(21) Confession
Suddenly, Yin Ruchen's heart ached, and blood slowly flowed out of the corners of her mouth. She didn't want Yan Moying to see her painful appearance, so she deliberately turned her head to the right.
"Miss Yin! Ms Wan ...... Like dust! Yan Moying exclaimed, he suddenly felt unprecedented fear, he was afraid that if some words were not said quickly, he might never have a chance in the future.
He shook Yin Ruchen's hand tighter, although he knew that if a person really wanted to leave the world, no matter how tightly you held her hand, he couldn't keep it, and he couldn't catch the soul that would never come back once he went. The sorrow of life is to be separated like this, not to mention the debt of a lifetime, he really doesn't want to continue to think about it, but it seems that it is difficult to suppress his thoughts.
The pain passed quickly, Yin Ruchen heard him call himself "Ruchen", wanted to speak, and was afraid that he would vomit blood again as soon as he spoke, so he turned his head and looked at him in a daze, as if to say: "You call me 'Ruchen'?!" ”
He understood Yin Ruchen's eyes, and said with tears in his eyes: "Ruchen, I'...... I love you! ”
The first time Yin Ruchen heard such words in her life was when she was about to die. If it were a normal time, she might have alienated the person who said such things because she found them boring, after all, her master's years of teaching her would directly affect her response to such things, but at this moment, as a person who was highly poisonous and thought that she was about to die, her feelings were already very different from usual. Thinking that before she left this world, she felt such a love that was destined to have no future, a love that only belonged to this world and could not be taken away, a love that would be lost immediately after just getting it, and she couldn't tell whether it was sour or sweet or bitter, Yin Ruchen looked straight at Yan Moying, and when she felt that her nose was slightly sour, she subconsciously closed her eyes and opened them again, and slowly took a breath, never letting tears flow out, instead of a shallow smile with the corners of her mouth slightly raised. Although the master's years of teaching made her know very well that this "love" is "small love", which is actually poison and the beginning of a tragedy, she was still touched by it, and she never imagined that the concept she had adhered to for many years under the master's teaching would be affected by the person in front of her in such a short period of time.
While thinking of the worst outcome, Yan Moying couldn't help crying, Yan Moying had already strengthened his belief that he would find an antidote to save Yin Ruchen.
After a while, Yin Ruchen felt a little tired, closed his eyes and fell asleep.
[Chapter 12]
Gao Cai couldn't wait in the dormitory, Yan Moying hadn't come back yet, he was quite surprised, and he didn't know what happened to Yin Ruchen, so he walked towards Jiuhuangyuan again.
When he arrived at the Jiuhuang Garden, Gao found that Yin Ruchen was no longer there, and he was overjoyed: "Mo Ying really has two hits, and he actually made the door master through!" But why didn't he go back to his bedroom? ”
Gao Cai personally picked some Dihu flowers and brought them back to the bedroom, put them in a porcelain bottle filled with water, and immersed the flower stems in the water.
At this time, Yan Moying still didn't go back, Gao Cai went to look for him, and met Rong He who had just broken up at the door of the hall.
Gao Cai asked, "Door Master, where is Yan Moying?" ”
"Follow me." Gao Cai followed the door master into Rong He's room.
Seeing Yin Ruchen's appearance, Gao Cai was shocked: "Miss Yin, what's wrong with her?" ”