Chapter 49: Winter Prayer
Su Yue's eyes widened in surprise and stared at Cui Yu with an expression of disbelief.
She didn't expect that after Mu Yao and Chu Yixin proposed to break up, Chu Yixin would hurt herself in such an extreme way.
Her impulsive self-harm hurt hurt not only herself, but also all the people around her who cared about her. This is even more of a coercion of Mu Yao.
But Mu Yao never mentioned this matter to himself, even to Li Qianqian, he didn't mention it. Why is that?
Is it because you don't want to feel guilty about it?
Indeed, after Su Yue learned about this, she had some small self-blame in her heart.
She thought that if she was at Mu Yao's birthday party that day, she didn't try her best to stimulate Chu Yixin, and she also attacked her, thus causing so many troubles. Mu Yao may not be so determined to break up with Chu Yixin, and Chu Yixin may not impulsively do some self-harming behavior.
"Maybe Mu Yao chose not to say this, he was protecting me in his own way. He chose to face it alone and silently, rather than wanting to involve me.
But Chu Yixin, a stupid girl, no matter how much she can't let go, she can't think about it, and she can't hurt herself repeatedly.
first impulsively ran to the bar to accompany the drink, and then cut her wrists and self-harmed, she really took her rebellion to the extreme.
Can you really be happy if you express your love with such a twisted behavior?
If she could live in a warm family since she was a child and have parents who love her, will she also become a positive and sunny girl?
Instead of making a living, a person crawls around in society alone. That might have prevented her from going astray again and again. ”
Su Yue couldn't help but think about all this in her heart, and she couldn't help but ask Cui Yu:
"That's... Where is Chu Yixin now? Is she okay? ”
"I don't know, but she seems to have dropped out of school since that incident. As for where she is now, what she is doing, I don't know at all.
It seems that not long after that incident, Mu Yao also transferred to another school, and none of us knew where he went. By the way, Su Yue, do you know where Mu Yao is now? ”
Speaking of this, Cui Yu suddenly turned to Su Yue and asked curiously.
"Ah, I don't know."
Su Yue didn't want to explain Cui Yu in too much detail.
"I thought you two were still in touch. At Mu Yao's birthday party that day, it could be seen that the relationship between you and Mu Yao was very good. ”
"Huh?"
Su Yue was taken aback by Cui Yu's cold words, and she hurriedly explained:
"No, in fact, Mu Yao and I are not very familiar. It was just because we hadn't seen each other for a long time, and everyone was inevitably a little more excited than usual. ”
"Su Yue, do you like boys like Mu Yao?"
In an instant, Cui Yu seemed to have fired multiple bullets at Su Yue in a row, making Su Yue hide in a panic amid the rain of bullets.
"Ahh Why ask this question all of a sudden? ”
"It's nothing, I just had a whim. I've always thought you two looked like a good match, haha. ”
"Stop kidding, Cui Yu. What about you, what type of girls do you like? ”
Su Yue hurriedly tried to change the topic, she didn't want Cui Yu to mention Mu Yao again.
"Hmm... Think about it. I like the kind of girl who looks quiet and shy, but actually has a lot of thoughts in her heart. It is best to have the same interests and hobbies as yourself. What about you Su Yue, what type of boys do you like? ”
"Hmm... I like it..."
Suddenly asked this question, Su Yue's mind was naturally the first thing that came to mind was Mu Yao's appearance.
Tall, somewhat thin figure, with clean, slender fingers. With fair skin and a high nose, his gaze is often cold, but when he looks at himself, he is always so affectionate and gentle.
He is warm and friendly to everyone, but he also keeps a certain distance. For the people he cares about, he expresses his concern and thoughtfulness unreservedly.
"Haha, I won't tell you. Maybe I don't know what type I like. ”
Su Yue decided to keep Mu Yao's appearance silently in her heart, not to disturb it, and not to share it with anyone.
Even the person sitting opposite him in front of him has a lot of similarities with Mu Yao. But Su Yue knew very well in her heart that their hearts would always be two completely different people.
Cui Yu will never be able to replace Mu Yao's position in his heart.
After lunch, Su Yue will return to the museum to continue today's introduction.
She and Cui Yu left contact information for each other, but she didn't plan to make any progress with Cui Yu anymore, after all, she was still not used to being alone with the opposite sex.
But in the end, except for a few questions asked by Cui Yu today, I was a little embarrassed. Su Yue didn't feel that her short time with Cui Yu made her feel anything uncomfortable.
On the contrary, she found that she was also able to be alone with the opposite sex normally, and everything was not as difficult as she imagined.
Throughout the afternoon, the introduction of the art museum was also carried out very smoothly. After closing, Su Yue and Li Qianqian walked all the way to the direction of the apartment.
Due to the continuous heavy snowfall in the past few days, the paths on both sides of the street have been covered with a thick layer of snow.
Su Yue and Li Qianqian held hands and stepped on this soft snowdrift, leaving a series of footprints of different shades along the way.
"This snow is so beautiful, like the feathers on an angel's wings."
Su Yue stretched out her hand and gently caught a piece of snowflakes that were slowly falling.
"Angel Angel, please bless us both. Let's all have a sweet love affair this winter! ”
Li Qianqian suddenly closed her eyes and began to make a wish, she stood in the snow, silently praying.
"Angel Angel, I hope you can bless Sissi and the pacesetter, so that the two of them will eventually become married!"
Su Yue also closed her eyes, clasped her hands together and prayed silently.
"What about you, Su Yue. Pray for your own happiness too! ”
"I'll forget it, Prince Charming hasn't even appeared yet."
"How so? It's just there..."
"Huh? Who? Where is it? ”
"That Mr. Cui Yu, I can see that he likes you very much."