Chapter Ninety-Eight: Private Messages

Su Yue didn't expect that Uncle Deer of Pisces would be disappointed with his performance today.

She continued to look down with some puzzlement:

"Su Yue, I don't know why, I always feel that you on the stage today seem to have lost your former purity. Although the song suited you well this time, you seemed a little restless and not fully engaged in the song. But I think it's probably due to your nervousness, because we're going to the finals soon. But what I can't understand is, why would you tell such a story, which is just to win the sympathy of the audience?

Allow me to point out bluntly that you are deceiving the audience. I looked through your previous Weibo content, and I found out that you studied at a well-known local conservatory. Since you were able to study at such a professional music school, I don't think your parents would be resolutely opposed to your musical dreams, right? And it can also be seen from some of your daily life photos that maybe you are not from a bad family or have a difficult life.

Based on the above personal judgment, I have to think that it is very likely that you have deliberately prepared a fabricated story, or deliberately exaggerated your past. In order to win the sympathy of the audience and vote for you more. So I'm very disappointed in you, Su Yue, you and the first time on stage are not at all alone. I don't know if I have a misunderstanding of you, but this is a heartfelt quote from a loyal fan of the show, so please don't mind. ”

How can you not mind...

After reading the message that Uncle Deer of Pisces gave her, Su Yue was quite surprised, she felt as heavy as a big stone falling in her heart at this moment.

She had no idea that in such a short period of time, this Pisces Uncle Deer would be able to dissect himself so thoroughly. And his judgment was almost well-founded and completely accurate, which had to touch the guilt in Su Yue's heart.

And what made Su Yue feel even more embarrassed was that she had made a person who originally believed and supported her so much easily debunk her lies and felt huge disappointment in herself.

It's also too frustrating.

Su Yue had never had a feeling of being uneasy about what she had done. Although the person who left a message for me is only from a virtual network, he can't see or touch it, even if he leaves it alone.

But vaguely, Su Yue felt that she was still unwilling in her heart, after all, her actions today were not from her own will, and she was misunderstood by others for no reason, and she really felt uncomfortable.

So Su Yue clicked on the dialog box and quickly left a paragraph in the reply column:

"Pisces Uncle Deer, I have read your message carefully. I deeply regret your questioning, and I think you probably have some misunderstanding about me. I'll admit that I didn't fully devote myself to today's performance, but that doesn't mean I've lost my inner purity, which is something I've always held on to in my heart. It's just that now it's temporarily shaken by something troublesome...

I'm sorry for the personal experience you pointed out about me, but there is something made up in it. But I didn't mean to say that, I just had to do it out of desperation. It's not as simple and pure as you might think, and it often makes me feel like I'm on my own. But my insistence on music will not change, whether you continue to support me or not, I will continue to sing without hesitation. Thank you also for your valuable comments for me. ”

After pressing the send button, Su Yue looked at the phone screen in a daze.

She had no idea that she would speak so much to a stranger. Although it is also possible for the other party to maliciously make this conversation public, so that their lies will be unattacked, and they will become the target of public criticism.

But for some reason, Su Yue didn't feel worried or scared at all. She felt that there was a magical power in the underworld, which inexplicably guided her to tell this stranger what she really thought in her heart, and that's it.

After saying this, she felt relieved.

After returning home, Su Yue lay quietly on the bed, and she decided to call Li Qianqian. She plans to share with Li Qianqian the good news of her successful promotion.

But Su Yue didn't plan to tell her about the confusion and confusion in her heart, because the most important purpose of this phone call was to talk about the matter between Li Qianqian and the pacesetter.

"Duh... Honk... Feed? ”

After a short wait, Li Qianqian's familiar voice came from the other end of the phone.

In such a strange city, hearing the voice of her childhood friend, Su Yue's heart suddenly felt a burst of warmth.

"Sissi, it's me."

Su Yue responded gently.

"Su Yue! I miss you so much. It's been a long time, are you okay? ”

Li Qianqian's voice sounded very gentle, but with a hint of surprise.

"I miss you too! I'm fine, Sissi, and I'll have good news for you, I recently participated in a singing contest and have made it to the finals. ”

"Oh my God, you're awesome! If it weren't for the fact that I've been so busy lately, I'd definitely be there to cheer you on! ”

"It's okay, you can go about your work first! Last time I heard you, you just opened a music teaching center recently, right? Is everything still going well? ”

"Don't worry, Su Yue. Although I just started to decorate, it is indeed a bit troublesome to find a teacher. However, I believe that as long as you get through the initial period smoothly, when the studio stabilizes, it will get better and better! ”

"That's great, when I get back, be sure to check out your music studio! That's right... One more thing I want to tell you, in this competition, I happened to meet the pacesetter..."

Su Yue finally couldn't help but mention this crucial topic, and after she finished speaking, she felt a little nervous, so she had to wait quietly for a response on the other end of the phone.

After a short silence, Li Qianqian's voice came from the other end of the phone, and her tone sounded a little lost:

"Oh... That's right. In fact, I didn't have time to tell you on the phone last time, me and the pacesetter... It's been a breakup. ”

"I know... I was also very surprised after listening to what the pacesetter said, so I wanted to talk to you about it. Sissi... I know you must be sad about this..."

Su Yue tried to comfort Li Qianqian, and she didn't plan to tell Li Qianqian about meeting the pacesetter's girlfriend.

Su Yue just wanted to comfort her, but at this time, Li Qianqian let out a long sigh on the other end of the phone:

"Hey... Maybe I'm not thinking it through. I should have thought earlier that it is very difficult for a child from a single-parent family like me to get the affirmation and understanding of the other family. ”

"No, Sissi. Don't think so. ”

Su Yue felt Li Qianqian's sense of loss, she didn't want Li Qianqian to lose confidence in her relationship because of her life experience, so she hurriedly continued to say to Li Qianqian:

"Sissi, what kind of family everyone has is something we can't choose. But that's not your problem, and you don't have to feel sorry or bothered about it. Besides, I think that children from single-parent families are also very good, and in many ways they show more tenacity.

I think it's just because his family still retains some traditional ideas and has some prejudice against children from single-parent families. But I believe that you will be able to overcome this problem, and there will be people who will accept you sincerely. So don't be unconfident in yourself, maybe you can find another opportunity to have a good conversation, okay? ”

"Su Yue..."

At this time, Li Qianqian's voice was a little choked up on the other end of the phone, and she only heard her say intermittently:

"I... I really felt helpless. Ever since I followed the pacesetter to his hometown, not only have his parents been vehemently opposed to us, but after that, it is said that his mother has threatened the pacesetter with a kitchen knife to separate from me..."