Chapter 198: Alone
"Luze... Condolences. ”
didn't expect Lu Ze's grandmother to pass away so soon, but fortunately, her old man saw her grandson before leaving, so as not to regret it.
"Grandma held my hand before leaving and said... I hope I can live well and start a family soon. ”
Lu Ze's tone sounded very depressed and sluggish, and he continued:
"In this world, now for me... I don't have any family anymore. Even my grandmother, who was the best for me since I was a child, has now left me, leaving me alone in this world......"
"Lu Ze, don't think so, I believe that grandma will bless you in heaven."
Su Yue tried to calm Lu Ze's emotions, but it was obvious that Lu Ze was completely immersed in grief at the moment. The death of the last loved one completely declared that he would live alone in this world in the future, and he was only a teenager in his early twenties.
In a short period of time, he experienced the warmth and coldness of human nature and the experience of near-death, and now he witnessed the death of his relatives one after another, which was like a series of heavy blows swept by Lu Ze, mercilessly knocking him to the ground again.
"Su Yue... You say so much has happened... Is it because I'm doing something wrong? ”
At this time, Lu Ze's deep voice came from the other end of the phone weakly, and the air was filled with loss and depression.
"Of course not, Luze, you didn't do anything wrong, it just happened that these things happened one after the other at the same time."
"But... How can there be such a coincidence? Or is it because... It's all going in the wrong direction because of my existence? ”
"Hey... Luze, don't think so. ”
"Su Yue... Is my very existence a mistake? ”
As he spoke, Lu Ze unconsciously sobbed quietly, only to hear him say intermittently in a hoarse voice:
"What the hell did I do wrong in my last life... God would do this to me...? Why did all this happen to me? Even my only relative... God doesn't want to keep her with me... If it weren't for my mistake, I couldn't find any other reason..."
"Lu Ze ......"
For a moment, Su Yue didn't know how to comfort Lu Ze. Grandma's death seems to have broken the line of defense in Lu Ze's heart again, and caused him to fall back into the vicious circle he had before, and began to question why God was so unfair to him.
But the pain and uneasiness in Lu Ze's heart, Su Yue can completely understand. I believe that no matter who it is, after experiencing so many births, deaths, and illnesses in succession, he will issue the most emotional questions from the bottom of his heart, but when the resentment in his heart cannot be relieved in the end, it will completely destroy this person's mind and make him no longer believe in all good things.
Su Yue didn't want to see Lu Ze trapped in this whirlpool of pain, because there was nothing beneficial to his body and mind except complaining.
In desperation, Su Yue once again left a message for the fortune-telling aunt:
"Auntie, Lu Ze's grandmother passed away due to illness today. As a result, he was very depressed, and blamed all the things that had happened before on his own mistakes. I can't bear to see him blame himself like this, but I don't know what I can do for him, so I hope you can give me some advice. ”
"Let him know that the people in front of him are the most precious, he has a strong understanding, he can wake up and realize himself, but it is better to accompany it, it can help him understand it thoroughly as soon as possible, although he is down at the moment, it is good to get through."
After reading the fortune teller's reply, she did point out the most important point at the moment, that is, to make Lu Ze realize that the people who stay by his side now are the ones he should cherish. And things that don't go well are like passing clouds, and there is no need to think about them again and again, just adding troubles.
There is nothing more important to cherish the present than to respect the past.
However, Su Yue's heart is still a little unstable, for onlookers, looking at this problem from an objective point of view can certainly analyze the reason very clearly, but at the moment, Lu Ze is the party after all, and his situation and perspective on the problem must not be like others, so she continued to ask:
"But he's realised... I don't know how long it will take, but his sister and I tried our best to comfort him, but with little effect. ”
"Don't deliberately, it's not long in the future. And tomorrow's auspicious stars are coming, just see the light, don't forget to share the wish of your heart. ”
"Okay, I'll tell him."
"It just so happens that after this time, the relatives are blessed, and the good fortune of this relatives is overflowing, and they are worry-free."
"Are you affected by your deceased relatives within the first three months after your death?"
"Big or small, there are all of them, and they can't be avoided. And his fate has been determined to be both rich and prosperous, and he only needs it in front of him. ”
I don't know why, no matter what kind of questions Su Yue asks in her heart, the fortune teller aunt can explain her heart with a very indifferent attitude. Although Su Yue can't verify what the fortune teller aunt said about the future of the two at the moment, she doesn't know why, Su Yue is willing to believe everything she says from the bottom of her heart.
These short words were like powerful spells, always filling Su Yue's empty heart gradually.
In addition to sighing, Su Yue was also curious and yearning, only to see her continue to type in the dialog box:
"Is it possible to see the future or past of the person who is counted after practicing the I Ching? If we want to have a state of mind like yours, do we need to practice for many years? ”
"Depth and shallowness require fate, not only practice, but practice can help."
"Okay, I see."
"Relay it to him, and if your wish is fulfilled, you need to return it."
"Well, okay. Would you like to have a time requirement? ”
"I wish to be free after I succeed, don't delay, I need to be sincere."
"What if there is a short-term and long-term wish he makes?"
"Whatever happens, no matter the quantity."
"Okay, I'll relay it to him."
Speaking of this, a doubt suddenly arose in Su Yue's heart. In fact, this doubt has been bothering Su Yue since Lu Ze's mother passed away.
Because she knew that the most fundamental reason why Lu Ze's mother stopped them many times without hesitation was because of the money involved. It was precisely because of a small promise at the beginning that a series of follow-up events were triggered, and even the unexpected death of Lu Ze's mother in the end was inseparable from it.
So in Su Yue's heart, this matter has always been like a heart knot. On the one hand, only by letting Lu Ze fulfill his original promise as soon as possible can his parents solve his long-term misunderstanding of him. On the other hand, if everything started because of this promise, is it another indication that they shouldn't have handled the money in the first place?
If he hadn't agreed to Lu Ze's promise, wouldn't his mother have suffered such an accident?
Two days later, Su Yue finally told the fortune teller aunt about the entanglement in her heart after thinking to no avail...