Ah Sheng personally opened.

As I write this, you are asleep beside me, and I am looking at you greedily, wanting to remember what you are and what you are.

Maybe one day, my little girl will read this letter.

At that time, I probably didn't even know where the bones were buried.

It's a little ridiculous to say, I've been looking for you for ten years, and the time I've had you adds up to less than a fraction, maybe in the future you will become Junzhi's wife, and he will definitely love you very much, which is what I hope.

I have always longed to be with you in the morning and twilight to the green silk and white-headed, and I want to go with you in all the places where you rejoice, and now I want you to forget me, but I am afraid that you will forget me.

Ah Sheng, forgive me for my selfishness, forgive me for not saying goodbye, forgive me for leaving you first, forgive me......

This child I bought with my life, I hope it will be a daughter, and her eyebrows must be like mine, of course, if you marry Jun Zhi, this child will still be better like you.

Child, you must protect your mother, you will know that your father loves you very much.

Ah Sheng, I named the child a name called Qian Huan, do you like this name?

Ah Sheng, let me tell you one more secret, a secret that I was going to hide for the rest of my life.

Do you still remember the day you got married with Jun Zhi in Xiliang, ten miles of red makeup, I looked at your appearance, so happy.

I was the one who came to greet you that day, and I was the one who bowed to you.

Ah Sheng, during those days, I was thinking about what you looked like when you married me, you were wearing a bright red wedding dress, walking towards me step by step, and I held your hand.

It was probably the happiest moment of my life.

That day, I held your hand, and everyone was blessing us, and I was very happy, really, even if I was marrying you as someone else, I was still very happy.

I'm finally able to have you for once.

I am jealous of the king, jealous that he has been by your side from the beginning and has all your trust, and that he can accompany you through this life, which I can't.

The jealousy ran wild in my heart like Teng Man, but I didn't dare to do anything.

Ah Sheng, Ah Sheng......

Even though you are beside me, I feel like I am separated from you by a whole world, and even the temperature of hugging you has become cold.

Ah Sheng, is there one day when you stand on the city wall, looking at the white snow, and remember that one day, there was a person named Chu Jiangli.

Ah Sheng, Sheng Sheng.

Life and life are inseparable, Shengsheng is inseparable, after all, it is just a dream I have.

Ah Sheng, I've lived this life in a hurry, and I don't seem to have time to do anything for you.

Ah Sheng, you must not cry when I die, if you can, I hope that one day you will come to my grave wearing a bright red dress, let me see your smile, let me know that you are doing well, that is my last satisfaction.

Ah Sheng, if we haven't met, then you will definitely love Jun Zhi very much, and you will also have a child, but unfortunately, there is no if in this world.

Ah Sheng, God destined us to meet, destined me to fall in love with you.

Ah Sheng, Ah Sheng, Ah Sheng...... If I recite your name over and over again, can I engrave it in my soul and let it accompany me through the Yellow Spring, even in the next life, I will not forget it......

The lights are out, Ah Sheng, may you have a good dream.

May I, Ah Sheng, grow old with you.

The rest of your life is safe.