Monologue Past Life (1)

I fell off a cliff.

Before I knew it, I watched the cliffs pass by with my eyes open, the wind in my ears raging. My body was plummeting, followed by a tremendous pain all over my body.

The internal organs were like being smashed down by a pile of dense stones. I felt like my whole body was going to be shattered.

The pain left me unconscious.

.

I don't know what happened next.

I only knew that when I opened my eyes again, I was in an unfamiliar environment. I moved my fingers a little, and I felt like my whole body was going to fall apart.

Still not dead...... I smiled bitterly in my heart, and my heart suddenly brewed layer by layer. Tears also involuntarily slipped down the corners of his eyes.

"Are you awake?" It was a man's voice, and I lay here, regretting that I had suddenly shed tears.

I heard footsteps getting closer and closer, the footsteps were not slow or urgent, it should be a man who had not practiced any martial arts.

It wasn't long before the man was not far from me, and I caught a glimpse of a man dressed in a lake blue light robe, holding a ceramic bowl with what seemed to be printed on it.

I don't know what kind of flower it is, but I think it seems like I've seen it somewhere.

"You ......" I wanted to ask him, did you save me? But as soon as he opened his mouth, he felt that there seemed to be a ball of blood in his throat, and the whole person was about to breathe.

The smell of blood filled my entire mouth.

I looked at the man and stopped talking.

The man was not good-looking, skinny, my eyes were not very good, and when he was still in the distance, he felt that he was a man in the wind. Now that I got closer, it was clearly a walking hanger, and the lake-blue clothes hung on his body......

The circles under the eyes are dark, the complexion is pale, and the lips are bloodless.

"Don't speak. I rescued you for two days, I thought you wouldn't wake up, but today I wanted to throw you away, but who knew that you woke up today......" The man put the bowl in his hand on the side of the bed, and went to the table to bring a wooden stool to sit beside me.

Listening to his tone, he seemed very disappointed that I didn't die all at once. But I don't blame him, I woke up today, I can't move, and he must be responsible for my clothes, housing, and transportation.

Thinking about it, it will also add a lot of trouble to him.

"Why did you choose to jump in this place, do you know that this place is the highest cliff in the north? Jumping off has little hope of being alive. The man looked at me suspiciously, holding his seemingly thin arm, like an immature boy.

I fell off a cliff, and I had inquired about this place before I came, and I had never heard of anyone living under it. It is for this reason that I chose to die in this place. But who knew that he didn't die, but he was actually saved by you.

If you ask me why I want to die. I just wanted to die, for no particular reason, I was hurt and didn't want to live.

My heart hurts. I know it's nothing, but when I think about it, it hurts, it hurts...... It hurts so much that I can't sleep, I can't eat, and when I think about it, I will have tears in my eyes, and my eyes will look at the white sky, and I don't want it to fall so unhappily.

But no, my eyes couldn't hold so many teardrops, and they eventually slipped down the corners of my eyes, my face, and fell to my neck.

You know, tears on your neck feel uncomfortable, wet, slimy, wet on your clothes.

I looked at the man's clean face, tears blurring my eyes, and his face became more and more blurred in my eyes. The corners of my eyes, ears, and hair were all wet with tears, and I felt like I was going to die with the pain that had just fallen from the cliff!

But I didn't die, I didn't die, I didn't die......

Why did you save me? I wanted to open my mouth to ask him, but I knew that as long as I opened my mouth, it would hurt me even more.

"I don't know what happened to you, but since you're awake with me, I'll heal you," I felt a withered hand wipe away my tears and wipe away the strands of hair stuck to my face, which was very cold, like winter well water, and sobered me up a lot, "Don't cry, it will make you more miserable." ”

I calmed down for a while, staring blankly at the roof, my chest was very dull, but I stopped crying.

He's right, I'll only be more miserable like this, and since I won't die, then I'll live well.

What is your name? I turned my head to look at the man.

As if he knew what was going on in my heart, he curled his lips and smiled, "I am...... Shengsi. With that, he picked up the porcelain bowl next to him again, scooped a spoonful of the medicine with a spoon and put it to my mouth, and I opened my mouth and drank the medicine.

My name is Lin An.