Chapter 14 Paz = Big Dog
It is always difficult for people to accept their own mediocrity.
On a chance awakening.
Yan Wan noticed that it had been a long time since Cole had last visited, and she guessed that perhaps it was because his weakness had made him feel bored and lose the interest in teasing him.
In the days when he disappeared, Yan Wan actually breathed a sigh of relief.
Cole's external sense of oppression is very heavy, he exudes a strong malice and desire for control from the inside out, and acts casually with his unique pride.
Not at all to hide his attitude that everyone except me is rubbish.
Compared to human nature, the beastly nature in him is heavier.
The black hair was languidly curled, exuding a soft luster, and the slightly narrowed eyes revealed a little ruby-like light, clear with a sense of nobility, when he stood there.
Yan Wan felt that what he saw was not a red-eyed beauty, but a black snake hovering there, staring at his prey with red eyes.
It was a scarlet, suffocating sight.
In contrast, Paz is much easier to get along with.
He is more like a big golden retriever dog than a lizardman, wagging his tail and running towards you, but he is very careful about proportion.
So far, Yan Wan has found that he has not been inadvertently injured by him once.
If she was looking for a breeder and guardian, she felt that Paz was suitable in every way.
She thought about it and felt that this was the best decision at the moment, and that if she continued to stay in the institute, she might become research material at some point.
She wasn't worried that the canine-like lizard wouldn't agree, but that the canine-like lizard who shouted every day for her to go home with him and called herself Yan Wan's brother would be in ecstasy if she knew that Yan Wan agreed.
It's just that Yan Wan is still a little uneasy.
She was overwhelmed.
In the sleepless days, she thought more than once about the meaning of her own crossing.
She misses human society, her hometown, and her relatives.
I haven't been here for a long time, but it's like a world away, biting potato chips and playing games, scolding pig teammates in my mouth, and the summer that was so close is out of reach.
It's as if the meaning of being a human being has also been lost.
All that remains is a worthless animal named Yan Bang.
In the past, when she was under pressure, she had the idea of being a pet to be raised, eating and sleeping every day, occasionally mischievous, adding trouble to the owner, and giving a little comfort when the owner was sad.
It's better to spend every day aimlessly like this than to live like a dog like this.
But when this idea really came true, she found that she couldn't live such a life happily with real feelings.
It's just that when you're a pet, it's easy, it's going to be an easy life, and she used to think it's easier to give up than to persevere.
But when faced with giving up, she realized how painful it was to not be able to realize her own value, and she didn't want to give up her dignity as a human being.
When something you "want to do" becomes something you can't help doing, you don't want to do it.
And when the "leisurely life" of short-term relaxation becomes a long-term fixed "hopeless future".
It will be desperate and suffocating.
In the days when Cole disappeared into life, the disease called despair continued to choke her throat, and the burden of choice weighed heavily on her heart.
I'm out of breath......
The burden of the heart will manifest itself in the body, when it is manifested in each body data report, when it is converted into a specific number.
It caught Paz's attention.
……
"Does Leah want to go out and play?" After telling the last story of the day, Paz put away his brain, and his tone was high and upturned when he asked, and Yan Wan seemed to see a big dog biting a frisbee and looking at his master eagerly.
She blinked her eyes lightly, and when she understood the meaning of the sentence, she felt her heart beat hard for a moment, but she finally hid her excitement and said empathetically, "But, yes."
The human girl who is new to interstellar language is not yet proficient, and her tone is strange when she speaks, and the place for pause is not appropriate, but Path's heart is softened when she listens to this soft tone.
The little guy who was expected and hoped, but still very well-behaved, looked at it, and his tail slapped the ground hard, making a noisy sound.
"Absolutely! Does Leah want to hang out with her brother? ”
Yan Bang's eyes lit up in an instant, and the obsidian-like eyes were wrapped in water, scattering fine fragments of starlight.
She nodded violently, and then smiled and said, "Yes!"
"I want to go with, Paz and play!"
"Leah is going to call her brother." Paz reached out and picked up the happy little one, and after a habitual complaint, he also said happily, "Go!" Let's hang out! ”
"Paz just, yes, Path."
"Okay, okay, Leah can call Paz if she likes." He catered to him with great untemperate expression.
Yan Wan laughed softly, it was rare to be relaxed and happy, she reached out and put her arms around his neck, so that she could sit on his arm more steadily.
"Go...... Which? ”
"Where does Leah want to go?" He subconsciously asked and reacted, even if the little guy has a place he wants to go, he probably doesn't know where it is, and he can't describe it.
But to his surprise, the little guy pointed in a direction seriously, and his voice was soft, but with firmness, he said, "Liya...... Go there. ”
She was pointing not in the north, south, west, but in the heavens.
In that direction, she sensed something calling to her in many fleeting moments.
"Over there...... Starships are needed to get out of the planet, because some time ago, there is no big fleet at this time, and the only ones who are there are only patrol ships on the planet. ”
And Paz is really thinking seriously about feasibility.
"If you have enough star coins, you can bribe the generals of the patrol ship and take their patrol ship with you, but I lost it all before, or I simply signed a messenger document, so I don't need to bribe, I can go up directly."
"But the official document must be shown to Cole, and he will certainly not agree."
Looking at the lizardman with broken thoughts, Yan Wan called him in a small voice: "Pass?"
After Paz looked over, she said worriedly, "No...... Leah just, don't go. ”
"How could it not be!"
If you don't have enough star coins, then ask Cole to borrow! If the messenger doesn't agree, then Star Coins will always be borrowed, right?
After borrowing it, I took Liya out of the research institute and went to Xinghai to play!