No. Love "10,000 Retreats"
Tie your hair twice too loose, three times too tight, take a shower, freeze to the left and burn to the right, eat instant noodles, one bucket is too little, two buckets are too much, like our feelings, neither advance nor retreat.
I am reluctant to take a step back.
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Mr. Match said to Miss Cigarette I only love you, and later Cigarette met the lighter and was fascinated by the wealth of the lighter, and Mr. Lighter said to Miss Cigarette that I like you.
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In the end, the cigarette found that the lighter could not only light the cigarette but also the cigar, and the cigarette came back to find the match hoping that the match could light her at one time, and the match gave up her life to light the cigarette, but found that the cigarette that was lit twice would have that (taste) again,
I like you, I just like you.........
The difference between one word and the difference of thousands of miles,
Always sensitive and impulsive when I was young,
It's easy to take ambiguity as ......... Love.
If you stay for five more seconds, you'll blush,
Drinking a cup of sweet milk tea together is about to live a lifetime together.
But then there was no longer the innocence and excitement of the time,
As long as there is abundance and goodness,
I felt that this person was okay to make a living.
You can easily say I do,
But I can't open my mouth to say I love you.
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This story is from my best cat.
In high school, cats were unknown in school
The girls are not beautiful, not tall, and have good grades
Not prominent, wear a school uniform and sneakers every day to school
Two points and one line at home, ordinary as dust.
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The cat has two good friends, and unlike her, they are very good at dressing up, and they are very good at being cute and cute, and they think that it is a great honor for a senior boy to be an older brother.
The cat is with them, and she can hear many stories of school people every day, but stories are stories, and even if they are in the same school, those people and things in the stories are far away from her. But the two girls were keen on this, and it was at that time that the cat realized that she never seemed to have entered their world.
Until one night when there was a school-wide power outage.
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The evening self-study ended early, and the cat went to the Internet, but met the teaching director who went to the Internet café for inspection, and it was too late to turn off QQ when he fled in a hurry.
When she went online again, a person named "Love Song Unreached" applied to add her as a friend.
She felt that the name was a bit literary and artistic, and the owner might be a weird, so she decided to ignore it.
But the man seemed to be very persistent, adding her again and again, until a week later, in the evening, she was bored in the Internet café, so she clicked through.
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She is an introverted girl, and she doesn't have much to talk about with strangers, and when the other party says "hello", she smiles back; The other party said a few casual words, and she smiled back again, and chatted like this, until the other party sent a message: Do you want to change positions? The light above your head keeps flashing, aren't you afraid of exploding?
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She panicked and swept around
circle, and I saw that there were several rows of places, and there was a long strip
's arm poked out of the back of the chair and waved at her,
She was so frightened that her soul was half gone, and she hurriedly closed her schoolbag with her
The account is gone.
Before leaving, she caught a glimpse of the man dressed the same as her
The school uniform has a stiff and thin back, and the outline of the back of the head has
Point to look good.
She pushed open the door and walked out quickly, speeding up her heart
The jump for a long time can't be calmed down.
Later, after a few days, every time she recalled the back of the beautiful head, she regretted that she didn't see the person's face.
Because she was too curious, she tentatively asked her two best friends
Friend, do you know that "Love Song Unreached" is in school
Who.
As a result, as soon as these four words came out, the two of them were one
Dumbfounded, they told her it was school wind
Cloud character - Jiang Hai.
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She certainly knew the name at the time of the school
There are two boys in Fengyun, one is Jiang Hai, and also
There is one named Gu Xin.
Both of them have very good family backgrounds and learn
Xi is not bad, it is said that she is boundless handsome, and she is too
I've seen two real people from afar, and I think they're quite handsome, but
It's not as exaggerated as the legend suggests.
Her two good friends have always wanted to recognize Jiang Haidang
Brother, but there is no chance to get close to him.
hearing
This news, the two of them asked her one after another, how to add it
to Jiang Hai QQ's.
She said that the other party added her, and she didn't talk about anything.
Both girls felt that she was hiding something, and they were very reluctant
Heart, for several days in a row, sneered at her, saying:
"You're a very playful boy, you're so stupid
Hey, don't be played with. ”
After knowing that the person was Jiang Hai, she panicked
panicked, after all, the other party is too famous, she is one
Ordinary girls have never had a relationship with such a person
set, I thought about not contacting each other again in the future
Finish.
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Every few days, she went to the Internet café again, and the "love song did not arrive"
Also online.
She just wanted to be invisible, but his avatar was already there
Flashed.
Him: What time is it? Are you still coming?
She replied truthfully: I didn't bring the key, I was waiting for my mother
Coming back from the night shift.
Him: Go out and roll the road?
Her: No, it's too late.
Although the other party didn't say anything, he looked at Jiang Hai
The avatar of the cat, the cat's heart was still very panicked, and then went offline
Left the Internet café.
As she walked out, she heard herself
There was a sound of pushing a chair behind me, and I vaguely felt that someone was following
She came out.
Turning her head, she saw a tall, thin man
The tall boy stands on the steps of the Internet café.
The cat's heart tightened.
He came up and said, "I'll send you home." ”
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She looked at the strange and good-looking face and asked:
"Who are you?"
The boy grinned and reported his name directly:
"Gu Xin."
Her mind was clouded and she blurted out, "You're not."
Jiang Hai? ”
The boy smiled and said, "You checked me."
Yes? Xiaohai's QQ number was given to me, and it has been half a year
I'm using it. ”
She felt a little embarrassed and wanted to find a chance to slip away
said, "It's my house across the street, don't send me off,
My mom will break your leg when she sees it. ”
The boy replied calmly: "Then my leg is broken, you have to be responsible, right?" ”
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Her heart felt like a corner had been knocked open by his wicked smile
As if he was stubborn, he said, "I can't afford to play with you."
It's not the kind of girl you want to recognize
Younger sister. With that, he fled like the wind.
The next day, she was hesitating to tell her two good friends about it, when she heard them say, "Do you know how famous you are now?" People in the senior grades are rumoring that you want to hook up with Jiang Hai. ”
She wanted to explain that the person in QQ Riga was not Jiang Hai, but she was afraid that saying Gu Xin's name would cause even more trouble.
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In one class, her and Jiang Hai's names were already tied together, and the rumors that she hooked up with Jiang Hai spread quickly, and many girls in the class sneered at her, saying that she was really unseemly, and she took Jiang Hai like this.
She was scared, but she had nowhere to explain. She knew Jiang
Hai has a girlfriend and is a pretty hard girl to mess with.
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After self-study that night, she hurried home, just
Passing by the door of the Internet café, I saw Gu Xin with his hands in the school
Clothes in pockets, sit on the steps.
She was about to turn around and run, when he called out to her:
"Hey! What a run! ”
She said, "You all stay away from me, okay."
Yes? ”
Puzzled, he asked, "You guys?" You mean me? ”
She didn't care about it, and blurted out: "I have two good friends who especially want to be your sister, if you are."
It's boring, I'll introduce it to you! ”
The boy was stunned for a moment and said, "Okay, give me my name."
Word. ”
The next morning, the whole class was quietly warming up
With a book, suddenly, Gu Xin walked in.
He knocked on the first row of tables, called two names, and said, "Come out and talk for a while."
The two girls trembled and followed out.
Gu Xin asked them straight to the point: "In the end, and."
What did she say? Why did she run away when she saw me?
Run? ”
The two girls denied it and were about to cry.
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The cat didn't expect things to turn out like this, so she hurriedly went out to stop him, but saw him looking fierce.
She was more fierce than Gu Xin, and asked him, "Have you made enough trouble?" ”
Gu Xin snatched her back: "For such a friend, is it okay to stay away?" ”
She also choked him: "Then can you stay away from me?" ”
Gu Xin was silent for a while and said, "Okay!" ”
After that, he walked away without looking back.
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The cat thought that this was the end of the matter,
Who knew that Jiang Hai's girlfriend brought several with him at noon that day
The girl came to her, I don't know what she heard, scolded
She scolded her badly and slapped her.
She felt wronged, but the two friends watched from the door and ignored her.
During the evening self-study, an incident spread throughout the school
Go: Gu Xin beat Jiang Hai.
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She was suspicious in her heart, but she still comforted herself,
This matter has nothing to do with her.
When she came home from the evening self-study, she saw a person sitting on the steps at the door of the Internet café from a distance.
She walked over hard, Gu Xin's face was blue, but he smiled at her and said, "Yo, don't run away this time?" ”
She said, "I was beaten today, you know? ”
Gu Xin said: "I hit someone today, do you know? ”
She walked forward in silence, and he followed her, saying, "I don't take it seriously, just let him follow."
Take care of your girlfriend. ”
After that, he paused, lowered his voice and asked, "Am I causing you trouble?" ”
Her heart softened and she turned to look at him.
Seeing that she was willing to ignore him, he smiled again
said, "Hey, I've seen you several times."
What is your name? ”
She said her name, and her voice was low.
His eyes were full of smiles: "Well, in the future, I will finally be able to write love letters with a name and a surname." ”
Many years later, the cat told me that she had never seen a boy smile so beautifully.
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A few days later, Jiang Hai's girlfriend came to look for the cat and said
misunderstood her, and said that Jiang Hai didn't know her, just
let the good brothers praise it, and they were watched by the whole school.
Jiang Hai's girlfriend said: "Cat, you are so powerful, they are from."
The bare ass played to the big and never moved his hands. ”
The cat also felt guilty about Gu Xin, and had the courage to go to the third year of high school
grade to find him.
As soon as she entered the corridor, she saw Gu Xin and a large group
The boy was playing with her, and his face was surprised when he saw her,
shouted at her at the top of his voice: "Hey, looking for me? It must be cut back
Is that good? ”
She glanced at his face and ran away in fright
Finish.
After that, every day when the cat came home, it would be on the steps of the Internet café
When they saw Gu Xin, the two of them walked around the small one behind the school
Walking in circles in the alley, I don't remember what I said,
But time seems to fly by.
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The cat said to me that she remembered one time it rained, Gu
Shin propped up her clothes from behind and brought her with him
Wrapped inside.
The two of them were face to face, so close together that her heart was beating so fast that she could barely breathe, but he just patted her on the head.
He said: "I'm so cowardly, I don't even want to kiss you." ”
That summer, Gu Xin was going to take the college entrance examination, before the college entrance examination
One night, he learned to meow downstairs at her house, waiting for her to come out
When he came to the head, he said to her, "See you in City A!" ”
She nodded.
A month later, Gu Xin was on the red list, and he was admitted to City A.
Before leaving, he gave her all his review materials and said, "Girl, City A is waiting for you." ”
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After that, he would always leave her a message on QQ,
I want her to work hard, and I want her to eat well and sleep well
Straight.
Every time she sees a large message, she only replies to one
The phrase "got it".
He sent a video to ask to come over, but she refused.
She was afraid that she would cry when she saw his face, and she was afraid that he would know
Dao, she misses him, she likes him.
She always remembered his dazzling light, and remembered
own ordinary.
She never called him and never left him a message. She said to herself: Someday, I will
Shine as brightly as you do.
In the middle of winter that year, he suddenly said on QQ: Go downstairs.
She lied about stomach pain and ran all the way from the school building
Came out, panting to the Internet café and saw him.
He was as handsome and dazzling as ever.
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I haven't seen each other for half a year, and the two are walking around the alley in the snow
After walking for two hours, she was frozen and stiff, but she was still there
I heard him tell a lot of interesting stories in college.
He said:
"I'm so good, no girl likes me, not even a confession."
He continued,
"Hey, do you say that the people of City A don't understand my handsomeness?"
She listened silently on the side.
She also wanted to tell him about herself, but she was a senior in high school
Life is boring and ordinary, and without him, she has nothing
Fun.
Stopping at the last street on the way to her house, he asked her, "Girl, have you missed me?" Do you have me in your memories? You....... Have you ever liked me? ”
Looking at his expectant eyes, at that moment, she really
I really want to go up and hug him.
But she looked him in the eye in a daze, and in the end did nothing.
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She said, "It's cold, let's go back." ”
He looked at her quietly for a long time and said, "Cat, I won't wait for you any longer." ”
The two men looked at each other for a long time, and finally she said:
"Okay."
Without even asking a reason, she turned to be alone
Self-gone.
It was a long time before she learned from others,
He took the train for dozens of hours that night to come back to see her, but he didn't even return home, and left by car overnight.
He came back just because he missed her.
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Later, I asked the cat, "Maybe he was waiting for you to keep him that night, maybe he didn't feel your liking, but why did you turn around and leave?" ”
Her eyes were red, and she said, "Dazzling as him, I can't keep it after all, right?" ”
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The cat scored well in the college entrance examination and volunteered to fill in City A
A university.
On the eve of leaving her hometown, she took the initiative to leave a message for him on QQ for the first time, and only sent the number of one train.
Early that morning, she took the first step to City A and saw him on the platform, as well as his girlfriend.
They took her everywhere for local snacks and shopping
Attractions, played all day.
When they parted, he said to her, "If you meet a good boy in college, consider finding one." ”
She said, "Got it." ”
Since then, he has rarely seen her again.
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In college, the cat read a lot of chicken soup texts, in the text
Said: The college entrance examination is the fairest opportunity in life, from now on
Your circle of friends is bounded by the university, Tsinghua
Boys will choose girls from Peking University, and Fudan will choose
Tongji's, the watershed of life has been drawn.
The cat looked up and asked her roommate, "Will you fall in love with a boy from Fudan?" ”
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They laughed and said, "Cat, what are you dreaming about?"
Today's boys are more realistic than girls, and it's better to hold a hand
Cards for boys, who don't want to talk about an evenly matched love
Besides, there are good-looking girls in famous universities
sub."
The cat smiled faintly and stopped making a sound.
A year after graduation, the cat learned from his classmates that Gu Xin worked in a foreign company in City A, with a high income and a good future, and his girlfriend around him was also a new one, and the other party was also a graduate of a famous university.
The cat is still single, found a job in City A, and works hard every day, but the salary at the end of the month can't even pay the rent.
She was suddenly very tired and wanted to go home to see her parents, so she got on the train back to her hometown.
The train passes through the tunnel with intermittent cell phone signals
Continued, she received his QQ message, and he left a message saying that he
She was getting married, and the invitation was sent to her home.
She didn't reply, and cried for the first time in her life in the carriage where the lights were clearly off.
On the day he got married, she wrapped a gift money and asked someone to bring it.
Late at night, she posted a circle of friends, just to him
One person can see: I loved you for your entire youth, and today is finally
You can let go, you want to be happy.
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At two o'clock in the morning, she saw his reply — I just knew that you love me.
After that, she met her Mr. Gao.
Mr. Gao is a tall chubby and laughs there
A little silly boy.
He also worked in City A.
He saw the cat for the first time on the train home to visit his family, and found that the cat had been crying in the bathroom of the carriage for a long time and had not come out.
He wanted to smoke a cigarette and go back, but unknowingly smoked one cigarette after another in the hallway of the bathroom partition.
It was early in the morning when he arrived at the station, and he helped the cat carry the box out
Standing, I saw her standing under the street lamp, and I only felt her figure
It's so lonely and helpless that it's distressing.
He lied that his phone was out of battery and that he couldn't contact his friend who picked up the station, so he borrowed his phone from the cat.
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Friends drove him and the cat from the city
The easternmost to the westernmost sent her home.
A few days later, he texted himself to the cat and confessed himself
The purpose of borrowing the phone, but the cat did not reply.
After that, he sent a text message saying good morning every day, until the cat said to forgive him and didn't care that he asked for her mobile phone number, and he replied to her: Then can I chase you?
On the day of the cat's wedding, Mr. Gao hugged the cat above his head on the stage, and said with tears in his eyes that he could marry a cat.
All of our girls were crying in the audience, and the cat was also crying, and she helped the boys wipe their tears and said:
"Mr. Gao, I love you from this moment, late
Is it? ”
I know that the cat is telling the truth.
Her heart, which has been hard since college, was still knocked open by Mr. Gao, who was tall and chubby.
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For her, the love of the past is regrettable
Scars, and her Mr. Gao is the medicine of her life!
Coincidentally, the cat hasn't given birth to a baby yet, me
We agreed that when the time comes, we will have a baby together, whether it is a baby man or a baby woman, her name is Gao Fushuai, and mine is called Su Fangtian.
Mr. Gao said, "They will hate you when they grow up." ”
Mr. Su said: "Nickname, nickname, don't write it in the household registration book?" ”
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If you are lucky enough to come across
A gentleman took great care of me
Don't let me mourn, don't let me break up.
Teach me to be sophisticated, protect me and be as innocent as ever
I'm not going to let him lose anyway,
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