Chapter 008: Everyone Has Their Own Ambitions

When Youran graduated from junior high school, she heard her mother say that Shaoheng had found a girlfriend outside and was going to bring it back for the New Year to get married. Youran felt a strange heartache for the first time, Shaoheng's brother said that he chose to learn martial arts in order to protect her, and when he came back from the Chinese New Year, he also taught her and Ning Xin self-defense kung fu, she thought that he would wait for her to grow up and fulfill his promise to marry her. But the fact is that since he went to the martial arts school, they rarely see each other, especially in the past two years, he has not returned home during the Spring Festival.

But now, she was left alone crying and missing. She misses her sister, her brother Chenze, and Shaoheng even more. Maybe Brother Sanhe Tang made such a promise just to make her happy. She went to Ning Xin to practice martial arts, but Ning Xin told her that she didn't want to study anymore. Since childhood, reading has always been a big mistake, and if it weren't for her help, I'm afraid I would have repeated a grade.

With tears in her eyes, she begged her to go to high school together, and she didn't want to be close friends with anyone but her. Ning Xin was able to take the exam hard to not disappoint her, and now she has been admitted. She didn't want to be her little tail anymore, those days of running and laughing together were indeed beautiful, but she was tired and couldn't keep up.

Ning Xin said that she was going to Dongguan, and explained patiently that now she was just going there to enter the factory, and when they finished college, they would have more choices. Ning Xin shook her head, she had a headache when she read the book, instead of spending her parents' unjust money, it was better to go out and make money for her younger brother to study. In fact, her tiredness also comes from the leisurely innocence that makes her heart tormented, and the boys in the class who like her have to pass through her hand to hand over love letters, and subconsciously she is jealous.

I remember that when the fourth grade started, there was a letter from Wuhan to Youran, and the security uncle asked her to bring it to her, out of curiosity, she opened it and found that it was written by Su Chenze, and the text was full of concern and longing, so she secretly tore it up and threw it into the trash. She didn't expect that she had never received Su Chenze's letter since then, so she chose to slowly forget about it because of her guilt. When she was a child, it may have been a prank, but now that she has grown up, she really doesn't want to offend and can't get close, so she has to work to escape.

You didn't persuade her, and when she returned home, her brother ran over from her grandmother's arms and asked her to hug her. Leisurely put her head on her brother's chest, thinking back to Sister Meng Yao, if she hadn't passed away, her brother would not have come to this world. Now that her father can't do heavy work, and her younger brother is about to study, shouldn't she go out to make money and share the burden of her parents like Ning Xin.

But she paid for her junior high school tuition by selling herbs by herself, and although high school cost more, she also grew up, and she could earn more money during the winter and summer vacations. She doesn't want to give up the opportunity to study, now that secondary school students are no longer allocated, how can she be able to provide for her younger brother to study in college if she doesn't work hard to study in college.

Grandma asked her what was on her mind, and she leisurely asked if she should drop out of school and go to Dongguan with Ning Xin. Grandma immediately frowned and nodded at her head and asked her why she was so stupid. Her parents are still able to support the family, and her younger brother is still young, so she is not a burden at all. When she graduated, Jian An graduated from primary school, and then she shared the burden for the family.

The current living conditions are far beyond their time, and they don't need to eat grass roots, Guanyin soil and the like. In the past, it felt like the trees could not grow fruits, but they were plucked before they were ripe, but now the mountains are full of oranges, persimmons, chestnuts, etc., and you can eat them all-you-can-eat. The situation is good, as if the green mountains and green waters are smiling, the spring and autumn are fruitful, the four seasons are happy, the people are happy, and the years are calm. She used to be obsessed with wanting to find her ex-husband because she missed that son, but now she is in her twilight years, maybe one day she will enter the loess, and she will no longer have extravagant hopes.

looked at her younger brother leisurely, yes, at that time, she was making money to support her family, and she could afford it no matter what university she was admitted to, which was the expectation of her parents and her responsibility. It is still my sister's dream to study and take the exam, and I can't give up. She leaned next to her grandmother and told her to take care of her body, and when she graduated, take her on a trip to find the person she was looking for.

Grandma stroked her hair and watched her happy all day long, in fact, there was a lot of distress in her heart, this is not a world that a child should have. The most annoying thing is that there are still people in the village who come to propose marriage, and they were beaten out by her with a few sticks, this is the most beautiful and affectionate girl in the Zhu family, so I don't want her to fall in love so early.

When she was in high school, Sun Nian's parents died in a car accident when they came back from buying medicine in Shiyan City. Sun Nian decided to come back to take care of his grandfather and learn Chinese medicine from him by the way. When Sun Nian cried and left, she could only send her leisurely, she understood the pain of losing her loved ones, and kept her distance from them when they followed her.

Sun Nian looked at Youran helplessly with teary eyes, and told her to study hard and be admitted to an ideal university. waved at her leisurely, did not approach to comfort, the gap between them could not be crossed in this life!

Sun Nian regretted the stupid things she did when she was young, in fact, she just listened to her brother's words and looked at her, when the fourth grade just started, she quietly threw away the letter sent to her by Wuhan, from the initial surveillance to the later protection, but she never dared to admit her mistake. Now that she has grown up, she is very popular in the class, and it is too late to spoil her, so she can leave with confidence. She is really a very good classmate, and she has been secretly comparing her academic performance, which gives her the opportunity to go to a key high school. Zhu Dad saw a back injury late that year, leaving sequelae, so that their family gradually became poor, and she vowed in her heart that she would treat Zhu Father and Mother like her own parents. Be sure to cheer up, best friend at heart.

In the summer vacation of graduating from high school, she accidentally discovered her secret in Meng Yao's diary, the young Heng brother Yushu in her mind is in the wind, handsome and brave, honest and kind, and helpful, she wants to work hard to fly out of the mountains and transform, and then become the bride in his mind!

It turns out that my sister also has a crush on Brother Sanhe Tang, no wonder she only goes to school with Shaoheng, her quietness, her virtuousness, just want to be the girl that Shaoheng idealizes. Shao Hengke never told her what kind of girl she liked, and her poor sister was inferior and cowardly in the face of the person she liked.

You took the diary to Meng Yao's grave and burned it, crying and asking her what to do, whether she would blame her for not liking Shaoheng. Because, in her heart, Shaoheng is unique and irreplaceable. The time in the diary that belonged to them was so beautiful and heartwarming.

They have always been in the same class and table from elementary school to junior high school, and Shaoheng does not allow other boys to bully Meng Yao, so they can only share the table with her. When Shaoheng was playing basketball, she watched silently and applauded beside her; When school is out, she will only go to the place where Shaoheng goes; Shaoheng's shallow smile is like the spring sunshine, gently, softly, warmly, they go out together, row a wooden boat together, play in the water and sing on the boat...... Those times were like dreams of Mengyao, and she just wanted to immerse herself in them.

Youran was reluctant to leave the grave for a long time, and her sister's diary said that she was a cute follower, which helped her break a lot of embarrassment, and she was indeed just a little tail at that time, jumping around, and following them to join in the fun, until she graduated from junior high school, she didn't understand her own heart until she graduated from junior high school. She wants her sister to be fulfilled, but she doesn't want to break her dreams.

Brother Shaoheng has developed very well over the years, and his family's Sanhe soup shop has also opened to Wuyan Street, the most prosperous street in Shiyan City. Brother Sanhe Tang probably has long forgotten the big iron pot set up at the door of their store, and there is an iron circle in the middle of the pot and a large clay pot sitting. A group of children smelled the fragrant aroma, looked at the crimson braised beef, the thick and tender green onions, the bright red chili peppers, and the hot soup with orange butter, and swallowed their saliva straight down. Now, no matter how fragrant the fragrance is, it can't float to Shenzhen, tempting him to go home and have a look.

In the future, where should she go and how to go, her confidantes and partners are looking for their own directions, and she is the only one who is still on the way to study. My sister wants to be the best version of herself, and she's not. Looking back at the sunset on the horizon, it seems that my sister's smile is fleeting, but the back behind her is elongated. When she was young, her sister was her support, and she will also be a solid backing for her younger brother in the future. No matter how lonely the road ahead is, you must persevere, Shaoheng's footsteps can't keep up, then choose to bless him silently, love, you can't do it.