Huang Xiaomao's mood can be said to be full of flavors at this moment. He didn't believe that his fate was so bad, and he went around and returned to where he had started.

At this time, Huang Xiaomao remembered Xiao Wei again. Xiao Wei is his girlfriend when he was in college, Xiao Wei is very good-looking, all of them are bulging, not tall, when he goes to school, he is lively and very likable. Huang Xiaomao naturally likes it too, eyebrows come and go, and the two of them get along. Xiao Wei's kissing skills are very high, often kissing Huang Xiaomao breathlessly, every time he kisses Huang Xiaomao looks extremely painful, his face is pale, panting, but his whole body seems to be so shaken as if he is electrified. On the eve of graduation, both of them vowed to stay in Beijing, and only then could they grow old together. They were together in the mountain alliance, the sea oath, they should be together and grow old together, no one expected that the unit contacted by the lieutenant in Beijing finally failed, and the lieutenant could only go back to Fuzhou. On the night of separation, both of them looked dying, they kissed for a while, and kissed for a while in the park outside the campus, and they looked like they were parting with each other.

Huang Xiaomao gritted his teeth and said: It's okay, I'll think of a way in the future, there will always be a way.

Huang Xiaomao looked for Lao Zhou at the last moment, and told Lao Zhou about the relationship between himself and Xiao Wei, and Lao Zhou said with a sigh of teeth: It's difficult, it's difficult, why didn't you say it earlier, now that the quota of each unit to stay in Beijing has been set, there is no way.

The lieutenant closed his eyes and snuggled in Huang Xiaomao's arms, his two hands kept scratching Huang Xiaomao's chest, as if he was going to get into Huang Xiaomao's chest.

Both of them are very passionate, and they don't know when they will see each other again. Under this kind of emotion, both of them seem to be very open. Huang Xiaomao's hand reached under the lieutenant's clothes, first touched it, and then developed downward, this time the lieutenant did not resist, the lieutenant had a cordon to Huang Xiaomao before. Touching the vital point, Huang Xiaomao trembled, Xiao Wei seemed to be very calm, she suddenly opened her eyes and said to Huang Xiaomao: If you want me, take it.

Huang Xiaomao was encouraged, turned over and pressed the lieutenant under him, and at this time, the lieutenant said calmly: I can't stay in Beijing, you can go to Fuzhou with me.

When Huang Xiaomao heard this, his movements froze there, and his body was half cold, but he still pressed on Xiao Wei's body.

Xiao Wei said again: It's okay not to go to Fuzhou, I stay in Beijing, I don't have a job, I'll go to work.

Huang Xiaomao calmed down completely, turned over and got off the lieutenant, and reached out to lift the lieutenant's skirt up. Later, the two hugged each other and cried. Both of them, who calmed down, felt that all the assumptions were so unrealistic, and the situation at that time was in the early nineties, and people's ideas were still very traditional.

That night, the two spent an unknown amount of time in the park, and when they returned to campus, they found that the dormitory building had been locked. The two had nowhere else to go, so they had to sit in the small garden all night. The two of them snuggled up to each other, but there was no sadness of life and death, and their brains seemed to be wooden, dazed, and they didn't know what to think.

When the day finally dawned, the lieutenant got up from Huang Xiaomao's arms, tidied up his clothes, put his head together, and said clearly to Huang Xiaomao: Look at me.

Huang Xiaomao glanced at Xiao Wei seriously, and then Xiao Wei turned around and ran towards the girls' dormitory building. On the same day, Xiao Wei boarded the train to Fuzhou. She didn't notify Huang Xiaomao, and Huang Xiaomao naturally couldn't send her. An unforgettable campus love died like this.

After Huang Xiaomao stayed in Beijing, there were many people who introduced him to girlfriends, such and that, tall or short, fat or thin, speaking from the heart, Huang Xiaomao was not moved, when he saw these girls, all that shook in front of him was the shadow of Xiaowei. As soon as the lieutenant went, there was no news, and even if there was news, there was no way. Huang Xiaomao is a very pragmatic person.

Later, others introduced him to his lover Xiao. The introducer said: This is less than, Beijingers. Huang Xiaomao's eyelids jumped when he heard Beijingers, until this time, Huang Xiaomao didn't think of himself as a Beijinger, he always had a feeling that maybe one day, he would kick people to kick him away and go back to his hometown. After seeing Xiaoxiao, he didn't know why his heart was suddenly steady, and he didn't even look at Xiaoxiao a few more times before agreeing to talk. After talking about it, they got married and had children, which is very popular.

From falling in love to getting married, Huang Xiaomao didn't find the feeling when he was with Xiao Wei, so he remembered a sentence in a book: Real love can only be done once in a lifetime. Huang Xiaomao didn't know if he was right, anyway, he saw it this way.

Later, he received a call from the lieutenant, and the lieutenant was asking for it. As soon as he heard the phone call from the lieutenant, his eyes turned red. The lieutenant was very calm, and said that he was also married.

He asked: How are you?

Without thinking, the lieutenant replied: That's it.

She also asked: What about you?

He also said, "It is the same."

Neither of them said anything, and after a while the phone was put down.

Since then, the two have spoken on the phone frequently, and at this point both seem to have stepped out of the shadows and reminisced about the good times of four years of college together. An outing, as well as the apricot tree in front of the classroom, etc., the memories of youth are always beautiful.

Sometimes I talk about something a little more in-depth. Once Huang Xiaomao asked Xiao Wei on the phone: What does your husband do?

The lieutenant said: "Like me, I am also in the agency. He paused and said, "What did you ask him for?"

Huang Xiaomao didn't ask, Xiao Wei never asked less, but less than existed between the two of them all the time.

It is very convenient for them to talk on the phone now, during work hours, the phone number of the unit, and they don't have to pay for themselves, they don't call in vain, and more often, both of them are reminiscing about campus life. Reminiscing back and forth, Huang Xiaomao misses Xiao Wei a little, but he thinks so in his bones. Huang Xiaomao said: When will you come to Beijing on a business trip?

Xiao Wei sighed and said: Going to Beijing on a business trip is a leader's business, and I'm afraid it won't be my turn in this life.

Huang Xiaomao remembered his unit, going abroad for inspection or something, it has always been ministers and directors who go, and even the director rarely goes, let alone them. In this way, Huang Xiaomao has a lot of feelings.

At this moment, a contract worker named Xiaoyu was recruited in the department, typing in the department and doing some chores or something. The cadres of the organs are all assigned posts and staff, and sometimes they are too busy to be busy, so they can only recruit these contract workers, and they do not occupy the quota or the establishment.

When Huang Xiaomao saw Xiaoyu for the first time, his heart jumped, Xiaoyu looked very much like a lieutenant in his youth, and he was also a drum in the place where the drum should be drummed, including the sound and movements of his speech were like the lieutenant back then.

After a long time, Huang Xiaomao and Xiaoyu became familiar with each other, Xiaoyu don't look at people, but also look at the six roads with his eyes and listen to all directions. She knew some things in the agency, and she also knew that Huang Xiaomao would be a popular candidate for director in the future, so she often smiled brightly at Huang Xiaomao, and sometimes she snorted or something.

As soon as Huang Xiaomao thought of Xiao Wei, he saw Xiao Yu, and sometimes when there was no one in the house, he would reach over and pat Xiao Yu on the head. He seemed to have rediscovered the feeling he had when he was with the lieutenant.

Xiaoyu was not disgusted, and pursed her lips and smiled.

Huang Xiaomao seemed to be encouraged, and sometimes he had the courage to touch a certain part of Xiaoyu's body. Xiaoyu's face turned red, and Huang Xiaomao looked very happy.

One day, Xiaoyu whispered to Huang Xiaomao: Xiaomao, you are sexually harassing.

Huang Xiaomao put his hand on Xiaoyu's shoulder inch by inch and said: Then what's the matter?

Xiaoyu didn't speak, just smiled, and now her face was no longer red.

Huang Xiaomao sometimes thinks boldly: Xiaoyu is a good girl, if she has something to do with her, it's nothing.

Huang Xiaomao felt that this day had a head.

These days, Huang Xiaomao doesn't know what's wrong with Xiaoyu, and always ignores herself.

That day, he finished talking to the lieutenant on the phone again, and when he talked on the phone, he naturally chose to use the time when there were no outsiders in the office. Xiao Gong was called by the director Guo to talk to him, Xiao Hong didn't know where to go, and only Xiao Yu was typing in the office. After talking on the phone, Huang Xiaomao was still unsatisfied, walked to Xiaoyu's side and patted Xiaoyu's back.

If in normal times, Xiaoyu would have laughed a lot, but today Xiaoyu didn't laugh, but said sharply: Huang Xiaomao, please respect me, don't move your hands and feet, it's not good.

Huang Xiaomao was stunned for a long time before he said: Damn! Then he walked back to his table, and he began to drink desperately, knowing what was the cause of all the changes in front of him. Could it be that the relationship between Director Yang and himself is so important?