Chapter 47
Shen Xinghe couldn't help but close his eyes, a strong sense of chagrin welled up in his heart, he didn't know how he could make such an action, he didn't think about this roommate at all on weekdays, he just regarded him as a very good friend, but now he ......
I really don't know what this roommate thought at that time, will he be disgusted? Will he never be bothered from now on?
The people around him moved their bodies, Shen Xinghe subconsciously let go of his hand and stepped back a little, in fact, his space on this bed was already very small, and there was a wall behind him, no matter how he retreated, he couldn't retreat anywhere.
Soon the man opened his eyes, smiled when he saw him, opened his mouth slightly, and said, "Morning, how did you sleep?" ”
"It's good, it's good." Shen Xinghe subconsciously replied, "Yesterday, last night, I ......"
The man's smile deepened slightly, "Oh, do you remember last night?" ”
Shen Xinghe became more and more unsure of what expression to make, "I'm really, that, that, you?" ”
The man sighed softly, "You drank too much, I don't mind." ”
"Yes, yes, I...... I'll go to the bathroom......" After speaking, Shen Xinghe hurriedly got out of bed from the foot of the bed, and rushed all the way to the bathroom with enthusiasm that he had never had in his life.
He Ningzhou looked at the back of the boy who fled and couldn't help but smile again, yes, I can admit it, I hope you will give me an "explanation" as soon as possible.
He didn't know what he thought at that time, because he had no impression at all, and he really didn't expect that he would be so free after drinking too much, and he said "spit the truth after drinking", could it be that he usually likes to be with that person, so he made a closer move after getting drunk?
With a long sigh, he came to the pool and began to wash his face, and the cold water poured on his face, so that the chaotic thoughts were also cleared up a little.
He found that the most he felt about this matter was chagrin and embarrassment, as well as apologies to his roommate, and there was nothing else, neither disgust nor dissatisfaction, it was clear that the other party was a boy like him, and they also made a move between them that theoretically only lovers would have.
So what exactly should be done now? Go out and act like nothing happened? But I'm so sorry for that roommate, no matter how I say "don't mind", people will definitely want to explain two sentences by themselves, even if it's just a few words "drunk and reckless".
After thinking about it in the mirror, Shen Xinghe took a deep breath, opened the door and walked out.
The roommate had already folded the quilt and was looking at the computer, Shen Xinghe walked to him calmly, "I want to have a few words with you." ”
He Ningzhou couldn't help but smile, and hurriedly cleared his throat and said calmly, "Say it." ”
"Let's be together." Shen Xinghe said.
“…… What the? He Ningzhou turned to him incredulously, his eyes wide.
Miss Shen's face turned uncontrollably red, and she took another breath before saying, "I said, let's be together, it's the kind of love that falls in love." ”
This time, He Ningzhou laughed, got up and stood in front of him, clasping his hands in front of him, "Is it because you kissed me, so you have to be responsible for me?" ”
Shen Xinghe looked into his eyes, "I don't hide it from you, there is a reason for this, because no matter what the reason is, as long as I do such a thing, I should be responsible, and I don't think I hate you, and I don't feel wronged by falling in love with you." Of course, if you have someone you like or hate me, you can just let me know, I won't mind. Tell me how much you want me to compensate, and I'll do my best. ”
He Ningzhou didn't answer immediately, it should be said that what this person said at this time was not unexpected, he was thinking last night if Shen Xinghe would say that he would be responsible for himself this morning, it turned out that this eldest young master was really so uncreative. Well, it's not bad, at least it's much better than refusing to admit it or simply biting back.
Without much thought, He Ningzhou nodded, "Okay, I agree." ”
"......" This person was so refreshing, but the eldest young master was a little overwhelmed, "You, you really don't mind?" You shouldn't like it, right, you won't feel awkward with me? ”
"Well," He Ningzhou really thought about it carefully, "I have indeed been in love with girls twice before, but I am not completely unacceptable to boys, it's just that I haven't met anyone I like before, and now I'm single anyway, I'm very willing to talk to you about falling in love, but I haven't liked you yet, I hope you don't mind." ”
He still has something to say, that is, if they meet someone they "really" like in the future, they can still get together and disperse.
"Okay, then." The eldest young master raised his hand and scratched his head.
The two had breakfast as usual, He Ningzhou continued to do his own thing, and Miss Shen sat at the desk, but a sense of confusion arose in her heart: He is now in love with the person behind him?
Shen Xinghe didn't think about falling in love in college, and even planned what kind of relationship he should find, but he never thought that the time for this love would be so early, it was still October, and their classes had only been in class for two days.
What's more, the object of this love is still a boy, and he is his roommate who has been with him for more than a month, how to say that this thing is like a dream.
But now that they've talked, they should always be a little bit in love, but what is this "look"? ……
He thought about his previous experiences, when the object was his junior high school and high school classmates, at most, he usually bought some food for each other, went out for a walk together between classes, went for a walk on the playground after evening self-study, and might hold hands and hug and kiss, would go out together on weekends, and go to one party's house to sit when his parents were not at home.
But these experiences don't feel applicable to them now, the two of them now live under the same roof, and what they need is not a love experience at all, but a marriage experience that is more valuable for reference......
After thinking about it for a long time, the eldest young master finally thought of something, took an orange and peeled it, and sent it to the person, "Give it to you." ”
The man looked up, looked at him with a smile, took the orange and took his hand again, "Thank you." ”
Shen Xinghe was still a little embarrassed, the two of them used to eat fruit and often peel one for each other, sometimes the eldest young master was playing a game and having fun, and he would let the person directly send it to his mouth, but at that time, he didn't have any other thoughts, all the movements were quite natural, unlike now, there was always an indescribable feeling.
He looked at the man's computer again, "You're still working on the problem?" ”
"That's right," He Ningzhou still held his hand, "I think it will be more difficult to do such a question in your current situation, and it will be better when you study for a while." Then the two of us can find another person to form a group, and we will be invincible. ”
After saying that, he let go of him, and the eldest young master returned to his seat, and now he found something to do, and took the "C Language" textbook to learn by himself!
The two of them have classes in three or four and seven or eight classes today, and they went to buy vegetables and cook after class at noon, Shen Xinghe felt that the process of this string was not much different from usual, but the two of them are now lovers, and even ordinary conversations will rise in their hearts with a sense of sweetness. During the meal, the man would also give him the meat from his bowl, which had never been done before.
After the meal, He Ningzhou naturally took the two of them's dishes and chopsticks to wash together, he took the pot and followed in, and the man took it and put it aside, and said playfully: "I wanted to tell you a long time ago, and I will do all the housework in the future, so you can just rest." Let me declare first, it's not because I feel sorry for you, but because you're doing too badly, and I can only be diligent for the safety of both of us. ”
"......" Shen Xinghe grinded his teeth secretly, and he couldn't lift his feet when he wanted to kick him fly, so he had to comfort himself in his heart: Hahaha, that's great, don't say that I bullied you.
After the meal is the time for a nap, the two of them will sleep for a while every day, and today's time is quite sufficient, the eldest young master couldn't help but yawn a little when he stood there and watched the man wash the pot, He Ningzhou just looked at him with a smile and didn't make a sound, and when he finally finished the work in his hand, he came out with those things in one hand and his hand in the other, and put down Dangxi and took the person straight to his bed.
"Sleep with me at noon?" He Ningzhou also asked him.
"Hmm......" Shen Xinghe was already sleepy, and he didn't hear what he asked clearly.
......It was the first time that he had seen this person's face from such a perspective in the long time he had known for so long, and the view above was completely blocked by him, leaving only such an attractive handsome face. Shen Xinghe found that he liked to look at this person up close from the first time, his eyes always had a clear and shallow smile, and the corners of his lips always raised a slight arc, whenever his heart would itch slightly, and he really didn't dare to look at it again if he wanted to continue looking.
"It's okay," He Ningzhou said with relief without waiting for him to finish, "We can take our time, one day you will accept it." ”
"Okay." Shen Xinghe didn't have anything else to say.
"Then go to sleep."
He Ningzhou said that the quilt was unfolded and covered on the two of them, his body was on the side of that person, and his hand was still in that position, this person's body was really warm, and now the weather was getting colder, and when he fell asleep in winter, he was holding such a big stove, so he was no longer afraid of catching a cold.
In the evening, after the two of them had dinner, they went to the supermarket again, or He Ningzhou wanted to go, and the eldest young master naturally wanted to accompany him, in fact, He Ningzhou just wanted to buy him some snacks, and when he entered the supermarket, he asked him what he wanted to eat, Shen Xinghe's eyes rolled and he was not polite, and ordered a lot of them, feeling that he didn't have to worry about snacks this week.