clan? ”。
Lin Sen looked at her sad expression and was very distressed, hugged her shoulder and persuaded, "I haven't really come to that far, the so-called 'way of the king has no near success', if you want to do big things, you can't be too anxious, maybe the eldest lady... What about other plans? ”。
"She... What else can her girl do besides evading and shirking responsibility? Yu Ling's eyes flashed and asked hesitantly, "You... How do you know what she's thinking? ”。
Lin Sen smiled with concern and persuaded, "You're just a fan of the authorities!" Your daughter is your own, so how can she help outsiders and disadvantage you? Don't rush to a conclusion about this, in my opinion...".
"What?" Yu Ling listened to him before he finished speaking, and asked, "Now that the situation has become a foregone conclusion, it is impossible for Kang Ran and Hua Tang to be used by me at all. We've been knocked out, and now we're lucky to be able to protect ourselves... Do you think there's still a chance to turn around? ”。
"What we need is not a suitable opportunity, but the right person," Lin Sen replied, "There have been many opportunities in the past, and you can seize them at the right time, but the results are not satisfactory." So... What we lack is not opportunity...".
Yu Ling paused for a moment and asked, "You mean to say... Dusty Dream is the right person? You want me to give her everything, how is that possible? With her current ability, she is only worthy of making a decorative vase, how can she take on this heavy responsibility? ”。
"Your daughter is your own, you should know her best..."Although Lin Sen was retorting, he was also talking tentatively with a smile on his face, "When that girl was born, do you remember what Senior Sister Xiaoyue said?" ”。
Yu Ling sneered self-deprecatingly, "What do you remember?" It's just a few inconsequential words, if it's really as she said, Dusty Dream should seize the opportunity and use them to pave the way for my tribe to be revived. But what is she doing, she will not hesitate to turn against me to give birth to the enemy's child! ”。
"Maybe she has her own point?" Lin Sen smiled again and shook his head, "You also know that many things are not as simple as what is seen on the surface...".
"No matter what the reason, I will never let her give birth to that evil son to Lan Tianxing, cutting the grass and not eradicating the roots will leave trouble, she was deceived by that man's rhetoric, hiding in the 'Smoke Willow Villa' to avoid me, I can't let her mess around!".
Lin Sen couldn't help but feel a little helpless, but he knew Yu Ling's character very well, and he also knew that ridicule and persuasion would not have a good effect, so he could only try to suggest, "It's better to... How about you give it a try? Maybe... There may be a surprise! ”。
"That girl is like a blank sheet of paper and doesn't understand anything, how can I trust her with all this?" Yu Ling retorted, "With such a cowardly and ignorant character, wouldn't the thousand-year-old inheritance of the tribe be destroyed in her hands?" ”。
"Can Hua Tang and Kang Ran do everything for her, and let Lan Tianxing fall in love with her at first sight, will there be such a girl besides her?" Lin Sen said, "She just changed those abilities to another form of expression, maybe it was beyond our cognition, just because we didn't understand, it's not that she doesn't have it!" ”。
Yu Ling's gaze fell on Lin Sen's face and couldn't help frowning, "You... How can you understand so much? Why didn't you say it before, what else do you know? ”。
"Oh... There's no more, how can I understand such complicated things? Lin Sen replied with a smile, "I follow you every day and listen to you, but your mind is too chaotic and you don't have the time and energy to think about those... I'm just helping you sort out what's at stake...".
Yu Ling's gaze turned on Lin Sen's face, and she sighed again, "That's right, if you understand everything, how can you stay in this nunnery for more than twenty years and do nothing... If you can bear these responsibilities, how can I be controlled by others everywhere? ”。
Lin Sen embarrassed and persuaded with a smile, "I know that my ability is too limited to help you, but the dust dream girl is different... If you give it all to her, maybe... Would you see a different result? ”。
"Give it to her?" Yu Ling hesitated for a moment and shook her head, "Even if I can gamble once at any cost, she... Will you accept it? ”。
Lin Sen smiled again, "Don't forget that you are dear mothers and daughters, what better excuse could there be than flesh and blood?" ”。
Yu Ling was slightly stunned, how could this man, who had been by her side for nearly twenty years, have watched her face live, suddenly have such a long-term planning and ability to distinguish between right and wrong, was he hiding too deep before or his vision was too shallow?
"Ahh What I said is what you usually teach me, but you are too tired for the past two days to take care of these things..."Lin Sen explained with a little embarrassment, "If what I say is not right, don't care...".
"That's right!" Yu Ling sighed, "For the past twenty years, I have always thought that you have no special skills other than cooking and going to bed, it turns out... It's me who despises you too much! ”。
A strange expression flashed on Lin Sen's seemingly very Sven face, and then he explained with a smile, "I'm just a slave by your side, you can look at me whatever you want." As long as you're happy...".
"Okay, let's do as you say this time..."Yu Ling pushed away Lin Sen's arm on her shoulder, and commanded, "Let Senior Sister Shuangyue come over, I have something for her to do!" ”。
"Yes!" A strange smile flashed on Lin Sen's face again, but Yu Ling was in a bad mood and her mind was too scattered to notice.
Moreover, this private relationship between her and Lin Sen has lasted for so many years, and they still get along like a newlywed, although Lin Sen does not have a strong family force as a background, and his personal talent is just a very ordinary person, but he has cherished and admired her for so many years.
Since Yu Ling and Leng Chengfeng turned against each other, Lin Sen has been by Yu Ling's side as her guest in the scene, and he has been doing his best to accompany her and serve her in the past 20 years, and he is also the closest and most trusted person around her. So Yu Ling agreed to this proposal that sounded very reasonable, without much thought.