Chapter Seventy-One: Red Tears
The so-called "man has gold under his knees", Cui Yu is now kneeling on his knees in front of him...
It's not worshipping the Bodhisattva, it's not asking the Buddha, what is it?
Su Yue stood up in great surprise, stared at Cui Yu in a daze, and asked with a stammer:
"You, you, you... What are you doing? ”
"Su Yue... I beg you, don't break up with me, okay? ”
Cui Yu choked and spit out these words from his mouth.
Su Yue looked at Cui Yu kneeling in front of her in disbelief, and suddenly didn't know what to say.
Maybe it's because he's still drunk, otherwise it's too appalling for a dignified seven-foot man to suddenly kneel down in front of a girl.
"You get up first, Cui Yu. Don't do this..."Su Yue had to try to calm his emotions first.
"I don't want it, I just want you to promise me, don't leave me!"
I saw Cui Yu in tears while hugging Su Yue's legs.
"Hey, Cui Yu, what are you doing? Don't do that, okay? ”
Su Yue was a little overwhelmed, she couldn't stand or sit at the moment.
"Su Yue, please. Don't be so ruthless to me... If I really do something wrong, I can change it, can you give me another chance? ”
Cui Yu still hugged Su Yue's legs tightly, choking and pleading.
Su Yue felt a little crying and laughing at the moment, but she didn't know what she could do.
Cui Yu was already crying like this in front of him, and he kept pleading with himself hysterically. Obviously, he has no scruples about his face and dignity at the moment, it seems that he is doing this to save Su Yue.
Then if you continue to reject him in a tough way, you will probably not be able to solve any problems.
At this time, the only way to stabilize Cui Yu's mood was to use a delaying tactic first, and then explain to him the real reason why he broke up with him one by one.
So, Su Yue changed her previous tough attitude and said to him in a narrated way:
"Cui Yu, will you get up first? If you're kneeling like this, I can't talk to you calmly about what happened between us. ”
"Will you give me another chance?" Cui Yu stared at Su Yue with tears in his eyes.
"You get up first, let's have a good chat first. There are a few things I want to make clear to you. Su Yue said calmly.
After seeing the faint hope, Cui Yu stood up and sat down obediently beside Su Yue.
"Let's put it this way..."
Su Yue said slowly to Cui Yu in as gentle a tone as possible:
"The reason why neither of us can continue anymore is not because you did something wrong. Cui Yu, it's just that when we didn't know each other well enough, we hurriedly chose to be together because of impulse. But this thing... I'm also responsible. ”
"No, Su Yue. We've been together for so long and we know each other well. I know what you like to eat, and you know my habits..."
"That's not what I mean. Cui Yu, I'm talking about the heart, we don't really know each other's real hearts. ”
"True heart...? Su Yue, I don't quite understand what you mean. ”
Cui Yu didn't seem to understand the deep meaning of Su Yue's words, but this was also something that Su Yue expected.
So she looked at Cui Yu's eyes seriously, and then explained to him in a more understandable way:
"It's like you chose to be with your family, in order to get the support of Luo Xiaoyu's father, and always maintain respect and obedience to them. It's your own heartfelt choice, and it's your values. Although I can't arbitrarily judge whether your values are good or bad, I am not in a position to make a judgment for you. But at least I knew in my heart that I couldn't identify with those values. I think that any personal interests are not worth mentioning in the face of pure love, and they should also give way to true love. What I pursue is a simple love without a trace of impurities, although it may sound difficult to achieve, but I believe in its existence and I will not give up chasing it.
So Cui Yu, whether it is values or emotional outlook between us, we are completely different. I admit that there is no good or bad between them, and everyone has their own opinion about the world. But there is one thing that I think you are also very aware of, that is, two people with different views cannot continue to move forward together..."
"Su Yue... Then I can change my values for you. ”
Cui Yu looked at Su Yue as if he didn't understand and said, obviously he only knew a little about what Su Yue said.
"Cui Yu, once values are formed, it is difficult to change."
Su Yue shook his head helplessly, he felt that Cui Yu didn't understand what he meant by saying this at all.
"You believe me, Su Yue. I'm sure I can become what you want me to be. ”
In addition to tears, Cui Yu's eyes also flashed with a trace of determination.
"Cui Yu... It's not that I don't believe you. You probably don't quite understand what I mean... I don't need you to change anything for me. ”
At this time, Su Yue's heart had already decided that no matter how hard she tried to explain, Cui Yu would not be able to understand what she wanted to express.
Because the thoughts of the two of them are no longer on the same level at all.
For Cui Yu, he only cared about getting Su Yue's approval at the moment, and he didn't have the energy to think about deeper issues.
For Su Yue, she knows where the core of the problem is.
There are some essential things that you can't change even if you try your best. Blindly pandering to it will only be in vain in the end.
"Su Yue... What the hell do I have to do to trust me? ”
Cui Yu suddenly became a little hysterical, and Su Yue's reaction made him feel very anxious.
"Cui Yu... Stop struggling needlessly. Between us, it's really completely over. ”
What should be said also shows that Su Yue has nothing to do.
After a brief moment of silence, Cui Yu suddenly stood up and walked towards the bathroom seemingly calmly.
Su Yue felt a little puzzled, could it be that Cui Yu finally figured it out and wanted to wash her face and calm down?
But she waited a little longer and noticed that there was no movement in the bathroom.
"Cui Yu?"
Su Yue just wanted to get up and go to the bathroom to have a look, when she saw Cui Yu walking out of it with an expressionless face, his hands behind his back.
"What are you doing?" Su Yue asked with a puzzled expression.
Cui Yu didn't answer, he just walked quietly in front of Su Yue, and then took out the hands that had been hidden behind him.
Su Yue couldn't help but scream "ah".
The hands spread out in front of him were actually bubbling with blood.
Drop by drop, bright red blood kept coming out of Cui Yu's fingertips. Then it ran down his slender fingers and onto his arm...
"Su Yue..."
Suddenly, Cui Yu's deep voice slowly drifted past Su Yue's ears:
"So... Can I prove how much I love you? ”
Su Yue stared at Cui Yu's face in astonishment, his eyes seemed to emit a strange light, this feeling made Su Yue feel déjà vu, and it also made her creepy.
"You... What does this do? Are you sick! Why hurt yourself like this! ”
Seeing the blood constantly coming out of Cui Yu's fingertips, Su Yue could no longer suppress the fear in her heart.
But at this moment, Cui Yu not only didn't care about his bloody hands, but he didn't seem to feel the slightest pain.
I saw him quietly staring at the gurgling blood, and he actually showed a strange smile in an instant.
"Su Yue, now you should know how much I love you, right?"