Five years later, Chapter 59: Dissipation
"Do you admit that you are Sister Xiaofu?" Zuoqiu Guyun's eyes were red at this time, and she looked at Li Lefu and looked at her with a smile.
Li Lefu did not nod or shake his head.
"I'm leaving the country tomorrow, and I probably won't come back again. So I'm here tonight to say goodbye to you. Li Lefu lowered her eyes and said, she no longer looked at Zuoqiu Guyun, she was afraid of seeing Zuoqiu Guyun's eyes suddenly reddened and shed tears.
She couldn't bear it.
Once upon a time, Li Lefu also played with Zuoqiu Guyun and regarded her as a sister, and Zuoqiu Guyun regarded Li Lefu as a sister, and the time was the happiest at that time.
Zuoqiu Guyun sniffed and choked up, "Why...... Why don't you admit it when you're about to leave, why don't you want to recognize Gu Yun and your second brother? We...... are waiting for you. Sister Xiaofu. ”
Zuoqiu Guyun frowned and thought of the day she invited Li Lefu to go to the teahouse, she deliberately didn't go that day, and let Zuoqiu Chuanbai go, and then she quietly followed behind and saw and heard the conversation between Zuoqiu Chuanbai and Li Lefu.
Li Lefu still didn't admit it, even if only the second brother Zuoqiu Chuanbai was in front of her, she didn't want to admit it.
Now even if she leaves, she only comes to Zuoqiu Guyun to say goodbye to her, and Li Lefu does not dare to see Zuoqiu Chuanbai.
She felt sorry for him in her heart, if she admitted that she was Xiaofu in front of Zuoqiu Chuanbai when she left this time, all her previous efforts would be in vain.
So now, even if she said goodbye, she only said goodbye as "Li Lefu", and did not open her mouth to say "I am the little Fu you have been looking for".
She couldn't say it explicitly, but she also knew that Zuoqiu Guyun and Zuoqiu Chuanbai wanted a correct answer. Therefore, Li Lefu can only give a final ambiguous answer.
She believes that Zuoqiu Guyun and Zuoqiu Chuanbai can understand. She did it for a reason. Hope they understand.
But right now, Zuoqiu Guyun doesn't seem to want to think about it, she just wants Li Lefu to admit it personally, but Li Lefu won't.
"Your Royal Highness Princess, I am really a man, and I came to say goodbye tonight only because Her Royal Highness the Princess took good care of me a few days ago, so I came to thank you. Who knew that Your Royal Highness the Princess, you had to make me admit that I was a woman......" Li Lefu smiled bitterly.
To be honest, Li Lefu was very uncomfortable answering like this, but she couldn't help it.
Zuoqiu Guyun pursed his lips, as if he had given up: "I know, no matter how much I persuade you, you will not be willing to admit that you are Sister Xiaofu." Maybe you are the same as the second brother said, you have a hard time, and you have more important things to do...... Then since this is the case, Gu Yun will not force it......"
Li Lefu nodded and said, "No matter what, thank you for Your Royal Highness the Princess's understanding of Zaixia." In the next sister, whether it is or not, Sister Xiaofu in your mouth, will come to say goodbye to you. ”
Zuoqiu Guyun nodded and said, "Second brother, then you haven't gone yet, you should also say goodbye to him......"
Li Lefu nodded and said, "Naturally, I will go in the next meeting, Her Royal Highness the princess should rest, and I will retire first." ”
Zuoqiu Guyun went to pick up the little white cat, touched its supple fur, and watched Li Lefu walk away.
After Li Le gave out of this Zuoqiu Guyun's dormitory, he found someone to lead the way and went to Zuoqiu Chuanbaina.
At this time, Zuoqiu Chuanbai was flipping through a book.
"Second prince, Lord Li asks to see you." The guards on the side went in to report, and Li Lefu stood outside.
She saw Zuo Qiu Chuanbai stunned for a while, and then said, "Let her in." ”
Li Lefu went in at this time.
Her mood was surprisingly calm at this time.
"You're here?" Zuo Qiu Chuanbai raised his head and looked at Li Lefu, and smiled softly at the corner of his lips.
It didn't look like they were reunited after a long absence, but it was like they had just met yesterday, and Zuo Qiu Chuanbai naturally asked Li Lefu to sit down.
Li Lefu smiled and sat across from him.
"Reading again?" Li Lefu looked at the books on his desk and asked.
When he was in Yiyi House before, Zuoqiu Chuanbai always liked to read, and there were large patches of bamboo planted in front of his yard, and every time he approached him, Li Lefu could always smell a faint smell of bamboo leaves.
It smells good. Li Lefu thought at that time.
Zuo Qiu Chuanbai smiled and said, "Yes." This is the book you read earlier. ”
Li Lefu did not refute that she was not a "little fu", she knew that no matter what she said, she would not be able to change their minds. Now, Li Lefu wants to recognize them in another way.
She doesn't object, she doesn't admit it, the answer is in their hearts.
"I remember that there was a place for the North Rim a hundred years ago, but now the Bunkin seems to be gone. Is it annihilated, or is it temporarily hidden in an unknown place......" Li Lefu looked at the yellowed pages of the book and said lightly.
Beilin, it is a desirable place, why yearning, is simply because it has never appeared in people's field of vision, so it will be longed for.
What you can't get is always good.
Zuo Qiu Chuanbai gently closed the book and said: "Beilin should not have disappeared, it may exist in a different place." ”
Li Lefu nodded: "It is rumored that there are immortals in the north, but I don't know if it's true." ”
"Perhaps, but what's the difference between immortals and those of us who know spiritual power?" Zuo Qiu Chuanbai smiled.
"Probably because there is more power and more things that can be controlled," Li Lefu looked at him and said, "Maybe we are all controlled by these immortals who have never seen it." ”
Zuo Qiu Chuanbai smiled and said, "Maybe." ”
Li Lefu was silent, looking at Zuoqiu Chuanbai for a long time.
Zuo Qiu Chuanbai looked at her and asked, "Tomorrow will be gone?" ”
Li Lefu nodded: "Yes...... I'm afraid I won't come back again after this trip. ”
Zuo Qiu Chuanbai's hand moved slightly, and there was a sadness under his eyes, but he still smiled on his face and said: "Then you can be careful all the way, if you go there, remember to write to me." ”
Zuoqiu Chuanbai was actually reluctant to Li Lefu, he knew that Li Lefu was Xiaofu, he liked her for a long, long time. He knew that Li Lefu was unwilling to admit that he was Xiao Fu, and he had a hard time, and he knew that she was constantly sitting on her own business.
Li Lefu was stunned for a while and said, "Of course, I will definitely write to you......"
Of course, Li Lefu would not do this, it is good to disconnect as soon as possible, she doesn't want to hurt Zuoqiu Chuanbai.
"I hope you can keep your promises." Zuo Qiu Chuanbai looked at her eyes, and Li Lefu was empty-hearted.
Li Lefu lowered his eyes, and finally said, "I'm sorry." ”
"Why do you say you're sorry?" Zuo Qiu Chuanbai asked with a smile.
"It's nothing, it's just that I suddenly feel guilty."
"Actually, I never blamed you, I just felt bad, why did you leave, didn't we say okay, there are difficulties to advance and retreat together? Xiao Fu ......" Zuo Qiu Chuanbai frowned, his eyes slightly reddened, "Why did you leave?" I know you have your business to do, but you can be there for me and let me help you, I don't care. ”
Li Lefu was stunned, even if Zuo Qiu Chuanbai said so, she couldn't tell him the true situation of the matter.
"I ...... I don't need to, I can do it alone. Li Lefu looked at Zuo Qiu Chuanbai.
Zuo Qiu Chuanbai nodded with a smile and said: "I know that you have always been willing to fight things by yourself, and I also know that you are very stubborn, if I forcibly help you, you will definitely avoid it even more, since this is the case, then I don't have to say anything...... It's just Xiaofu, if you encounter something tricky, you must come and tell me, and I will definitely help you. ”
Li Lefu looked at him, his nose was sour, he nodded with lowered eyes: "I know, I will definitely come to tell you if I encounter something or a problem that cannot be solved, but you must also be in Wuyuan Country well...... Be a good second prince and become the best king. Don't think about me all the time. You know? ”
Zuoqiu Chuanbai was also bitter in his heart at this time, he held back his tears and nodded: "I know, it's getting late, Xiaofu, you should go back." I'm going to get up early tomorrow and get there......"
Li Lefu nodded and said, "Well, then I'll go back......"
Zuo Qiu Chuanbai watched Li Lefu get up, and stopped her again: "How about I send you?" ”
Li Lefu looked back at him and said, "Okay." ”
This time, she didn't refuse, and it was probably the last time they would walk together.
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The air at night was humid, and Li Lefu walked beside Zuoqiu Chuanbai without saying a word, and they walked slowly through one road after another.
On the side of the road are rows of people's lights, flickering and dimming, like stars in the sky, but today, there are few stars, and I fell asleep too early.
Li Lefu sighed.
Zuo Qiu Chuanbai, who was beside him, heard the sound and asked, "Why are you sighing?" ”
Li Lefu replied: "I just don't know how long this road will take...... I felt a little tired, but I had to move forward. ”
Zuoqiu Chuanbai stopped and looked at Li Lefu, his eyes were full of distress: "If you can't hold on one day, you will always look for me, and I will take you away." ”
Li Lefu laughed out loud at this time: "Okay, if I am really tired one day and don't want to continue, I will definitely look for you." ”
But hopefully you're not king yet, so we might have a chance to get out of these places together.
"Okay."
"By the way, Zuoqiu Chuanbai, I want to try to find this Beilin ......" Li Lefu suddenly thought of Beilin, and inexplicably became interested in it.
"Okay, by the way, I'll help you find out the news, and I'll tell you what's going on." Zuo Qiu Chuanbai said with a smile.
Li Lefu nodded: "Then thank you." ”
"Xiao Fu, in fact, looking at you dressed as a man, I think you are getting better and better." Zuoqiu Chuanbai said suddenly.
Li Lefu laughed, there was no barrier between the two at this time, she was very happy, maybe this was the mood after dealing with the tricky things.
"I'm here, thank you for sending me back." Li Lefu smiled and said goodbye to Zuoqiu Chuanbai.
"Meow ......" Li Lefu turned around and walked into the inn to find the little black cat squatting on the ground waiting for her.
Curious, she stepped forward and touched its head.
"Why are you here too? Say goodbye to me? Li Lefu asked it.
The little black cat shook its head and meowed.