Chapter 19

Shen Xinghe glanced up at him, and saw that he had been looking at him, his eyes were still gentle, but it was rare to look profound, as if he contained a lot of feelings at the same time, Shen Xinghe didn't dare to look at it carefully, and the sadness in his heart was surging again.

"I can't bear you either." Shen Xinghe looked down at his intertwined hands, and said softly: "Obviously, you haven't been in Phantom Night City for long......" He didn't say any more, and Govis didn't speak again, and when Shen Xinghe spoke again after more than ten seconds, he looked very relaxed when he spoke again, he chatted with Govis as usual, burying all his thoughts deep in his heart.

I don't know how long later, Anles also came to Shen Xinghe's room, and Govis got up and left.

Shen Xinghe stood up and said goodnight to him, and asked An Les to sit down in his previous position, and he sat back in his place.

In the afternoon, the two had a little conflict, Shen Xinghe still felt a little embarrassed in retrospect, and he didn't expect An Hui to come to him at this time, and his demeanor was the same as usual.

Compared to Shen Xinghe, who still avoided his gaze, An Lais's expression was much more normal, and he spoke directly: "After His Highness left in the afternoon, I discussed with them whether it was enough to bring five thousand soldiers with them when they went on an envoy, because Lord Lulith had hinted at what might happen during this trip. I just went to ask, and Lord Lulith said that there was nothing wrong with the five thousand soldiers, because that matter had nothing to do with the number of soldiers, and of course she didn't say what it would be, and we didn't need to worry too much. ”

Shen Xinghe nodded in understanding.

"In addition, Xibeiya has agreed with us to go at the same time, and the two countries will hold a friendship party at that time, and I hope that Your Highness will review the etiquette of the two countries in the next few days. In addition, regarding dance, all classes of His Highness will be suspended during the period of the mission, and I plan to spare three hours a day for His Highness to teach His Highness to dance, and I believe that His Highness can learn it within three days. ”

Shen Xinghe's heart jumped, and he subconsciously wanted to refuse, why was that person to teach?

But...... Because of his own affairs with him, he was already a little unhappy with An in the afternoon, and if he raised any objections at this time, he would be very childish.

"Okay." Shen Xinghe had no choice but to agree.

"Then I'll go first, Your Highness have a good rest." With that, Anles got up and left.

Shen Xinghe sent him out, then closed the door and leaned on it, raised his head and sighed softly, the face of that person appeared in his mind, and he couldn't tell how he felt at this time.

He didn't know that Anlais, who was walking on the road at this time, once again hooked the corners of his lips, which meant that the plan had succeeded.

There was no class tonight, but Shen Xinghe did not relax, he continued to practice his ability as he did every night, until dawn, and there was no appearance of the Demon Siamese Wolf, which made him not waste the slightest time.

He was prepared to follow the usual schedule throughout the mission.

"Okay." Shen Xinghe used this roommate's basin to wash all the ingredients, but fortunately, she bought all kinds of spices according to the recipe.

After that, she put all those things into the robot, chose the soup to make, washed the basin and thanked her roommate, and hurriedly went to the supermarket to buy another basin.

The soup would not be ready for twenty minutes, and she used the communication machine to call He Ningzhou and asked him where he was now.

She really didn't know if the boy had classes in the afternoon, but she probably didn't, but he didn't go home now, maybe in the dormitory?

He Ningzhou told her that he was working in the dormitory.

Shen Xinghe was really taken aback, "What job?" ”

"I've got myself some work, what's the matter with you?"

I really didn't expect that this Phantom Clan boy was still idle and would find a job to do on his own? But with his ability, there is nothing abnormal about it, "I want to send you something, it's food, is it convenient to go over now?" ”

"Did you really do it? Okay, come on. ”

"Well, not now, I'll have to wait a little longer, it's not good yet."

"Okay, you try to send it before five o'clock, let's go home at five o'clock, do you want to buy groceries with me?"

"Ah, yes, this one will be ready soon."

Although Shen Xinghe had forgotten to buy a basin before, there was one important thing she never forgot, that is, an insulated lunch box.

Of course, she couldn't use the lunch box that the man had given her with food, so she had to buy a new one, and when the soup was ready, she put it in the place, said goodbye to her roommate, and walked to the boy's bedroom.

Then while walking on the road, he realized that he forgot to ask a very important thing, is his roommate in the dormitory now?

Although Shen Xinghe would not be so narcissistic as to think that the whole school knew about the two of them being "engaged", if his roommate was there and he went to find him, he would probably introduce the two of them, and then he would probably tell his roommate about it.

Shen Xinghe is not afraid to meet his roommate, the problem is that the relationship between the two is fake, and it feels like they are cheating on each other in partnership.

But there's no need to ask now, let's talk about it then. When she arrived at the dormitory building, she walked outside the person's room, and saw that the door was actually open, and there was a conversation between He Ningzhou and a girl inside?

And listening to the tone of the two of them, they are definitely not talking about serious things like "work", it seems that the girl also sent him some food, and then they are talking about how to make this kind of thing the best to eat, and there will be a third one during this period, which is also a boy's voice, which should be He Ningzhou's roommate.

Shen Xinghe couldn't say how he felt, just like He Ningzhou's roommate wouldn't know about her relationship with He Ningzhou when she didn't show up, and now it's absolutely normal for the girl who came to send things not to know, He Ningzhou would never say that he had a "fiancée" to a person who sent him something, not to mention that their relationship was fake.

What about Shen Xinghe? She also did not take a stand against the situation of the opposite side, of course, because she was fake and did not interfere with the boy's power in the slightest.

She understands the reason, but why is she so sad when she hears him talking and laughing with others? This fake fiancée of mine will never become real, and the Phantom boy with superior abilities will never like her......

Shen Xinghe's tears had already surfaced in her eyes, and she forcibly held back, turned around and left.

However, this time she was walking on the road, and miraculously found one thing, she didn't know why she was so sad.

They have nothing to do with each other in the first place, and they know it, and they used to be very glad about it, but what is the purpose of this intense discomfort now?

She returned to the dormitory, Zhou Chuyun was a little surprised to see her come back so soon, and even more surprised to see the things she was holding in her hands, "Hey, aren't you there to deliver something?" How did you get things back? ”

"It's nothing," Shen Xinghe's voice was a little choked up, and he put the insulated lunch box on her table, "You drink it, no one has touched the things in it, it's still hot, of course, if you dislike it, it doesn't matter." I'll go first. ”

After finishing speaking, she turned around and was about to leave, Zhou Chuyun hurriedly grabbed her, "What's wrong with you?" How do you go out and that's it? Did someone bully you? ”

"No, I'm leaving." Shen Xinghe broke away from her and ran out.

Shen Xinghe went home, entered his bedroom, and finally couldn't stand it anymore, and cried on the bed.

She didn't even know why she was crying, she hadn't cried like this in a long, long time, but she just couldn't help it, she wanted to cry at the thought of the conversation she had heard outside the dormitory before, and she couldn't stop crying.

He didn't know how long he had been crying, anyway, no one cared about her, he cried for a while and continued to lie on the bed, and soon he felt it again and continued to cry until she received a call from the boy surnamed Lu.

She picked it up, and before she could make a sound, she said, "Where are you?" ”

He Ningzhou didn't wait for the eldest lady to come, it's almost four o'clock now, and there is still an hour to go grocery shopping.

"I'm at home." Shen Xinghe sobbed uncontrollably.

"What's wrong with you? Are you crying? "Don't mention how surprised Hening Prefecture is.

"I didn't, anything."

Shen Xinghe didn't have any position to be angry with that boy, after all, people didn't bully her, and they didn't do anything to be sorry for her, so she couldn't do anything else but continue to cry.

"So, are you still going out with me to buy groceries?"

"I'm not going."

Shen Xinghe doesn't even want to see that stinky boy's face now, and he hasn't cried enough now, how can he go out and let others see it?

"Okay, then I'll go by myself, isn't it why you're crying? Did you watch any TV series or did someone bully you? ”

"Nothing, no, don't ask."

I'm going to cry if you ask me again!

"Okay, I'll go grocery shopping now, and then I'll see you at home."

After He Ningzhou finished speaking, he put down the communication machine and packed up his things and prepared to leave, his roommate said funny: "Who is crying and making you anxious like this?" ”

"I won't tell you," He Ningzhou said with a smile, "I'll introduce you when you two meet." ”

However, the girl's suppressed cry came to his mind, and the laughter could not be sustained, although he couldn't figure out why she was suddenly like this, and why she didn't come in the end, even though she said she was going to send something to him.

"Okay." The roommate was very interested in authentic.

He Ningzhou left the dormitory and went to the school supermarket to buy some vegetables, all of which the girl loved to eat, maybe she would be a little happier when she saw what she had made for her?

When he got home, it was half past four, and before it was time to make dinner, He Ningzhou put his things in the kitchen, went upstairs to the girl's room, and knocked twice on the door.

"Come in."

There was a sound from inside that the girl was still choking.

He pushed the door and walked in, and saw that the girl was still crying in bed, her eyes were red and swollen, and he was so frightened that he didn't know what to do, so he had to go over and sit on the edge of the bed, "What's wrong with you?" ”

It was definitely the first time he had seen a girl cry like this, and he didn't know what to do.

Shen Xinghe looked at him, remembered his smiling face, remembered the way he talked and laughed with that girl in the bedroom, and the tears couldn't help but flow even more, so he turned his face and buried his head in the quilt, "You don't care about me!" ”

"You," He Ningzhou really didn't know what to do, "You can tell me what's wrong with you, it's not a way for you to cry all the time, I can help you solve it." ”

"I don't need you to help me solve it, you go out."

If I can't see you, maybe I won't want to cry.

"Okay," He Ningzhou sighed lightly, no wonder others say, 'Don't guess what is on the girl's mind', this is really, it's impossible to guess if you want to, people just don't tell you, what tricks do you have? "I'm going to cook for you now, it's all your favorite dishes, I'll call you when it's ready."

Shen Xinghe continued to cry, and he didn't want to reply to him.

He Ningzhou had to get up and walk out of the room, feeling that the young lady inside seemed to be deliberately making trouble with him, but what was the reason for the awkwardness? Have you provoked her lately?

Shaking his head, let's go down and cook, it's at least much easier than making the girl happy.

He Ningzhou was doing it step by step, and at the same time he imagined in his heart that maybe the young lady would cry for a while, maybe she would soon walk down by herself, and maybe she would say to herself that the people who cried were all floating clouds, and she was just venting her emotions, and the result was ......

Well, he found that he was really too naïve, and when he had all four dishes and one soup, the young lady didn't even open the door.

He was more curious about how long the girl had been crying, and how long she wanted to continue crying, why hadn't she cried enough for so long, not that the amount of water in a woman's body was not as good as that of a man? Can the water in her body really keep her crying for so long?

He Ningzhou put the dishes out, but he still went upstairs again and asked the young lady to come out to eat.

So he went into the room again, and the girl's posture on the bed basically did not change, but she turned over, and the redness and swelling of her eyes were more obvious than before, which made his heart ache faintly. He took a tissue and wiped it on the girl's face, "Lingge, don't cry, the meal is ready, come out and eat." ”

Shen Xinghe looked at him with a pair of red eyes, whether it was his gentle tone or this seemingly considerate action now, he was very angry, he really hated her being good to himself, because the better he was to himself, the more he wanted to cry!

He Ningzhou continued to help her wipe, and opened her mouth slightly and was about to say another word, but the girl sat up and pushed on him, "You go out!" Get out of my house! ”

He Ningzhou was pushed by her and stood on the ground, not speaking, just looking at her.

Shen Xinghe didn't want to look at him anymore, and she didn't care if what she was doing now would hurt him, whether it would affect her image, etc., she only knew that she just didn't want to see him, and hoped that he would disappear in front of her eyes now!

Shen Xinghe went up again and continued to push him, one after another, pushed him out of the room, pushed him downstairs, and pushed him to the door step by step, she didn't know how many times she pushed, and the boy didn't have any resistance, but she would only walk when she pushed it, and she didn't have much expression on her face, she just kept looking at her.

Shen Xinghe kept pushing people out of the house, slammed the door, and squatted down against the door, tears continued to flow uncontrollably.

Later, she felt a little tired, and she didn't bother to go upstairs, but lay down on the sofa, she didn't know the time, but she felt that the sunlight in the room was dimming little by little, and the tears flowed and became a flow for a while, although the feeling of sadness in her heart was still not reduced.

It is no exaggeration to say that she knows what she doesn't know what her abnormal expression is for, as if she has vented all the tears she has accumulated more than ten years ago in one go, but why? Just because a girl gave something to that guy without knowing she existed?

But what does this concern to you? She had nothing to do with that boy, so why was she so sad?

…… his uncle's why, don't care about him, he just wants to cry, why do you have to care why?

From playing at more than three o'clock in the afternoon to now, Shen Xinghe was hungry and tired, and finally couldn't bear it anymore and got up and went to the kitchen, where there were four dishes and one soup that He Ningzhou had already prepared, all of which she loved to eat, but unfortunately they were all cold now.

Crying to the present, her eyes once again had a sour feeling, she remembered the bits and pieces since she met the boy, he can be regarded as very good to herself, but she has never even done anything to him, the only soup made by a robot is ......

And now I've kicked him out, here's ...... This is really his home......

Yes, the model they are adopting now is to stay in one person's house for a few days and then go to another's house, to make sure that everyone's house is still "popular", and this is the third day they come back to stay.

But he certainly won't be homeless, he also knows where her home is, and he can go there.

Shen Xinghe wanted to send him a call to ask, but he couldn't pull his face no matter what, because in that person's opinion, his actions must be unreasonable, maybe he was already angry with himself and would be unwilling to pay attention to himself.

Shen Xinghe thought about it and went over to open the door, thinking that if he couldn't see him nearby, then he should go to his own house, but as soon as he opened the door, he saw the boy outside.

"You ......" Shen Xinghe was stunned, and he really didn't know what to say for a while.

How could he be standing here, and how long had he been in this position? Could it be that he hasn't changed places since he pushed him out? But why is that? Why didn't he go to his own house? Why not go to a place where you can stay? ……

The more I thought about it, the more I felt boundless guilt, obviously I was driving people out indiscriminately, and what position did I have to care about where others were going to stay.

The boy looked at her as if he knew what she was going to ask, and just smiled lightly, "I know you must be angry with me, but I don't know why, I can't figure out where I provoked you after thinking about it for a long time." ”

Shen Xinghe's heart hurt fiercely, and he subconsciously pulled the person over and hugged him tightly, "You are really stupid......

But isn't it more stupid for you to do these things to him?

She pulled people into the house, in fact, the boy was dressed in home clothes, and he was wearing slippers on his feet, if he walked into the street, the rate of turning back would be 100%, but fortunately, it was only early September, and it was not cold, so he should not be frozen.

"Aren't you crying?" The boy asked.

Shen Xinghe: Actually, when she saw the boy outside, she wanted to cry again, but she didn't want to vent in front of him anymore, and if she wanted to cry, she could go back to her room and continue to cry.

"If you want to cry, you can continue, and if you want to continue, then it's okay if I get angry, just don't suppress yourself."

Shen Xinghe tugged at the corners of his lips, "Are you hungry?" ”

"A little."

Shen Xinghe had already noticed the current time, which was almost seven o'clock. "Then you heat the food, let's eat."

"Okay."

He Ningzhou went to hot the food, the two of them ate, the former looked at the girl and still had a considerable question in his heart, he didn't care about everything the girl did to him, but the root cause of all these events today, the root cause of the girl's abnormal behavior, he estimated that he would never know.

And Shen Xinghe really didn't plan to tell him, after all, he really had no position, did he want to ask why that girl came to give him something? still asked him why he didn't tell others about their relationship, all of this was something she was not qualified to ask, and it was really cheap to be scolded back after asking it.

But now that this is only the first week of school, this kind of thing has happened, and Shen Xinghe estimates that it will not be the last, if she meets her again, she can't guarantee how she will behave at that time.

Whatever, you can behave however you want, as long as you feel good.

The two ate and went out for a walk to eat, as if the previous disharmony had never happened, He Ningzhou forced down the idea of asking the girl where the things he made for himself went, but he wanted to say to her, "Do you know what I'm thinking now?" ”

"What?" Shen Xinghe asked him.

"I love being hugged by you, can you hug me again?"

Shen Xinghe: I feel that my face heats up very quickly.

This kid is really, how can he say such a shameful thing.

"It seems that you haven't hugged me a few times since we've known each other for so long, and I'm impressed twice in the illusion, once after school starts?" But the kid continued, with a look of anticipation, "I think it feels good to be hugged by you, why don't you go home and continue?" ”

Shen Xinghe: Can you give me a perfect explanation, what is our relationship, why should I hug you, and why should I go home and continue!

"It's just your compensation for what you do today, okay?"

So? What am I like to you? Don't talk as if I've done something to you, okay!

"If you don't speak, I'll assume that you agree."

The boy raised his eyebrows as he spoke, and looked at it very ambiguously, which made Shen Xinghe continue to blush and heartbeat, and he really wanted to know who taught him all this.

However, Shen Xinghe didn't want to refuse, after all, he didn't hate this boy, he just hugged it if he wanted.

Wait a minute, didn't the teacher say that he should seize all the time to cultivate spiritual power? Then you can also cultivate spiritual power when you do that...... Is it?

When she went home, He Ningzhou told her that she was not in a hurry, she didn't need to start now, she still went to her room to practice first, and came back at ten o'clock.