Chen Jinsong stood on the high platform, his eyes slowly staggered Hongling, his eyes looked at the direction of the Xicheng River in the distance, the rain was getting heavier and heavier, in the hazy distance of the rainstorm, a line was gradually approaching Xicheng, he smiled, Liu Ling'er said every word poked his heart, everything he cared about, she was bloody in front of him.

Hong Ling watched Chen Jinsong turn around in despair, sighed slowly, and said slowly, "Do you know why I'm saying this? ”。

Chen Jinsong chuckled, "Stimulate me, let me know how much of a bastard I am, let me know how many people I've hurt by being alive, and let me know that I'm never worthy of forgiveness."

"Do you understand it like this", Hong Ling slowly got up from the ground and took two steps in the direction of Chen Jinsong, "Of course you are an extremely hateful person, this is undeniable, the things you have done, even if you die a thousand times or ten thousand times, it is not too much to let you know that in this world, it is not that no one loves you."

"You can take revenge on the whole world arrogantly, but why can't you see those who love you?"

Chen Jinsong turned around slowly, the red blood in his eyes became thicker and thicker to look at Hongling, he didn't speak, he just stared at it, and from time to time he let out some helpless laughter, the two maids were already frightened next to him and didn't dare to move, the passage of time was like a cloud in the sky, and it was already a dark evening after being blown by the wind a few times.

Hong Ling came to Bai Ju's side, slowly removed the cotton towel on his arm, replaced it with new medicine, and bandaged it again, Bai Ju still didn't wake up, Hong Ling called two maids to help, put Bai Ju flat on the ground, and awkwardly sat on the chair for a long time, afraid that he would sleep uncomfortably.

Chen Jinsong still stood there looking at the line in the distance, the line began to approach gradually, he smiled slightly, in a not very loud voice, as if talking to himself, as if communicating with others, calmly said: "Once I came to the land of Xicheng with ambition, I want to show my skills, the soldiers respect me, my subordinates respect me, and the people are also chattering one by one, from the king to the prince, Xicheng will not be afraid of anything in the future."

"Yes, I do want them to be afraid of nothing, but I can't control myself, and the more I try to do everything well, the more a voice in my heart shouts, and that voice says, I'm so cowardly, why don't you take revenge? If you are not happy, why bother so much to do it? That voice was right, I also found out, I began to see those applause voices, I began to dislike everyone to live happier than me, when I walked on the streets of Xicheng, I saw those happy children with families and loving parents, I just wanted to kill him"

Hongling looked up in the direction of Chen Jinsong, he kept reminiscing, and kept talking......

"Do you know why there is a lot of water? I personally interrupted the dam stone, in order to let the rainstorm come quickly spread to the entire Xicheng, I don't want to see this harmonious Xicheng, prosperity and beauty in my opinion, are a naked irony of my failed life, I didn't tell anyone, I only quietly stored the grain in Xicheng, recruited the people I looked at into the palace, and then hid all the officials and troops, so that this Xicheng is only me, this is my royal city"

"Since my father doesn't want to see me, then I will be the king myself, I sing songs every day, feast every day, I let everyone in the palace take turns to feel the taste of being a superior person, I let them play the role of officials, play the role of soldiers, and play the role of dancing girls and beauties, I don't bother to touch them, but I want to create an atmosphere of prosperity, I want everything to be controlled by me"

"Suddenly Ye'er came, I'm so happy, we haven't seen each other for more than ten years, how happy I am that he can come to my kingdom, but he actually mentioned his father, heh! Naturally, he didn't know how partiality his father was, he naturally felt that his father was the best, how could he bear to slander his father? That's the man who killed other concubines for his mother, in his eyes, that high king will always shine with the brilliance of human nature, that king is not only good at governing the country, but also good at governing people"

"Since I left the palace, I haven't seen my mother again, even if I came back from the border, I haven't been able to see her, I thought that as long as I obeyed my father's words, sooner or later we would have the opportunity to meet again, who knows, she just arrived in Xicheng when I came to Xicheng, there was bad news, but in fact, I carefully calculated, the queen mother was killed the day after I left the royal capital, but I didn't even have the opportunity to participate in the mother's memorial, even, I still don't know where the mother concubine was buried, this is Ye'er's father who is high in his heart, how do I not hate? ”

"I transferred all the spies deployed near the royal capital back, in order to kill those disobedient untouchables, they dared to accept alms from others other than their king, this is a betrayal of me, I can't tolerate it, the funny thing is that Ye'er actually saved them, hahaha - he saved them, those stupid untouchables were bought by him like that, people's hearts, how cheap"

"My guard, who has been with me for more than ten years, I asked him to teach Ye'er a lesson, he actually wanted Ye'er's life without arrogance, fortunately it was not Ye'er who was injured at the time, otherwise I don't know how many people I have to kill to calm my anger, but I killed him, with my own hands, when he knelt in front of me, I stared at him for a long time, I was thinking, how dare he move Ye'er? He has been by my side for so many years, but I don't know how important Ye'er is in my heart? Oh, I overestimated him, and he was no different from everyone else, so why should I keep him? I waited quietly, watched, waited for him to look up, because I wanted to watch him watch me kill him, sure enough, his expression was shocked, but I believe that if he had a chance to wake up again, he would have understood why I had killed him. I remember the day he died, it was also raining, and I screamed in the rain for a long, long-"

"Later, I sent another person over, that person was very smart, he understood what I meant, but after sowing discord, when he went to kill those untouchables, he actually ran into Ye'er again, I was very glad that Ye'er killed him, so after that group came back, I didn't blame them, but somehow, Ye'er suddenly came to me, he lowered his voice, like a cat that had been ravaged, he kept telling me, he likes you, likes you, likes Liu Ling'er......"

"But you!" , Chen Jinsong suddenly turned around and pointed at Hongling's nose with a hideous face, "You actually made my Ye'er so sad, you actually hurt him, hurt him, why should you live well?" ”。

Hongling was frightened by Chen Jinsong's appearance and took half a step back, goosebumps appeared on her body for a while, and there seemed to be a cold wind behind her, it turned out that Chen Jinsong actually had such stubborn feelings for Chen Jinye.

"I have long arranged for the dead to be arranged near the side courtyard, in order to keep an eye on you, Ye'er said that he met you in Pingshui, how can I trust a woman who met in Pingshui to follow Ye'er's side? I let him stare at you to death, but if you do something harmful to Ye'er, you don't want to live, but I never expected that you would be Liu Ling'er, the Liu Ling'er who was sent to kiss."

Chen Jinsong laughed heartily a few times, then turned around calmly, and then began to speak calmly.

"After Ye'er left that day, Ruo Niang came over, she was a little girl I picked up in the frontier, that winter, she almost froze to death, she said she was an orphan, she said that since I saved her, then she will be with me for the rest of my life, I took her back to the royal capital, and took her to Xicheng, more than ten years have passed, she is still by my side, she never asks me why, she will only stay quietly, no matter what I do, I thought she was just losing her temper and avoiding me for a few days, but I didn't expect that she suddenly wanted to open, She didn't know when she cultivated a servant girl, she taught that servant girl everything about me, she taught it really well, that handmaid was very thoughtful, very much like her, but that handmaid was not her after all, since she had chosen to leave, what would she do with a replacement? So I killed her."

"I got a letter from that maidservant, a letter from Ruoniang, do you know what she wrote in the letter? Haha - she said she had loved me for many years, isn't that ridiculous? She said that she was so tired of loving me, she wanted to give up, so she left, oh, yes, yes, yes, she also said that for many years, she would secretly embroider her name on my clothes, and she said that I would never find her love, but she never asked me, and if she asked me, I would definitely let her know, I knew what she was doing on my clothes, but she didn't ......"

"She is the person who knows me in the world, better than myself, she will always cook the right meal for me at the right time, she knows that I am in a bad mood, she will definitely order the kitchen to make bamboo shoots, she knows that I am in pain, she hides in the dark of the room and quietly accompanies me in the yard, she will watch me, soothe me in a subtle way, and always appear by my side when I need it most, I am not very happy in this life, except that year I carried her back from the snow in the cold night, I am very happy"

Chen Jinsong smiled stupidly, slowly sat on the ground, and seemed to see Ruoniang's appearance between his eyebrows and eyes, he just waited so quietly, looking into the distance so happily, as if Ruoniang had not left in his mind, and the two of them were happy.