I would have turned my heart to the bright moon, but the bright moon shone on the ditch.

There was not a hint of wind, and although it was overcast, the hot and humid air was still choking.

Today is the day to go to the company to go through the resignation procedures as agreed, and I went to the bus stop to wait for the bus as usual.

Along the way, my heart is still full of resentment of "going to work again", and I don't seem to have even a little sense of déjà vu about "I'm going to leave".

Maybe it's because the people waiting for the bus are familiar strangers who can't visually remind me that I've left my job?

It wasn't until she got in the car that she was dragged by Zhen Xiaoying to her side in a trance, and then she was enlightened and immediately remembered the purpose of this trip.

Then the embarrassment began, of course, along with the embarrassment and the anger, but this anger was not as cheerful and outgoing as the embarrassment, and he hid at the beginning.

What if it doesn't hide? If it weren't for Zhen Xiaoying, I would have to buy a standing ticket.

Then again, standing tickets would have given me some peace of mind, since scarce resources like seats shouldn't be occupied by an idler like me. I can't help but think of the aunts on the bus, and my face is even hotter.

Zhen Xiaoying has a smile on her face, but I really don't know why it laughs, if I have to characterize this laugh, I can only say that it disgusts me.

"I really envy you, I'm finally leaving the demon cave."

Out of politeness and a hint of gratitude, I just smiled at her reluctantly, thinking: Demon cave? I'm afraid it's your paradise! Didn't some people get in with their heads sharpened?

The reason why I didn't say these words was because I was afraid that she would make my departure public in the car.

If so, I can't bear the roll of the eyes of those standing in the carriage.

"I heard you're going home in a few days?" As soon as these seemingly inconsequential words came out, my agitated heart calmed down a little.

"Yes! My cousin got married, and I went back to have a wedding drink. She smiled and said that she didn't know and thought she was going to get married.

"And when are you going to get married?"

"Me? Even my boyfriend doesn't have a word, what are you talking about getting married! ”

Although her tone sounds a little self-deprecating, I feel that her "self-deprecation" is just a thin layer of skin, and the solid "tsundere" wrapped under it is the true portrayal of someone's heart.

I tried my best to look interested and asked, "Didn't you go on a blind date during the Chinese New Year?" ”

"Huh! Of course, it's time to get along, isn't the year just for a blind date! She said with a sneer.

"I guess you're too picky, aren't you?" In saying that, I despise myself a little.

"What a thing!" She was obviously very useful, and continued, "The good-looking family is terribly poor, the family background is a little reasonable, and the appearance is too sorry for the audience......"

I thought: Speaking of sorry audiences, who else can stand it except you Zhen Xiaoying?

"Haven't you always been part of the Appearance Association? Besides, your family is not short of money, right? ”

"I've thought about it too, if it doesn't work, just find a pleasing general."

Seeing her aggrieved look, I really felt funny, thinking that you can be picky with such a respectful face, it is really feng shui in turn, of course, thanks to family planning.

It's really a grand topic about the other half, and until we got out of the car, to be precise, Zhen Xiaoying didn't have time to finish, so we had to be forced to stop.

Once again, I squeezed into the flow of people who used to mix up every day, and suddenly I felt a sense of life.

Although there is some reluctance, intellectually these are just a faint sadness, and the fragrance is the joy of leaving.

Since it was still early, I naturally followed the flow of people towards the restaurant, perhaps due to habit.

In fact, the subconscious does not give birth to the judgment that "it's too early", this judgment is just speculation after the fact.

Zhen Xiaoying could still look at her before I was in a daze. Although there is still a distance from the restaurant at this moment, her generous figure has long since disappeared.

I often hear people around me say: I am not active in eating, and I have problems with my thoughts.

If this truth is true, then Zhen Xiaoying undoubtedly belongs to the category of people with ideological problems. Because the ancients had a saying that it was too much.

I don't know from which day I confidently divided the words of the ancients into two categories: one was criticized, and the other was enshrined. It is too much to belong to the former.

It's a bit far, okay, let's cut back to the point. I moved forward little by little with the food queue, and for the first time I didn't complain that the line was too long and the aunt who was eating was too slow.

Even when I sat down in a corner facing the wall with my plate in hand, my heart was filled with contempt for the hurried diners.

If you think about it, isn't this disdain of mine a mockery of my past self? I just didn't know it at the time. As Li Yishan said, this situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at that time.

As soon as I picked up my chopsticks, I was drawn to a familiar voice.

"Alas! Liu Dazhen is really, stupid. I've never seen anyone stupider than her, Zhen Xiaoying, you have the most right to speak, you talk about it, is it difficult? Li Yan said.

"First of all, let's be clear, we're not the kind of people who talk behind other people's backs. To tell the truth, Sister Zhen is indeed too stupid, and Sister Li is indeed merciful enough, and someone else would have kicked her out a long time ago. ”

Zhen Xiaoying paused, presumably swallowing the food in her mouth, and now her words were much clearer, and then said:

"In fact, this kind of person is the most hateful, two-faced, two-faced, one behind the other, you don't know that in private she doesn't have a few people who fall behind you......"

"I don't know who she is, and I'm too lazy to meet her. Only Du Ruolan treats her as a confidant sister, and she helps her lose money when she is sold. ”

"Oh! It turned out that Du Ruolan's resignation was caused by her. Alas! Poor Xiao Du still doesn't know. Really, why did she squeeze Xiao Du away? ”

"Isn't it obvious that there are lice on the bald head?"

Time hung on the wall next to it, but most of the time I didn't want to look up, as if time would stop there as long as I didn't look.

I often complain about time and why I am in such a hurry, and often there is only a trance between the rising sun and the infinite sunset.

Most of the time I don't know what to do except in a trance.

But all the necessary daily operations, even brushing my teeth and washing my face, I was in a hurry, but who knows what I did all this time I saved.

I was still lying on the bed, still not looking up at the time, and just as I was about to remind myself of something, my eyelids closed immediately.

I didn't have time to mumble, "I'm going to fall asleep." "It wasn't long before I thought I should squint a little longer.