Hearing Mu Yao say this suddenly, Su Yue's heart seemed to be deeply stabbed.

As he said, I really don't feel happy now......

When she first got together with Lu Ze, although the two didn't meet, Su Yue could feel the sweetness between her and Lu Ze from getting along bit by bit every day.

And since Lu Ze's mother began to intervene in the matter between the two, everything has changed...

The originally pure feelings between them, from that moment on, seemed to have been forcibly added with some extremely destructive additive. Therefore, after continuous fermentation, this sincere emotion that originally went straight to happiness changed little by little, and until today it slowly fell into the bottomless abyss.

And the side effects caused by this have been gradually consuming the love between Lu Ze and Su Yue. Su Yue didn't know that one day, the relationship between them would be exhausted like being eroded by termites.

This is what Su Yue is most worried about, the reason why she has the idea of separating from Lu Ze is precisely because she doesn't want to face the love between two people one day to the end, and there is not much left. If you cut off the love thread earlier, maybe for the two of you, you can still leave some good memories.

Thinking of this, Su Yue couldn't help but sigh softly, and then slowly said:

"Maybe... Happiness never belonged to me. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't hold on to the love I wanted. Hehe, this may be my fate..."

"Su Yue... It's not your fate, and you won't miss out on happiness because of it. ”

I saw Mu Yao looking at Su Yue with some distress, and then continued to say to her:

"Look... Didn't fate send me to you again? Maybe you can't fully sober up from this relationship with him now, but I just want you to know that I will always be by your side and comfort you. Whether you are happy or not is what I care about most now. ”

"Am I happy or not, hehe, I don't know..."

"Su Yue, I hope you can realize that you are not happy now. If a relationship not only fails to bring you positive energy, but also constantly creates you distress and pain, then you must not be happy and will never be happy from it. In fact, at the last meeting, I noticed that you always had a sense of restlessness in your mood, and I guessed that your current relationship must be causing you some worries and troubles. And you've never been in such a state before..."

"Once upon a time... Mu Yao, what was I like in the past? I don't think I remember..."

Although Su Yue was occasionally troubled in the past, she always looked so innocent and heartless when she laughed. She is optimistic and strong, and always positive in the face of all difficult problems. Her body seemed to be full of energy at all times, enough to compete with this cruel and realistic world, and... She never gave up on the pursuit of happiness, and despite the difficulties in front of her, she firmly believed that she could overcome obstacles and reap happiness. ”

"I was so optimistic in the past..."

After listening to Mu Yao's words, Su Yue couldn't help but sigh.

Time flies, if it weren't for Mu Yao helping him recall everything in the past again, Su Yue obviously couldn't remember her original appearance at all.

So she couldn't help but let out a wry smile, and then asked a little dejectedly:

"Mu Yao, am I now like those people who have been knocked down by the cruel reality, looking both indifferent and full of negativity?"

"Silly girl, how could it be? You've always been the little girl I know, and you just need someone to help you get out of this fog. ”

I saw Mu Yao stretch out his hand, gently rubbed Su Yue's head, and then comforted her gently.

"Can I really get out?"

Su Yue couldn't help but muttered to herself, she wasn't sure if she would be able to struggle back from the pain, all the difficulties seemed to make her difficult.

"Isn't there still me? Su Yue... I will always be there for you, and I am confident that you will come out of this sad relationship, as long as you are willing to believe in me. ”

Mu Yao's tone sounded full of distress and worry about himself, but he didn't know how difficult his relationship with Lu Ze was.

Su Yue has never been able to give up her sincerity to Lu Ze and the hard-won spiritual communication between them, not to mention that Lu Ze is experiencing both mental and physical torture at this moment, and Su Yue can't make up her mind to leave him at this moment.

But I'm afraid that even if I persist any longer, as long as Lu Ze's mother is there, my feelings for Lu Ze will eventually only be left with unbearable and sympathetic feelings for what happened to him.

Su Yue is constantly pulling with herself, on the one hand, she is looking back and wants to renew her first love with herself, and on the other hand, she is a soul mate who can't see the future but always has a tacit understanding.

Fate, has it always been so dramatic?

Indeed, from a completely rational point of view, choosing to be with Mu Yao, whether it is from the external conditions or his feelings for himself, is obviously a wiser choice.

However, only Su Yue knew that if she rebuilt her relationship with Mu Yao, although it would indeed help her slowly recover from her emotional trauma, she was afraid that even if she could live a very superior life in the future and have such an enviable partner, she would not be able to make up for the shortcomings left in her heart after all.

And from a perceptual point of view, there is no doubt that he still can't let go of Lu Ze in his heart. Although they had known him for a short time and had never met, an inexplicable spiritual pillar was quickly built between the two of them.

It's just that now this so-called spiritual pillar is full of holes and is crumbling. Because as long as Lu Ze's mother exists, I believe that the hearts of the two of them will never be at peace.

Maybe let go of this obsession with Lu Ze to get the so-called liberation......

Thinking of this, Su Yue couldn't help but sigh silently in her heart, and then slowly said to Mu Yao:

"Mu Yao... Give me some time, let me think about it. ”

It seemed that after seeing a glimmer of hope, Mu Yao suddenly jumped up from the swing excitedly:

"Okay, Su Yue, I have patience and full confidence in us."

"It's not early, let's go back."

"Okay, I'll send you."

"No, I want to walk around alone, and there are some things I want to think about alone."

"Oh... Okay, I see. Then you stay safe and let me know when you get home. ”

"Okay."

After separating from Mu Yao, Su Yue walked home alone along the path next to the park. The still cold wind in early spring blew across her cheeks, making Su Yue feel indescribably lonely.

Just then, her phone rang. Seeing that it was Nurse Liu's call, Su Yue immediately picked it up:

"Hello? Hello. ”

Nurse Liu's tone on the phone sounded a little excited:

"Hello, that... Lu Ze had just woken up. ”