At that time, the arrogant and unreasonable Chi met the light of life early, which was the light of Ou Haochen himself, who was still immature.

Koike likes to follow him early on, sticking like a little tail, and the sweet-looking Koike is of course liked by everyone. At that time, Ou Haochen was no exception, becoming a childhood sweetheart and two unsuspecting little boyfriends.

At that time, they were very good, like conjoined babies who were not separated, and then gradually, Xiao Ou Haochen gradually rejected Xiao Chi early, and took back the good he had before her, and the relationship between the two gradually drifted apart.

Because of the need to support her family, Chi's mother would often take Xiao Chi with her early on business trips, and the farthest business trip was a two-and-a-half-month trip. The day before the business trip, it happened to be the fourth day of the indifferent relationship between Xiao Ou Haochen and Xiao Chi.

The day Xiao Chi returned home early happened to be her third birthday, and Chi's mother invited a large group of children, of course, there was a neighbor Xiao Ou Haochen.

Ou Haochen, who doesn't remember, because he hasn't been in contact for a long time, and because of the novelty, he flattered Xiao Chi in every possible way.

The arrogant Xiao Chi did not give in early even if she was wronged, she used force to block Xiao Ou Haochen's approach, but she really liked it, so she treated it uncertainly.

Since then, it has been this mode of getting along, mostly out of selfishness and wanting to maintain it for a longer time.

Later, Chi knew about Ou Haochen's small problem early, according to scientific evidence, this is a sexual unrequited avoidant personality, which can be better interpreted with examples.

A fell in love with someone.

But A finds out that B likes A.

A doesn't like B.

If it can be understood as hypocrisy or cheapness, it sounds reasonable.

But in reality, this problem cannot be solved so easily.

For people with this kind of problem, there is a more technical word

It's called sexual unrequited love.

First of all, sexual unrequited love is not a novelty.

It's about having a love for someone,

People who don't want the other person to respond emotionally.

The emotional plot of such a person may disappear because of the emotional response of the other person.

Sexual unrequited people are avoidant attachment personalities

Over time, avoidance of love.

They develop an aversion to people who like them.

The reason is that I don't feel worthy of being liked by others.

Inability to enter into a real relationship.

Let them like forever and forever be the kind that explicitly or implicitly "I won't be with you forever"

People who are sexually unrequited are not necessarily single.

It's just that the time of love is relatively short.

Because they will slowly and infinitely magnify the shortcomings of the other half.

The reason for the breakup is mostly the habitual avoidance of relationships by people who are sexually unrequited.

Evade giving Evade the other person's giving.

It will even make the other party think that he is just teasing the other party.

But the strange thing is that they don't have low self-esteem in the subconscious.

I don't feel that I am not worthy of the other person or that the other person is not worthy of me.

They just don't want to be liked by the people they like.

They thought they had to run away

so as not to lose.

Look, you liked me first, but I had to be so careful to maintain it. I'm not a natural actor, and every time I look at you, I can't hide my eyes......

I grew up with you against time, please, the last person must be you......

Chi Zao held his face and looked at Ou Haochen, who was sleeping exceptionally quietly, and only when he was asleep or not paying attention could he look at him with undisguised greed.

Not wanting to disturb his sweet dreams, Chi tiptoed out a blanket early to cover him so as not to catch a cold.

whispered good night to Ou Haochen and went back to the room.

The silvery moonlight shone on the ground, and everywhere there was the mournful cry of crickets. The fragrance of the night permeates the air, weaving a soft net that envelops all the scenes, which are not as realistic as in the daytime, they all have a vague, ethereal color, each of which hides its subtleties and keeps its secrets, giving people a dreamlike feeling.

The night has begun......

You are the one I really love, so please don't worry about doing what you want to do and becoming what you want to be. No matter when, I will always stand on your side. The world needs reason, but I'm partial to you. The world needs to be reasonable, but I'm biased towards you. ）

……

Ou Haochen was awakened by the stimulation of numbness in his hands, he woke up with a sore body, a blanket on his body slipped off, and he moved his muscles and bones to find himself sleeping so dead at the dining table

"A good man has a safe life!" Ou Haochen picked up the blanket, shook it and put it back on, looked at his watch, and was still more than half an hour away from getting up.

Hearing movement in the kitchen, Ou Haochen dragged a small step to the kitchen with a blanket.

Seeing that the pool in the kitchen was tidying up in an orderly manner early in the morning, she was still wearing home clothes, she pulled up her hair, wore a pink apron, and hummed a tune in her mouth, and seemed to be in a good mood.

Ou Haochen leaned forward and smelled the familiar milky purple potato polenta, which was Ou Haochen's favorite breakfast......

Ou Haochen was so moved, and two wide wave tears were revealed on his face.

"Woooooooooo......oo Early...... Early ~ You're so good!! ”

The originally quiet kitchen had this abrupt sound, and it was crying and trembling, and he was stunned for a moment in the pool of stirring porridge.

"What's going on?"

"You got up early in the morning and were busy cooking my favorite purple potato polenta!!"

"Do you like this porridge? I just saw that these ingredients were a little rotten, so I saved the trouble of a pot of stew, and I didn't cook them if I knew them. Chi looked at this porridge early and didn't know how to start.

"......" Ou Haochen put away his tears, his face was hateful, extremely speechless, and he was really so annoying, he was really moved by the blindness.

Ou Haochen went to the washstand with a blanket on his face again and looked at himself on his glasses......

'This is so handsome!' Ou Haochen thought low-key, and busily picked out a blue toothbrush and toiletry cup from the cabinet.

In the process of washing, the fragrance of the porridge became more and more intense, Ou Haochen sniffed hard, quickly washed and sat on the dining table obediently waiting.

is so fragrant, even if it is almost rotten purple potato corn, he is willing to be happy.

"Ou Haochen, come here!!"

"......" eats people with short mouths and short hands, Ou Haochen went in and served two bowls non-stop.

"How can one bowl more and one bowl less?!" Ou Haochen looked at the two bowls of porridge that were unevenly distributed and asked.

"Rotting is afraid of poison."

"Then why cook?"

"I don't want to waste it."

“…… In the final analysis, it's hypocrisy, if you don't eat it, I will eat it!! This big pot of porridge is no problem for me. ”

Ou Haochen took a tentative taste......

Melt in the mouth, sweet and delicious, rice and water are blended together, the taste is soft and glutinous, Ou Haochen is not very good at anything, only the food is not to be disappointed.

Smacking a sip of purple potatoes, the viscous soup slid into the mouth, provoking the taste buds, this water seems to be familiar with the essence of rice, soaked in rice grains and still so sweet, it seems that when simmering over a long low fire, the essence of starch should be excavated. Gently pick up a plump corn kernel with chopsticks, drink enough water, shyly belly, swagger in the white rice porridge, that layer of film seems to break at the touch of it. When you bite into it, the juice gushes out at once, sweet and sour, and the juice flows between your teeth, dyeing it sweet.

Ou Haochen felt happy to die......

Chi Zao looked at Ou Haochen like a stealing cat and forced a smile.

After breakfast, Ou Haochen went home and changed into military training clothes, and after packing up his things, Chi saw that the time was almost up.

Out of the door, Ou Haochen sat on the bicycle, fiddling with the handlebars, and when he saw Chi Zaozao coming out, he rode his bicycle proudly and went around in front of Chi Zaozao.

It's hard to have something that the pool won't know sooner, of course, you have to show off~

In the end, under Chi Zao's increasingly cold expression, Ou Haochen gentlemanly parked the back seat of the bicycle in front of Chi Zaozao.

Feeling the weight, Ou Haochen started the car.

Driving around the sheep intestine trail, I don't want to bump into people I know, so I have to be 20 minutes ahead of schedule. There were few people on the road, and Chi held on to the seat early, his heart glowing with sweetness......

When they arrived at the school gate, Chi and Ou Haochen recovered early and parted ways with passerby A and passer-by B.

Because there is still plenty of time, Chi walked very slowly early, and he still recalled Ou Haochen's words when he was about to get off the bus, he said, Hurry up after school, I will wait for you on the trail at the back door.

"Chi~Early~Early~" Her name came from behind, and Chi looked back early.