Chapter 136: Pursuit
“???”
Su Yue stared blankly at the phone screen, and her mind went blank for a while.
Mu Yao said that the person who has lived in his heart for so many years... Is it yourself?
How is this possible...
Obviously, he liked him so much at the beginning, and he took the initiative to actively fight for this love again and again, but in the end, his efforts ended in Mu Yao's resolute refusal.
However, a few years later, Mu Yao, who appeared in front of him again, actually told himself again and again that the reason why he hadn't been in love for so many years was because he couldn't let go of himself in his heart.
Su Yue couldn't believe what she heard, so she just thought Mu Yao was joking with herself:
"Haha, Mu Yao, don't tease me. It's not funny at all..."
"Su Yue... I'm not kidding you. The reason why I separated from you in the first place was because I knew that I was going to live abroad, and I was not even sure when I would be back. So I didn't want to delay you because of that... But now everything is different, not only have I successfully completed my studies, but with my current ability, I can give you everything you want in life. ”
After listening to Mu Yao's words, Su Yue judged that the life he wanted in his words should only be the kind that stayed on the material level.
Because it is obvious that Mu Yao thinks that as long as he can achieve a certain degree of success in his career, he can meet everything that the person he likes wants. This point of view is not wrong, but for Su Yue now, the life she wants is not just a golden house made of money.
However, in order to further confirm her thoughts, Su Yue still asked this question:
"Mu Yao, do you know what kind of life I want?"
"Hmm... For example, I once imagined that if we were both together, we could live in a super luxurious villa. Then, when we're not busy, we can fly to various countries for vacation, and if you prefer to stay at home, we can also invite friends over for a party at home. ”
Sure enough, the life Mu Yao conceived was just his own ideal life, or the life that he thought Su Yue should also yearn for. And what Su Yue really wanted, he didn't know......
Take the simplest thing as an example, he didn't know that Su Yue didn't like lively occasions very much, so she wouldn't like to have a party at home at all.
What's more, after so many years, Mu Yao has not tried to take the initiative to understand himself, he does not know what he has experienced in these years, and Su Yue has no understanding of his life abroad.
If you don't know enough about a person, can you still talk about liking?
Su Yue's heart spontaneously gave birth to such a question, after all, the misunderstanding between herself and Mu Yao until the separation was caused by their lack of understanding of each other's hearts.
And now Mu Yao suddenly appeared again, broke into his life, and swore that he was expressing his heart for himself. All this was too fast for Su Yue, and she couldn't adapt to Mu Yao's fast pace......
Perhaps seeing that Su Yue had not replied, Mu Yao's message bounced over again:
"Su Yue, maybe you can't accept what I said for a while, but I hope you can believe me, I mean it to you. And the gift I chose for you this time is also to tell you that I have never forgotten the little things I have had with you for so long. So I think when you see that bear-shaped gift, you'll understand my heart. ”
"Mu Yao, I understand your intentions, but the relationship between us is a thing of the past... And I have a boyfriend now, too. ”
Su Yue felt that no matter what, she should make her words clear and refuse Mu Yao's kindness. This is also a responsible performance for Lu Ze.
"Su Yue, I think if you didn't have me in your heart at all, you wouldn't have understood my mind the moment you saw the gift, wouldn't you? I know you have a boyfriend now, but forgive me for being honest, I don't think you two are officially in a relationship. Although I'm just an outsider, I'm not qualified to comment on anything, but for the people I like, I'll definitely actively strive for them. ”
"Mu Yao... It's going to make me feel embarrassed for you to say that. ”
"Su Yue, you don't have to worry, I won't put any pressure on you... You don't have to reject me all at once, you can think about it slowly, and have absolute patience with you and me. ”
After listening to Mu Yao's words, Su Yue felt a little helpless. According to the current situation, if I blindly refuse, it is estimated that it will not have any effect. simply treated Mu Yao as an old friend he hadn't seen for many years, as for what he thought, it was his own business.
So after Su Yue chatted with Mu Yao for a few more words, she went to change her clothes, and then freshened up, ready to celebrate her birthday with her parents happily.
Although in just one day, two unexpected things happened. But whether it was Lu Ze's mother's small actions or Mu Yao's sudden confession, they all seemed to have caused ripples in his heart on this special day.
But even so, Su Yue didn't want to affect her happy time with her parents because of these things, so she chose to leave these things behind for the time being.
At night she lay alone in bed, alone in deep thought. Although it was quite pleasant to talk with my parents at dinner, every time I was alone and quiet, these things that would upset me came up unconsciously.
After a while, the screen of the phone lit up, showing that Lu Ze had made a voice call.
"Hey...?"
Su Yue picked up the phone weakly.
"Su Yue, how was your birthday? Happy? ”
"It's okay..."
"What's the matter, aren't you upset?"
"Oh... No. ”
I don't know when it started, Su Yue realized that her tone towards Lu Ze began to gradually become cold. She knew that it was all because Lu Ze's mother's behavior had seriously affected her attitude towards Lu Ze. She also knew that this was unfair to Lu Ze, but these negative emotions were like a constant flood, gradually drowning herself uncontrollably.
"Su Yue... I know you must still be angry at my mother's behavior. I already told her this afternoon that if she does this again, I'll move out. ”
"Moving your hukou? Really? ”
Lu Ze's move was indeed unexpected by Su Yue. If Lu Ze really decides to move out of the hukou, it means that legally he has decided to sever the mother-son relationship with his mother. I didn't expect Lu Ze to make such a big bet for the sake of his relationship with him.
However, Su Yue hoped from the bottom of her heart that after listening to Lu Ze's words, Lu Ze's mother would be able to realize the seriousness of the problem and stop the loss in time to prevent the matter from becoming more serious.
Thinking of this, Su Yue asked curiously:
"And what was your mother's reaction when she heard that?"