"Brother!"

"Huh?"

"Why do you cut your hair so short, I still think long hair is more suitable for you." Wang Pan said in a harmonious tone.

"The girl of my dreams must have long black and shiny hair." I learned Andy Lau's voice and said the lines in his commercial. Actually, I just wanted to use a joke to resolve the previous embarrassment.

Wang Pan shook her ponytail and teased: "It should be short hair, right?"

"Hehe, speaking of short hair, I just knew that a little short can be so short!" I stroked my hair from the front of my forehead to the back of my head with my left hand, and continued with chagrin, "I told him it would be nice to be shorter when I got a haircut before, but I didn't expect it to be like this. ”

"Maybe that's what you're expecting in the depths of your heart, or why don't you stop the barber when he first uses the scissors?

In fact, many times we don't know that we are desperate for change deep in our hearts, until that opportunity appears, and at the moment when the desire is satisfied, our hearts are happy, but accompanied by a little uneasiness. Wang Pan said thoughtfully.

Hearing Wang Pan's rational analysis, I was happy in my heart, knowing that she had come out of the embarrassment just now.

"You're right (maybe it's influenced by Zhao Min, and I'm starting to try to praise others). I was really thinking: it's better to be shorter. After cutting, I looked at myself in the mirror, and I felt a mixture of chagrin and joy. ”

"'The anxiety after the hope is achieved' was also inspired by this sentence."

"Who said that it means a lot?"

"Lu Xun's evaluation of Akutagawa Ryunosuke."

"Ryunosuke Akutagawa, isn't it just a Japanese devil who uses "China Travels" to despise the Chinese people?"

"Actually, not all Japanese people are called devils."

"I have his books, do you want to read them, they are all short?"

"Forget it, I'll still read the ...... of Marseille"

"Marcel Proust."

"Yes, I'd better read Marcel Proust's "Reminiscences."

"Whatever you want, I'll give you my book another day. I've got this one in my collection. "When I was silently circling around the playground before, I had already handed the book back to Wang Pan.

"What a read! It's so thick, how long will it take!"

"If you look at it, you'll lose track of time."

"It's true, but everything is difficult at the beginning, and reading is no exception."

"Yes! It's hard to get you started, but the good thing is that I know you never give up halfway, and it's worth it. That's right! I remember when we watched "Doraemon" and "Saint Seiya" together when we were young, I didn't see you boycott Japanese products like you do now? ”

At that time, I didn't think that Wang Pan's use of the word "goods" here was appropriate, but today it seems that it is really useful, not only ridiculing the little devil, but also promoting the local dialect.

"I was only a few years old at that time, so how do you know what a Japanese devil is."

My emotions immediately became excited, and I continued, "Have you ever been to the Nanjing Massacre Memorial Museum?" I heard that you can really understand what it means to be miserable and truly experience what it means to be filled with righteous indignation!"

Years later, December 13, 2014 / Ningbo / light rain. When I saw on TV the first public memorial for the victims of the Nanjing Massacre, I wrote without thinking:

That Chinese New Year's Eve was too deep, and 300,000 people slept forever. Nanjing's southern rain has a heart, crying across the river to sacrifice the loyal soul!

"I remember, you wrote such a poem in your essay-

The blood condenses to comfort the soul, and the original intention is only to eat more people. Now the remembrance is entered with a ticket, and many people eat Japanese goods on the street.

In fact, until this moment, I don't really understand your innocence. ”

"Let's put it this way, the country can not love me, but I can't not love the country."

"In addition to patriotism, only poetry can make you so serious."

"Of course, you can't be unrigorous in your studies, and you can't be patriotic without care."

"I'll give you a thumbs up." Wang Pan gave me a thumbs up, and then asked, "Brother, what is your ideal?" ”

"My ideal, my ideal, is that you and he can remember me."

"Huh?"

"I mean I want to go down in history."

"Oh! That's a big idea. ”

"Yes! It's quite big, but it's still not as big as the vast starry sky. It is like the largest natural number without solution, and some are just helpless, fascinating helplessness. You may not know that I have in my heart not only poetry, but also astronomy. ”

"How don't you know! I remember you wrote a poem about the universe:

The bright moon shines brightly, and the microstars cover the giant. Lie to find the root, and you can't peep into the dark night. ”

"Wouldn't it, there are hundreds of poems in my essays, and you can memorize them all after reading them once?"

"Of course not, you think I have a special ability, I can't forget it! I copied it down and memorized it deliberately. ”

"You like these poems?"

"Do you want to hear the truth?"

"Although humans are sensual creatures, they like to listen to compliments. But I still force myself to live rationally, so say whatever you want.

But don't be observant, because my emotional side is also very strong, and it will come out from time to time. Advice is contrary to ear, and intellectually I would like to hear it in detail. ”

Because a person's words and actions will always be deliberately or unintentionally hidden by himself, while the words will be intentionally or unintentionally left by the author, and these traces are often the display of a person's character and the portrayal of his heart.

But to really decipher these words, especially the poems, it takes a specific situation, that is, a coincidence, which is why I memorize your poems. ”

"You may be Bole, but I may not be Maxima!"

"I was born to be useful, but most people don't find it to use their talents well...... Ouch!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry! Are you alright, classmate? The boy who bumped into Wang Pan when he ran at night just now said apologetically. Since he was standing with his back to the light, his appearance was not very distinct, but he felt that the hairstyle was very Nicholas.

Another point is a bit of a puzzle - do you need to wear such a thick jacket for running at this time of year? What a vain this is! After "Nicholas Tse" walked away, I couldn't wait to tease Wang Pan, "I think this fly can make my Plan B sequel a turnaround." ”

After all, we're all happy.

Speaking of Wang Pan, the story should also start when he first entered high school, and it is also related to recess exercises. I remember that it was the first recess exercise in the new semester, and when I dispersed, I may have retreated a little slowly, and I was stepped on by Wang Pan in front.

“So

y!” Wang Pan turned his head and said apologetically.

"It's fine." I replied with a wry smile.

Since my bladder was insensible after the exercise, I didn't have to change my clothes, so I walked straight to the classroom. Wang Pan is with me.

"I'm sorry about what happened just now, I heard that your family is from Wuyuan?" Wang Pan stroked her ponytail and asked.

"yes, are you too?"

"Not exactly, my grandmother's house is in Wuyuan, and my name is Wang Pan."

"Oh, it turns out that Wuyuan Wang Pan is a fellow villager!"

"Do you also know Su's story?"

"I'm just hearsay, and I don't know very well." In fact, I don't say this because of modesty, it's always been my motto to not seek a lot of understanding about reading, and many allusions are really just a little understood.

"Qiantang Su Xiao is a fellow villager, and it is a private seal that Yuan Mei often carries with him in the Qing Dynasty."

"I've been taught, but your name is pretty nice, 'clever smile, beautiful eyes'."

"Thank you!"

"Actually, when I was very young, I had a playmate named Panpan. I used to have a few friends, we often played together, and she was arguing with me every time, but I haven't seen her for many years, and I don't know how she is now? ”

"Let's go! Go to the little garden, I have something to tell you. ”