Chapter 204: Memory
It's called the Eternal Life Hall, but everyone who comes here wants to give up their lives.
So why suicide?
Maybe for suicides, it's never fate that wants to give up, but fate......
"Listening to you, it seems that you have already thought of a way to enter?" Du Youlan came to me, "So, how did you disappear here like that girl?" ”
She always understood what I was thinking, even when I said a lot of nonsense.
"There's a way, but I'm not sure."
"Tell me about it."
"Don't you think this place is a bit like a place?"
"You mean the Forgotten Pool?" Du Youlan's gaze turned to me, "What do they want to give up is pain?" ”
"Yes, so I think maybe it's not people who have suicidal beliefs who come here to see that door, but who have enough pain, obsession, or something else in their hearts, and they can see it as well."
"I see...... Hehe. ”
She nodded thoughtfully, then smiled inexplicably.
Laughing at this, I was curious, "What's wrong with you?" ”
"Nothing, just thinking that maybe you're right. But if it's right, it doesn't seem like I'm in as much pain as I thought. ”
"Not necessarily."
"Oh?"
"We can't be dominated by one emotion forever. Or take suicide as an example, some people really want to die, they are already standing on the edge of the cliff, their thoughts are filled with tragedy, and when they are about to jump off the cliff, another person appears, and that person persuades him to realize that there is still a beautiful existence in this world, so he finally gives up the idea of suicide. Has the previous tragic mood completely disappeared? No, it's just that the dominant one has become another thought. ”
Speaking of which, I sat down on the spot, facing where the door should be, "Life is always a mixed bag, we have yearning and fear, so this door, in fact, everyone can see it, but they can't see it." ”
"I understand, I'll accompany you." Du Youlan was ready to sit next to me.
"No, the only person who enters here is me. You've got to help me keep an eye on her, this girl still has some information in her head that I care about. As I spoke, I turned my gaze to Su Zi.
"I, I'm not running, I really ......" Su Zi hurriedly waved his hand.
I ignored it, closed my eyes, and looked for the feeling of being able to get in.
However, the setting is very good, and it really works, but it is not as smooth as imagined. After about an hour, I was still in place, and Du Youlan sat down next to me at some point, "This seems to be difficult for you." ”
"Yes......" I frowned, looked at the chandelier that rotated around my head, and said helplessly: "I don't seem to have a memory of despair, it's hard to find that feeling." There are many obsessions, but there seems to be no right way. ”
"Are you boasting about yourself?" She smiled, her eyes always fixed in that direction, "Actually, you don't have to despair, it's better to be disappointed." ”
"Disappointed?"
"Try it."
"Well......" However, after another hour, I opened my eyes again, "No, I have never been disappointed in anyone, anything. ”
"You're really numb."
"I'll try again."
"Otherwise, think of Mina." Du Youlan suddenly spoke: "Maybe it's something that really disappoints you, you just don't dare to think about it." If so, maybe it's right. ”
So, I started thinking about Mina.
This does make me a little painful, but the disappointment, in fact, is not enough, probably because I have always felt that anyone who treats me in any way should be taken for granted, and should not pin their hopes entirely on others, no one will accompany you to die, life is lonely after all.
At this time, the sky is almost dawn, and in about two hours, Du Youlan will have to switch control of her body with Yao Qianwen.
I shook my head helplessly at Du Youlan.
She laughed at me mercilessly: "Mina can't do it either, it seems that you are really a hypocritical man." ”
"Actually, I have another way, but I don't dare to do it."
My words aroused Du Youlan's great interest, and she looked at me with some surprise: "Don't dare? I thought you were bold. ”
"There are many things I dare not do, but I dare not think about this."
"What?"
"As you remember, I've been in the Forgotten Pool. All the negative emotions and memories in the Dream Eclipse Phaseless Sealing Stone that day all entered my consciousness. Although they were all materialized and separated from me, they just lost the emotions at that time, and those memories are still there, and if you think about it deeply, you will also be immersed in the scene, as if I am the master of those emotions and memories. ”
"Then try it. One or two negative emotions aren't enough to beat you. ”
"No, you don't understand, those memories are not divisible, they come from different people, but they are one in my consciousness, and when I think of one of them, the rest will burst like a flood and all of them will come out of my head. Oops, as I said it, my brain started to recall those things a little uncontrollably......"
"In that case, let them come." Du Youlan came behind me and put her hands on my shoulders, surprisingly gentle, so that I subconsciously wanted to dodge, but because I was sitting, I was finally forced to accept it. She leaned down and whispered in my ear, "You are the only person in this world whom I recognize, and there is no second besides you, never before, and never will ever be." So how can those mortal memories really interfere with you. I know you're not going to let me down. ”
In her voice, I closed my eyes again, and the memories flashed back to the pool of oblivion, countless negative emotions washed over my soul, and the tragedy of those strangers all befell my body in an instant.
I found the feeling of that day again, that the world was bleak and that life began and ended with pain......
This feeling suffocates me.
In a trance, I seemed to be able to see the circle of chandeliers above my head, slowly descending and surrounding me, but they could not give me the slightest hope of light. Until it appeared, like a light illuminated me who was lost, in its light, but it was particularly dazzling, it was a simple wooden door, and the three words of the Eternal Life Hall were horizontal on the wooden door!
I, I see.
The next moment, I opened my eyes and I was sitting right in front of this door!
"See?" Du Youlan's voice came to my ears.
Then, she reached out and touched the door, pushing it open gently, "Come in, I'm here waiting for you to come out." ”
Then I turned my head and looked at her face, which seemed to be expressionless, but like it was full of expression, "You saw it a long time ago, didn't you?" ”
"Not at first, thanks to your reminder."
"I'm sorry."
"Hehe, I took your apology."
"Thanks, help me watch her, I'll come when I go." With that, I turned and walked through the slowly opening door.
……
What's inside the door?
Before entering, I thought it would be nothing, like the environment.
But what I didn't expect was that when I walked into the door, the scene in front of me looked a little ordinary, a room of about 30 square meters, a round table, a large screen behind the table, and a girl sitting on the chair in front of the table, which was Yao Yu who entered before.
Only at this moment, she was holding a black box in her arms.
Finding my arrival, Yao Yu's expression did not change at all, she didn't seem to care who I was at all, she just turned around and shouted at the screen: "He's here!" ”
It seems that the owner of this place has known for a long time that I am coming.
There was a rush of footsteps behind the screen, and it seemed like it was bigger than it looked. A moment later, a man walked out from behind, dressed in a simple gray robe, smiling, but unable to hide the gloom. I know this person, in the previous communication with Shao Zun, I know what he looks like, he is Guan Fengchen.
To be honest, I didn't have the surprises I imagined.
"Is that you?" I looked at him and walked over to him.
Guan Fengchen was stunned, "Do you recognize me?" ”
"I know Shao Zun."
"Oh, then I know who you are. I really didn't expect you to start with the Eternal Life Pavilion, I thought you were just a confused ordinary person. "He was still a little surprised, but it wasn't a big surprise, it felt like something he could control.
"Eternal Life Hall, interesting. But now, it doesn't seem like you're trapped in an out-of-town manor. So, what is the purpose of deceiving Shao Zun to come here? ”
"Shao Zun hasn't been here." He responded.
"Oh?"
"Shao Zun is my best friend, how could I harm him, he doesn't need to come here. It's you, and there are few people who live so painfully like you. It's fitting that you're here, and I'll be born again for you, so that you have everything you want. ”
"Heh, are you a pyramid scheme or a cult?" I smiled and walked over to the girl, "Let her out, let's talk." ”
"Let her out, she'll die, and with me, she'll live. Moreover, she is already different. ”
Guan Fengchen looked at her, his eyes were like looking at his finely polished artwork.
I realized that perhaps the problem was in the black box in the girl's hands.
"What did you do to her?"
"Follow me to the manor, the affairs of the Eternal Life Pavilion have been completed, and when you get to the manor, you will know everything. Oh yes, and you'll have to go through the same process before that. ”
As he spoke, he reached behind him, and out of nowhere, he took out an identical box.
He handed it to me, "Take it, and open it." ”
I was curious, so I didn't refuse.
I took the box, and until I opened it, the Golden Heart didn't give me the slightest sign of danger, as if it wasn't going to kill me.
It's just that in the next moment, when I looked up at Guan Fengchen again, the golden heart suddenly beat in my chest!
At that moment, Guan Fengchen's pair of human eyes suddenly turned bright yellow, and their pupils became an erected black line!
Sure enough, he is also a snake man, or a fake snake man.
Those eyes were just looking at me, nothing tangible was coming towards me, but for some reason, I always felt like something was quietly enveloping me.
Based on my previous experience, it seems to be the special ability of the Snake Man's Eye. Unlike Su Zi's stepmother, Guan Fengchen's ability looks even more mysterious. But what is the effect of this power? Just as I was wondering, I suddenly noticed that a dark red mist floated from my body, burrowing out of the pores of my skin, gradually converging, and then entering the black box in all directions.
At the same time, the beating speed of the Golden Heart has also increased by one notch.
Oops, this strange process at the moment seems to be deadly!
……