Su Yue opened the text message on her mobile phone and tried to send a message to Mu Yao:

"Mu Yao, I want to say I'm sorry to you. That night I misunderstood you and said something that made you sad.

But please believe me, I don't mean to hurt you. There seems to be some misunderstanding between us, and I would like to find an opportunity to explain it to you.

I called you, and I don't know if you were busy and didn't hear it, so I had to leave you a message. Maybe I'll call again later? ”

Su Yue pressed the send button, and then closed the phone. She kept looking forward to Mu Yao's early reply, hoping to untie each other's knots as soon as possible.

Ten minutes later, the phone screen lit up. At this moment, Su Yue couldn't tell how excited she was in her heart. She hurriedly turned on her phone, and sure enough, it was a message from Mu Yao:

"I'm at home and my parents can't answer the phone. Forget about the last time, it's all in the past. ”

"It's okay, if it's not convenient for you to answer the phone, can you tell me the address of your home? I can go to your house and look for you. There are some misunderstandings that I want to explain to you face to face, but there are also some things I have always wanted to say to you. ”

... There was no response.

"Ah, of course, it doesn't matter if your parents are inconvenient at home. I can go downstairs to your house, can you come downstairs? Let's just talk for a while. ”

... There was no response.

"Please, Mu Yao... I really have something I want to say to you personally. ”

... There was no response.

Su Yue felt that her heart was empty, as if she was in a silent and boundless wilderness, everything was so quiet that she could hear her heartbeat:

"Plop... Thump... Mu Yao didn't seem to want to talk about that night anymore, he must still be angry with me.

It's all my fault, it's obvious that Mu Yao is working so hard to prove his love for me bit by bit. But I am so willful, I have always been captive by my own inferiority complex in my heart, and I am cautious and dare not respond to his wishes. ”

"What am I afraid of? Is it because of the bad experiences in the past that I have lost confidence in my heart? I always feel that the other person is very good, but I am not so good. I'm not sure if I deserve to be loved..."

"Even when I felt the love of the other person, I was already excited and ecstatic, but I couldn't respond with the same enthusiasm from the heart. I was afraid of something, of getting, of losing..."

Su Yue's heart is like the sea that is no longer calm at the moment, undulating and surging with layers of waves. Wrapped in this small wave is the exploration and repeated torture of the depths of one's own heart.

As the communication with one's own heart gradually improved, the essence of all problems gradually became clear. The small waves in the sun gently embraced the extract of the soul, leaving traces of different shades on the hot sand.

"If you are afraid of losing, you will be afraid. If you continue to suffer from gains and losses like this, you will not be able to firmly grasp the happiness in front of you. For true and sincere love, you should return it with your warmest hug, the most sincere praise, and the most complete soul. And all good qualities should be refined and dedicated to the purest emotions. ”

After sorting out her thoughts, Su Yue felt a lot more relieved, and she decided to pick herself up again. This time, she wants to try to overcome her inner inferiority, take the initiative, and firmly grasp her own happiness.

Su Yue picked up her mobile phone and dialed Li Qianqian's number.

"Hello? Su Yue..."

"Sissi, tell me the address of Mu Yao's house."

"Huh??"

"Hurry up, you tell me first. I'll explain the rest to you later. ”